omg...this is so so so so so scary lah...i suppose you guys shud have heard the tidal wave disaster in thailand. the craziest thing was that it hit penang as well and normally around this year, i wud be there right now at this moment. yeah. -gulpz- thank god this year we went italy and switzerland instead.
5 min ago, i was damn worried for chua lar (mind you, i am still worried now). she said that she wudn't be going to china and heading for malaysia instead. darn! y cudn't she juz have gone another time. i know she is going kuala lumpur but i also briefly heard her mentioning abt trip to penang...sigh, shud have paid closer attention to wad she speaks....hope there was shit in my ear or sumpthing like that...dammit
tried to call her house and her hp few mins ago. no ans.
aniwaez, i called up ah wong and both of us decided to give a call to her brother. this was the HELPFUL conversation we had.
chua's bro: hello?
me: may i speak to zhi ping please?
chua's bro: hello?
me: MAY I SPEAK TO ZHI PING PLEASE!
chua's bro: (embarrassed laughter) errr...hahahaha...i am her brother...haha
me: (thinking: i noe that.) are you wif chua now?
chua's bro: errr...no...i am in singapore now. she will be back tonight.
me: i understand that they are going to KL. did they go penang as well?
chua's bro: errr..i dun think so...
me: (sigh in relief) oh that's very good. thank you. bye.
chua's bro: (thinking: why did this idiot say that's good???) huh? oh bye.
whew.
wait.
he THINK they didn't go?!
.
.
.
so i called back ah wong and she too asked the same qn: he think only ar?...sigh...nvr mind...
so aniwaez, i hope chua is fine...will call her tonight. if no one picks up, will hound the brother again.
hell wif it.
i'm ah bao.
Monday, December 27, 2004
hey people...i noe i very long never update liaoz. aniwaez, taking this oppurtunity, i wud like to thank everyone who sent me those lovely christmas cards. i love you. and those who didn't, i love you too. but i love those who sent me even more...jk jk...juz being lame
aniwaez, i have decided to put up all the pictures i have taken on the net. so far i have :
1) my italy trip
2) my swimming outing wif grace, kailing, wanching
3) my pulau ubin trip wif my tution class
4) pictures taken at eileen place
5) idiotic pictures of chua and me while she came over to my place.
i promise i will put all of this up very fast. i noe all the great fans of me and my blog are very excited...ok ok, juz jk, perhaps the christmas lame-atism has finally got into this thick skull of mine. juz really need some time
autumn
aniwaez, i have decided to put up all the pictures i have taken on the net. so far i have :
1) my italy trip
2) my swimming outing wif grace, kailing, wanching
3) my pulau ubin trip wif my tution class
4) pictures taken at eileen place
5) idiotic pictures of chua and me while she came over to my place.
i promise i will put all of this up very fast. i noe all the great fans of me and my blog are very excited...ok ok, juz jk, perhaps the christmas lame-atism has finally got into this thick skull of mine. juz really need some time
autumn
Monday, December 20, 2004
heya people! AH WONG IS BACK FROM INDIA!!! yupz, absence does makes the heart grow fonder, that is, if u even like the person, and it is sure great to hear her idiotic voice once again, for the time being at least.
today i went to toa payoh central hoping to buy a vcd called "FEAR". it is starring Reese Witherspoon and Mark Wahlberg(whom i originally mistaken to be matt damon). Reese Witherspoon who plays role of Nicole is a 16 year old girl who like most teenage girls, likes to have fun. When she and her best friend, Margo, go out to a party one night, Nicole meets the handsome and mysterious David played by Mark Wahlberg, who she ends up getting together with. After a couple of weeks, Nicole realises that David is becoming really possessive and he gets very jealous when she talks to other guys and not telling him where she's going, etc. David even beats up one of Nicole's male friends because he's seen walking Nicole home. When Nicole ends up breaking up with David, he's obviously not happy about this and does everything to try and get her back, when that doesn't work, he and a bunch of his thug friends break into Nicoles home, which leads to some nasty consequences.
i actually went to the shop yesterday to find the vcd or dvd but thanks to my klutzy mind, i forgot the title of the show and of coz the shopkeeper was like "HUH?!" and today when i went there again, i found out that they do not have the vcd. shucks....wanted it so badly...really dunno where else to get since that was the shop i know that sells the most outdated vcds and dvds (the show was filmed in 1996). so ya. the end.
so much for my happy ending.
today i went to toa payoh central hoping to buy a vcd called "FEAR". it is starring Reese Witherspoon and Mark Wahlberg(whom i originally mistaken to be matt damon). Reese Witherspoon who plays role of Nicole is a 16 year old girl who like most teenage girls, likes to have fun. When she and her best friend, Margo, go out to a party one night, Nicole meets the handsome and mysterious David played by Mark Wahlberg, who she ends up getting together with. After a couple of weeks, Nicole realises that David is becoming really possessive and he gets very jealous when she talks to other guys and not telling him where she's going, etc. David even beats up one of Nicole's male friends because he's seen walking Nicole home. When Nicole ends up breaking up with David, he's obviously not happy about this and does everything to try and get her back, when that doesn't work, he and a bunch of his thug friends break into Nicoles home, which leads to some nasty consequences.
i actually went to the shop yesterday to find the vcd or dvd but thanks to my klutzy mind, i forgot the title of the show and of coz the shopkeeper was like "HUH?!" and today when i went there again, i found out that they do not have the vcd. shucks....wanted it so badly...really dunno where else to get since that was the shop i know that sells the most outdated vcds and dvds (the show was filmed in 1996). so ya. the end.
so much for my happy ending.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
yo wassup people...i am gonna sing the same song again... AHEM!
"God must hate me He cursed me for eternityGod must hate meMaybe you should pray for meI'm breaking down and you can't save meI'm stuck in hellAnd I wanna go home
..."
boo hoo hoo...i came down wif a FLU!!! dammit...ate 4 panadols today liaoz..might as well be a drug addict. BUT after calming myself down, i figured there muz be be a reason y i caught this stupid virus after juz recovering from it. i came up wif a few:
1) the swimming incident (went home in wet clothes)
2) i wasn't fully recovered from the previous virus attack (plus the swim)
3) someone is cursing me really badly
4) the cold weather
5) god muz hate me
6) i am simply down on my luck this month
...
so?
choose ur pick.
okiez, putting that aside, i bought the FIRST magazine today coz i saw the main feature "OCEAN"S TWELVE" arrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! COOOOLLL!!!! i am like so crazy over the show and matt damon and brad pitt are acting!!! (i mean, yeah, i knew it long time liaoz) waaa haaa haaa! bought the magazine without a single moment of hesitation..after reading the whole thing, one game on pg 128 (whole book is 135 pgs) caught my eyes. ROLLERCOASTER TYCOON 3 *widen eyes*
COOL!!!
so i went to download and the pop-up sign wrote: it will take 23hr 30 mins to download.
???
okay.
wait.
isn't that one day?
"God must hate me He cursed me for eternityGod must hate meMaybe you should pray for meI'm breaking down and you can't save meI'm stuck in hellAnd I wanna go home
..."
boo hoo hoo...i came down wif a FLU!!! dammit...ate 4 panadols today liaoz..might as well be a drug addict. BUT after calming myself down, i figured there muz be be a reason y i caught this stupid virus after juz recovering from it. i came up wif a few:
1) the swimming incident (went home in wet clothes)
2) i wasn't fully recovered from the previous virus attack (plus the swim)
3) someone is cursing me really badly
4) the cold weather
5) god muz hate me
6) i am simply down on my luck this month
...
so?
choose ur pick.
okiez, putting that aside, i bought the FIRST magazine today coz i saw the main feature "OCEAN"S TWELVE" arrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! COOOOLLL!!!! i am like so crazy over the show and matt damon and brad pitt are acting!!! (i mean, yeah, i knew it long time liaoz) waaa haaa haaa! bought the magazine without a single moment of hesitation..after reading the whole thing, one game on pg 128 (whole book is 135 pgs) caught my eyes. ROLLERCOASTER TYCOON 3 *widen eyes*
COOL!!!
so i went to download and the pop-up sign wrote: it will take 23hr 30 mins to download.
???
okay.
wait.
isn't that one day?
Monday, December 13, 2004
PERHAPS GOD REALLY LISTENS...
recently, there has been this grudge that is infesting inside of me and i feel it growing day by day. i think if some of you will noe who i am toking abt esp. ah wong who is away is india.
PEOPLE: for those who dunno, pls. do not start speculating among urself wondering one idiotic question "izit me?" or "iz it that person" kz? coz it is juz my shitty god-parents...
ya ya..so much for the good ole days...
so today (sunday) i decide to really pray to God and ask him wad the hell am i suppose to do wif this hatred manifesting inside of me and the usual me was toking to him like "aiyah! i totally leave it to you lar!" at that point, i really did juz leave it to him and i think his ans. came across to me during the Homily...
he told me to be patient and juz except the things as they are; be good and nice to them from the bottom of ur heart for god will reward u in the lifeafter...sighz...
actually, u may not feel the effect but at that point, i really felt convinced...hmmz...*lost for words*
and come to think of it...i am currently readin a book "many lives many masters" abt a physcologist who hypnotised a woman to conquer her fears and somehow ended up learning abt her past lives (as in even B.C.) it is a true story. and there was this particular paragraph that said...
"If they knew that acts of violence and injustices against people did not go unnoted, but had to be repaid in kind in other lifetimes, how much less anger and desire for vengeance they would harbor"
perhaps..its true...it WILL be REPAID...someday...patience
autumn
recently, there has been this grudge that is infesting inside of me and i feel it growing day by day. i think if some of you will noe who i am toking abt esp. ah wong who is away is india.
PEOPLE: for those who dunno, pls. do not start speculating among urself wondering one idiotic question "izit me?" or "iz it that person" kz? coz it is juz my shitty god-parents...
ya ya..so much for the good ole days...
so today (sunday) i decide to really pray to God and ask him wad the hell am i suppose to do wif this hatred manifesting inside of me and the usual me was toking to him like "aiyah! i totally leave it to you lar!" at that point, i really did juz leave it to him and i think his ans. came across to me during the Homily...
he told me to be patient and juz except the things as they are; be good and nice to them from the bottom of ur heart for god will reward u in the lifeafter...sighz...
actually, u may not feel the effect but at that point, i really felt convinced...hmmz...*lost for words*
and come to think of it...i am currently readin a book "many lives many masters" abt a physcologist who hypnotised a woman to conquer her fears and somehow ended up learning abt her past lives (as in even B.C.) it is a true story. and there was this particular paragraph that said...
"If they knew that acts of violence and injustices against people did not go unnoted, but had to be repaid in kind in other lifetimes, how much less anger and desire for vengeance they would harbor"
perhaps..its true...it WILL be REPAID...someday...patience
autumn
Saturday, December 11, 2004
omg...my stomach is blasted!!!! i am soooo full...lolx. just finished eating dinner. actually on second tot, perhaps i am not all that full COZ TODAY
I WENT SWIMMING!!!! (applause!!!)
yupzzie... swimming always make me have a big big appetite so wad people say abt swimming will let u slim down, to me is all bullshit...
aniwaez, today i went with kai ling and grace to wan ching's house to swim..my gawd, i am starting to feel "God must hate me He cursed me for eternity God must hate me Maybe you should pray for me I'm breaking down and you can't save me I'm stuck in hell And I wanna go home" coz it simply RAIN AGAIN !!!!!!! -dots-
aniwaez, experience makes man grow wiser...the last time i prayed for the rain to stop, it rained even harder and when i sing the "rain rain go away" song, it poured. so this time, i just remained nonchalent....
muahahaha...it stopped.
actually it was more of drizzle and while my practical and down to earth brain is telling me not to go and swim coz there may be silent lightning, my other side juz wanted to hack all worries away and jump into the pool...of coz, wif kai ling the dare-devil around, my dark side won and guess wad?! i am alive!!!!!! yay!!!!!! (shit! dat was lamez)
aniwaez, grace was not very keen on swimming with the rest of us so most of the time, she was one side practising "martial arts" or so she says..but at other times, (which was most of the times) we were juz playing afool and crapping...it was fun...oh yeah i taught grace how to float while kai ling and wan ching were swimming and she enjoyed it...muahahaha...still rmb her doubtful look when i told her it wud be fun...-sighx- do i look that cunning???
aniwaez, we took alot of pictures (actually a little) but i think it will take alot of determination for me to put them up (i mean, HALLO?! its me, vanessa! patience is one stupid virtue i dun have) but i will try..perhaps ask kai ling or grace help...muahaha...
apart from that, it was all in all a gd day... in fact excellent compared to yesterday..shucksz...came up with my christmas list on who to give prezzies to liaoz... kai ling and grace are among the list...
how to give kai ling arhz?
kai ling? any ideas???
-oh wellz- taufik stupid song is on AGAIN... dammit, heard sly is at the padang...missed him coz of kai ling rationalising wif me the situation like the cab fare...the pouring rain...the distance...etc..etc..etc...
kimz is coming back next friday...i can't wait...
btw, i noe like this stupid entry is like super duper long but too bad, i am a happy happy girl today...happy happy girl...happy happy girl...
so..i wanted to show u people a nice photo...
actually...one more...
these two are like blood enemies in the final fantasy larhz but i oso dunno y i like both of them...these pictures may be like outdated for how many donkey yrs..i dunno but u noe me...i am abit slow...-sighx-...tortoise tortoise ...
replies to tags:
kailing:
i am so damn sure there is something wrong wif ur eyes larhz...i mean.. perhaps itz the chlorine or u wear contacts too much... -wells- hope u can read the part that i mean giving u a prezzie??? -smilez- and i say itz logs...
grace:
wow..thx grace..i tot all i was gonna have was like "wah lao vanessa, u suck larhz...sly?! r u outta ur mind?!" so yeah...u are DAMN NICE...got a prezzie on ur way... i think...jk jk
really had fun wif ya and kai ling and wanching today
corrine:
my gawd...is that really like corrine?! not studying arhz...jk jk...aniwaez, yeah yeah... so like me... so not like u.... i SUPPORT THE UNDERDOGS....watcha gonna do abt it huh?! (being childish) *sticks tongue out
joo hui:
heya...my gawd, everyone is complimenting my work (layout) or izit complimenting sly?! ("-) gah..who cares, both oso i happy...
i am a happy happy girl today...happy happy girl...happy happy girl...
autumn
I WENT SWIMMING!!!! (applause!!!)
yupzzie... swimming always make me have a big big appetite so wad people say abt swimming will let u slim down, to me is all bullshit...
aniwaez, today i went with kai ling and grace to wan ching's house to swim..my gawd, i am starting to feel "God must hate me He cursed me for eternity God must hate me Maybe you should pray for me I'm breaking down and you can't save me I'm stuck in hell And I wanna go home" coz it simply RAIN AGAIN !!!!!!! -dots-
aniwaez, experience makes man grow wiser...the last time i prayed for the rain to stop, it rained even harder and when i sing the "rain rain go away" song, it poured. so this time, i just remained nonchalent....
muahahaha...it stopped.
actually it was more of drizzle and while my practical and down to earth brain is telling me not to go and swim coz there may be silent lightning, my other side juz wanted to hack all worries away and jump into the pool...of coz, wif kai ling the dare-devil around, my dark side won and guess wad?! i am alive!!!!!! yay!!!!!! (shit! dat was lamez)
aniwaez, grace was not very keen on swimming with the rest of us so most of the time, she was one side practising "martial arts" or so she says..but at other times, (which was most of the times) we were juz playing afool and crapping...it was fun...oh yeah i taught grace how to float while kai ling and wan ching were swimming and she enjoyed it...muahahaha...still rmb her doubtful look when i told her it wud be fun...-sighx- do i look that cunning???
aniwaez, we took alot of pictures (actually a little) but i think it will take alot of determination for me to put them up (i mean, HALLO?! its me, vanessa! patience is one stupid virtue i dun have) but i will try..perhaps ask kai ling or grace help...muahaha...
apart from that, it was all in all a gd day... in fact excellent compared to yesterday..shucksz...came up with my christmas list on who to give prezzies to liaoz... kai ling and grace are among the list...
how to give kai ling arhz?
kai ling? any ideas???
-oh wellz- taufik stupid song is on AGAIN... dammit, heard sly is at the padang...missed him coz of kai ling rationalising wif me the situation like the cab fare...the pouring rain...the distance...etc..etc..etc...
kimz is coming back next friday...i can't wait...
btw, i noe like this stupid entry is like super duper long but too bad, i am a happy happy girl today...happy happy girl...happy happy girl...
so..i wanted to show u people a nice photo...
actually...one more...
these two are like blood enemies in the final fantasy larhz but i oso dunno y i like both of them...these pictures may be like outdated for how many donkey yrs..i dunno but u noe me...i am abit slow...-sighx-...tortoise tortoise ...
replies to tags:
kailing:
i am so damn sure there is something wrong wif ur eyes larhz...i mean.. perhaps itz the chlorine or u wear contacts too much... -wells- hope u can read the part that i mean giving u a prezzie??? -smilez- and i say itz logs...
grace:
wow..thx grace..i tot all i was gonna have was like "wah lao vanessa, u suck larhz...sly?! r u outta ur mind?!" so yeah...u are DAMN NICE...got a prezzie on ur way... i think...jk jk
really had fun wif ya and kai ling and wanching today
corrine:
my gawd...is that really like corrine?! not studying arhz...jk jk...aniwaez, yeah yeah... so like me... so not like u.... i SUPPORT THE UNDERDOGS....watcha gonna do abt it huh?! (being childish) *sticks tongue out
joo hui:
heya...my gawd, everyone is complimenting my work (layout) or izit complimenting sly?! ("-) gah..who cares, both oso i happy...
i am a happy happy girl today...happy happy girl...happy happy girl...
autumn
Friday, December 10, 2004
Today was the most awful day of the week. The whole day I was feelin totally disconnected with the world and was irritated by every little thing that happened...
Wad is wrong wif me? Am I pms-ing? Hopez not
Actually morning and early afternoon wasn't all that bad cos chua came to my place n we had lotsa fun decorating the Christmas tree, watching vcds, eating pizza...hee hee...juz thinkin abt puts a smile on my face...I mean, since when doesn't it feel good when u are down and ur gd friend is with you having fun??? With the hamster too...
Then things took a bad turn at abt 4:45pm... my grandma was callin me to do some things and I was in the kitchen getting chua a drink so obviously I didn't hear her and neither did chua understand her lang. So in the end, she complained to my mom who in turn said some shitty things..thank god it wasn't one of those all hell break loose conversation
After we were done with the Christmas tree, I tot of going to orchard rd to get Christmas present for my dad(actually it was just to get out of the house)...it was ah wong who gave me the idea of buying that present but I forgot the name so I tried to describe it to the shopkeeper who gave me the "HUH" expression and I gave up... ~sighz~
I decided to call my friends for help beginning wif grace coz I told her my idea b4 but she didn't noe the name so sadly I said bye. She didn't ans back. The only thing was the disconnected line... **? How nice...
Called wanching...marianne chang...huay shan...the lines were either busy or disconnected, or they were simply not in or they didn't noe...
Deciding not to take up chua's time any further (cos it was getting pretty late), we parted.
Have you ever had those kinda of feeling like u are some kinda lonely soul and just floating around... yeah. I was feelin sumpthin sorta like it. The worst thing was that my hp suddenly vibrated out of my hands (seriously, I dunno how the hell that happened cos it was only receiving a msg) and I was crawling on the floor reaching for the phone which seems as if I am nvr gonna reach it... man! I felt like the whole mall was staring at me... complete loser lar...
Then saw huay shan's msg "I'm sorry I can't help you...if u wanna go for another shopping trip or sth and want company call me! Good luck."
Awww...how sweet... I guess when u are feeling like that for no fucking reason at all, little things like that tends to make u feel happier...like "hey! I have friends" (damn, that was a lame expression)
So I continued walking and walking and walking...until I didn't noe where I was!!! I was like some stupid shit there suffering from memory loss and didn't noe how to go home... but I wasn't scared or wad...thankfully...juz felt haggard when I see so many smartly dressed people, be it people knocking off from work or friends going shopping...the word "LOSER" juz keep coming to my head...
Of course I managed to get home...bumped into my tuition friend on the way...almost didn't see my friend... my friend nodded, waved, gave a smile... I said "hi"...it came out so fake...as if I wasn't me...may appear superficial...wadeva
Maybe I shudn"t keep caring wad others think of me for one min. and be more relax...but that's how I am...even while writing this entry, I am like "wad will others think of me after this??"... maybe that's wad make me Vanessa
Wad is wrong wif me?
Am I pms-ing?
Hopez not
Wad is wrong wif me? Am I pms-ing? Hopez not
Actually morning and early afternoon wasn't all that bad cos chua came to my place n we had lotsa fun decorating the Christmas tree, watching vcds, eating pizza...hee hee...juz thinkin abt puts a smile on my face...I mean, since when doesn't it feel good when u are down and ur gd friend is with you having fun??? With the hamster too...
Then things took a bad turn at abt 4:45pm... my grandma was callin me to do some things and I was in the kitchen getting chua a drink so obviously I didn't hear her and neither did chua understand her lang. So in the end, she complained to my mom who in turn said some shitty things..thank god it wasn't one of those all hell break loose conversation
After we were done with the Christmas tree, I tot of going to orchard rd to get Christmas present for my dad(actually it was just to get out of the house)...it was ah wong who gave me the idea of buying that present but I forgot the name so I tried to describe it to the shopkeeper who gave me the "HUH" expression and I gave up... ~sighz~
I decided to call my friends for help beginning wif grace coz I told her my idea b4 but she didn't noe the name so sadly I said bye. She didn't ans back. The only thing was the disconnected line... **? How nice...
Called wanching...marianne chang...huay shan...the lines were either busy or disconnected, or they were simply not in or they didn't noe...
Deciding not to take up chua's time any further (cos it was getting pretty late), we parted.
Have you ever had those kinda of feeling like u are some kinda lonely soul and just floating around... yeah. I was feelin sumpthin sorta like it. The worst thing was that my hp suddenly vibrated out of my hands (seriously, I dunno how the hell that happened cos it was only receiving a msg) and I was crawling on the floor reaching for the phone which seems as if I am nvr gonna reach it... man! I felt like the whole mall was staring at me... complete loser lar...
Then saw huay shan's msg "I'm sorry I can't help you...if u wanna go for another shopping trip or sth and want company call me! Good luck."
Awww...how sweet... I guess when u are feeling like that for no fucking reason at all, little things like that tends to make u feel happier...like "hey! I have friends" (damn, that was a lame expression)
So I continued walking and walking and walking...until I didn't noe where I was!!! I was like some stupid shit there suffering from memory loss and didn't noe how to go home... but I wasn't scared or wad...thankfully...juz felt haggard when I see so many smartly dressed people, be it people knocking off from work or friends going shopping...the word "LOSER" juz keep coming to my head...
Of course I managed to get home...bumped into my tuition friend on the way...almost didn't see my friend... my friend nodded, waved, gave a smile... I said "hi"...it came out so fake...as if I wasn't me...may appear superficial...wadeva
Maybe I shudn"t keep caring wad others think of me for one min. and be more relax...but that's how I am...even while writing this entry, I am like "wad will others think of me after this??"... maybe that's wad make me Vanessa
Wad is wrong wif me?
Am I pms-ing?
Hopez not
Thursday, December 09, 2004
harlow everyone...i truely believed that my whole life have been utterly dedicated to the solely ONE TRUE GUIDES... haha..laugh if u want... but i am dead serious...
perhaps it was the late night sleep...perhaps i miss swimming...hell noes wads wrong wif me BUT... my cranky brain had a dream last night and i dreamt that i was carring logs...u noe those that u see us tying and untying...the tripods thingy n quadra-wadeva-pods.. yupz...i was carrying that with gwen...AND the idiotic thing was that marianne chang was carrying the logs as well... like huh?! since when is she even in the picture? shudn't it be grace...or fiona or gekshan or even kai ling??
some people say dreams are things that u keep thinkin abt unconsciously or consciously...yeah right... y wud i be thinkin abt mari.chang being in guides? am i really mad?
i think so
coz
i forgot to add something
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.
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the whole incident took place beside a swimming pool...
Monday, December 06, 2004
A LETTER TO TEDDY BEAR:
oh god -groanz- i am totally prepared for all the abuses to be hurled at me when my friends see this template of mine...-groans- but i can't help it...it just came naturally...oh god...i think i will just stay away from my blog for a few days to avoid the bombing on the tag board...maybe i shud remove the tagboard on the whole..bet they are gettin ready to throw shit at me the next time they see me in skool...betta where paperbag everywhere i go...
but i think i did a gd job ya noe...everytime is i choose the template and ah wong wud end up clearing after my bits and pieces but this time i stayed up until 1:00am to finish up this whole template and i even added one more section to make the whole blog look somehow neater...actually i tried to combine two templates into one lar (gay kiang abit) but it turn out okay wad...it wud be SOOOO nice if someone cud recognise me for the effort i have done *hint *hint BAH! wad am i thinkin?! i bet they may even stop coming to my website...heh heh...den i maybe dun need to update...blessing in disguise...but soo sad... aiyah hack lar..we'll see how it goes...
kz kz...very tired liaoz...do this bloody thing for dunno more than 3 hrs (inexperience mah!!!) and some internal part is till left unfinished..-sighz-
sign off
vanne
PS: PEOPLE WHO HAPPEN TO HAVE READ THIS ENTRY!!! CAN U PLS LEAVE UR BIRTH DATE ON MY TAGBOARD YAZ? CHANKEWPS :p
autumn
oh god -groanz- i am totally prepared for all the abuses to be hurled at me when my friends see this template of mine...-groans- but i can't help it...it just came naturally...oh god...i think i will just stay away from my blog for a few days to avoid the bombing on the tag board...maybe i shud remove the tagboard on the whole..bet they are gettin ready to throw shit at me the next time they see me in skool...betta where paperbag everywhere i go...
but i think i did a gd job ya noe...everytime is i choose the template and ah wong wud end up clearing after my bits and pieces but this time i stayed up until 1:00am to finish up this whole template and i even added one more section to make the whole blog look somehow neater...actually i tried to combine two templates into one lar (gay kiang abit) but it turn out okay wad...it wud be SOOOO nice if someone cud recognise me for the effort i have done *hint *hint BAH! wad am i thinkin?! i bet they may even stop coming to my website...heh heh...den i maybe dun need to update...blessing in disguise...but soo sad... aiyah hack lar..we'll see how it goes...
kz kz...very tired liaoz...do this bloody thing for dunno more than 3 hrs (inexperience mah!!!) and some internal part is till left unfinished..-sighz-
sign off
vanne
PS: PEOPLE WHO HAPPEN TO HAVE READ THIS ENTRY!!! CAN U PLS LEAVE UR BIRTH DATE ON MY TAGBOARD YAZ? CHANKEWPS :p
autumn
Monday, November 29, 2004
Where is Mrs Dog? and Other Babysitting Stories
My aunt went over to Indonesia to visit her hubby, and left two cousins for us to babysit. I have babysat several cousins before, but none are as trying as these two pesks-from-inquisitive-kids-hell.
Both of them, Rachel and Esther, do not speak like normal human beings because instead of speaking, they actually communicate by asking questions. So, their every statement starts with "Is it.....?" or "Why....?".
Scenario #1 - Watching Survivor on Friday night. Cousins squabbled over which sofa to sit in before finally deciding to squash with me in a single-seated sofa.
Esther: Jie jie, what are they doing?
Me: They are having a competition.
Esther: Why are they eating leaves?
Me: Because they have nothing to eat. They are trapped on the island.
Esther: Why don't they bring some seeds to plant?
Me: Because they are not allowed to.
Esther: Why are they not allowed to?
Me: Because it is part of the game lor. (Losing patience)
Esther: Why is it part of the game?
Me: I don't know lah! Ask your mother!!!
Okie, see. After much experience, I have learnt that there are several ways to end such irritating conversations, and I found the generosity within me to share it with an audience to spare them from future such torture . The above - ASK YOUR MOTHER! - is one way.
Solution #1 - The "Because" Solution
This occured when I was telling them bedtime stories. The farm described in the story has a Mrs Cow, Mrs Goose and a Mrs Pig.
Rachel: Where is Mrs Dog?
Me: There is no Mrs Dog.
Rachel: Why is there no Mrs Dog?
Me: Because the story has no Mrs Dog what.
Rachel: Why the story didn't include Mrs Dog leh?
Me: Because because. Because because because.... (*Repeats infinity times, leaving them with no opportunity to interrupt*)
Solution #2 - A Taste of Your Own Medicine
Esther: Why did you say food that human eat is not good for hamsters, but you still give Cawa cornflake?
Me: I said some food that human eat are not suitable for hamsters, not all.
Esther: Then why cannot eat chocolate har?
Me: Because the hamsters cannot digest the chocolate, and they will die lor.
Esther: Why cannot digest leh?
Me: Why are you called Esther leh?
Esther: Huh! (Laughs) No, why cannot digest?
Me: Why? Why are you called Esther? Shouldn't you be called Cockroach?
Esther: NO!!!!!!!!! I am not cockroach. *Forgets previous questions*
****************
Ha, I digressed from my previous scenario to offer solutions. Here is another incident that almost caused my arteries to burst. Esther and Rachel are both at their most hyper-question-asking-mood during lunch.
Esther: Why is the hamster......?
.
.
.
.
.
Esther: Why is the ...? (1001st question)
I lost it and raised my voice.
Me: *BOOMS* OKIE THAT IS ENOUGH. WHO EVER ASKS ANOTHER QUESTION SLEEPS WITH BIG UNCLE (who is by the way how they address my dad) TONIGHT AND NOT WITH ME!
Both of them obediently became silent because none of them wanted to sleep with my mother or my father. Therefore, peace prevailed and they quietly pecked on their lunch.
After 5 peaceful minutes:
Me: Esther, do you want some more egg?
Rachel: Jie jie, I thought you said no more questions? How come you are asking my sister questions?
I choked on a rice grain for a full minute.
****************
Besides waking me up countless times during the night to tell me they are afriad of thunder, they are thirsty, they need the loo.. they are also effective alarm clocks. Except, I didn't set the alarms at all. My mum woke me up in the morning to move to another bed, since my dad and mum have awokened. I was grateful because I slept late previously at 3 am and needed a better bed, rather than being squashed up by the 2 cousins.
Alas, my blissful slumber was shaken awake by two eager beavers.
Esther: Jie jie. It is 825! Do you want to wake up?
Me: No no. I am very tired. I want to sleep some more.
Both: Ok!
Soon..
Esther: Jie jie! It is 845! Do you want to wake up?
Me: No no no no. I want to SLEEP SOME MORE!!!
Both: Ok!
ZZz..
Esther: Jie jie! It is 900! Do you want to wake up?!?!
Me: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Covers myself beneath blanket*
Esther: HUH!!!!!!! Then what time you want to wake up?
Me: 12 NOON!!!!!!
Zzzzz...
Esther: Jie jie! It is 915!!! Time to wake up.
Me: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then I realized I couldn't sleep already. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Who needs a perfectly good snooze alarm clock?! I can happily rent my cousins out.
I am so NOT READY for babysitting kids!! In fact, I think for couples who wish not to give birth, my two cousins must be the best birth-control pills man.
My aunt went over to Indonesia to visit her hubby, and left two cousins for us to babysit. I have babysat several cousins before, but none are as trying as these two pesks-from-inquisitive-kids-hell.
Both of them, Rachel and Esther, do not speak like normal human beings because instead of speaking, they actually communicate by asking questions. So, their every statement starts with "Is it.....?" or "Why....?".
Scenario #1 - Watching Survivor on Friday night. Cousins squabbled over which sofa to sit in before finally deciding to squash with me in a single-seated sofa.
Esther: Jie jie, what are they doing?
Me: They are having a competition.
Esther: Why are they eating leaves?
Me: Because they have nothing to eat. They are trapped on the island.
Esther: Why don't they bring some seeds to plant?
Me: Because they are not allowed to.
Esther: Why are they not allowed to?
Me: Because it is part of the game lor. (Losing patience)
Esther: Why is it part of the game?
Me: I don't know lah! Ask your mother!!!
Okie, see. After much experience, I have learnt that there are several ways to end such irritating conversations, and I found the generosity within me to share it with an audience to spare them from future such torture . The above - ASK YOUR MOTHER! - is one way.
Solution #1 - The "Because" Solution
This occured when I was telling them bedtime stories. The farm described in the story has a Mrs Cow, Mrs Goose and a Mrs Pig.
Rachel: Where is Mrs Dog?
Me: There is no Mrs Dog.
Rachel: Why is there no Mrs Dog?
Me: Because the story has no Mrs Dog what.
Rachel: Why the story didn't include Mrs Dog leh?
Me: Because because. Because because because.... (*Repeats infinity times, leaving them with no opportunity to interrupt*)
Solution #2 - A Taste of Your Own Medicine
Esther: Why did you say food that human eat is not good for hamsters, but you still give Cawa cornflake?
Me: I said some food that human eat are not suitable for hamsters, not all.
Esther: Then why cannot eat chocolate har?
Me: Because the hamsters cannot digest the chocolate, and they will die lor.
Esther: Why cannot digest leh?
Me: Why are you called Esther leh?
Esther: Huh! (Laughs) No, why cannot digest?
Me: Why? Why are you called Esther? Shouldn't you be called Cockroach?
Esther: NO!!!!!!!!! I am not cockroach. *Forgets previous questions*
****************
Ha, I digressed from my previous scenario to offer solutions. Here is another incident that almost caused my arteries to burst. Esther and Rachel are both at their most hyper-question-asking-mood during lunch.
Esther: Why is the hamster......?
.
.
.
.
.
Esther: Why is the ...? (1001st question)
I lost it and raised my voice.
Me: *BOOMS* OKIE THAT IS ENOUGH. WHO EVER ASKS ANOTHER QUESTION SLEEPS WITH BIG UNCLE (who is by the way how they address my dad) TONIGHT AND NOT WITH ME!
Both of them obediently became silent because none of them wanted to sleep with my mother or my father. Therefore, peace prevailed and they quietly pecked on their lunch.
After 5 peaceful minutes:
Me: Esther, do you want some more egg?
Rachel: Jie jie, I thought you said no more questions? How come you are asking my sister questions?
I choked on a rice grain for a full minute.
****************
Besides waking me up countless times during the night to tell me they are afriad of thunder, they are thirsty, they need the loo.. they are also effective alarm clocks. Except, I didn't set the alarms at all. My mum woke me up in the morning to move to another bed, since my dad and mum have awokened. I was grateful because I slept late previously at 3 am and needed a better bed, rather than being squashed up by the 2 cousins.
Alas, my blissful slumber was shaken awake by two eager beavers.
Esther: Jie jie. It is 825! Do you want to wake up?
Me: No no. I am very tired. I want to sleep some more.
Both: Ok!
Soon..
Esther: Jie jie! It is 845! Do you want to wake up?
Me: No no no no. I want to SLEEP SOME MORE!!!
Both: Ok!
ZZz..
Esther: Jie jie! It is 900! Do you want to wake up?!?!
Me: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Covers myself beneath blanket*
Esther: HUH!!!!!!! Then what time you want to wake up?
Me: 12 NOON!!!!!!
Zzzzz...
Esther: Jie jie! It is 915!!! Time to wake up.
Me: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then I realized I couldn't sleep already. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Who needs a perfectly good snooze alarm clock?! I can happily rent my cousins out.
I am so NOT READY for babysitting kids!! In fact, I think for couples who wish not to give birth, my two cousins must be the best birth-control pills man.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Your anime hair color is green.
Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"
Hanging
Your own gallows call. Your method of suicide is Hanging.
muahahaha...juz found a perfect quiz...METHODS OF SUICIDE...four qns to ans only...strongly encouraged to try... IF U DARE...
The types of people I hate.
1) Liars
2) Smartass
And today there was this smartass who was REALLY pissing me off the whole day. Oh ho ho. That, after weeks of being rude and critical even when I tried to close one eye. I tried to close two eyes one last time just now, but still....ok that does it. No more patience. no wonder there is a saying that goes: EMPTY VESSELS MAKE THE MOST NOISE. oh ho ho... yes siree!
gah! dun tok abt it. anywaez, i am gonna babysit my two pesky cousins for the next two days or so..i'm sure they will give me SOMETHING to update in the next entry.
till next time...
ja!
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
waaa..suddenly have a strong desire to hear dis song again and again... sighz... its sooo beautiful....sighzz....
Woo-hoo-hoo
Woo-hoo-hoo
Debbie just hit the wall
She never had it all
One Prozac a day
Husbands a CPA
Her dreams went out the door
When she turned twenty four
Only been with one man
What happen to her plan?
She was gonna be an actress
She was gonna be a star
She was gonna shake her ass
On the hood of White Snake's car
Her yellow SUV, is now the enemy
Looks at her average life
And nothing, has been, alright
Since Bruce Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985
Woo-hoo-hoo
1985
Woo-hoo-hoo
She's seen all the classics
She knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
Even Saint Elmo's Fire
She rocked out to wham
Not a big Limp Biscuit fan
Thought she'd get a hand
On a member of Duran Duran
Where's the mini-skirt made of snake skin
And who's the other guy singing in Van Halen
When did reality, become T.V.
What ever happen to sitcoms, game shows
On the radio was
Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she's still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985
Woo-hoo-hoo
She hates time, make it stop
When did Motley Crue become classic rock?
And when did Ozzy become an actor?
Please make this stop!Stop!Stop!
And bring back
Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she's still preoccupied
With 1985Bruce Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she's still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Woo-hoo-hoo
Woo-hoo-hoo
Debbie just hit the wall
She never had it all
One Prozac a day
Husbands a CPA
Her dreams went out the door
When she turned twenty four
Only been with one man
What happen to her plan?
She was gonna be an actress
She was gonna be a star
She was gonna shake her ass
On the hood of White Snake's car
Her yellow SUV, is now the enemy
Looks at her average life
And nothing, has been, alright
Since Bruce Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985
Woo-hoo-hoo
1985
Woo-hoo-hoo
She's seen all the classics
She knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
Even Saint Elmo's Fire
She rocked out to wham
Not a big Limp Biscuit fan
Thought she'd get a hand
On a member of Duran Duran
Where's the mini-skirt made of snake skin
And who's the other guy singing in Van Halen
When did reality, become T.V.
What ever happen to sitcoms, game shows
On the radio was
Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she's still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985
Woo-hoo-hoo
She hates time, make it stop
When did Motley Crue become classic rock?
And when did Ozzy become an actor?
Please make this stop!Stop!Stop!
And bring back
Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she's still preoccupied
With 1985Bruce Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she's still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985
| How to make a vanessa |
| Ingredients: 1 part pride 1 part brilliance 5 parts joy |
| Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge! |
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Friday, November 19, 2004
heya everyone... i am back from my trip oredy... suffering from a little of jet lag (iz that how u spell it) hackz....
aniwaez, i will most probably be updating the pictures i took when i went overseas. waaaa! i tell u ar! i was SOOOOO MAD okay... u noe this is like the first time i am using my new digi. cam so gay kiang wanted to explore abit more while i was on the tour... damn u noe i went to format my whole bloody memory card and the pictures i took in switzerland were ALL deleted!!!!!!!!!! AAAAARRRGGGGHHH?! wad was the saying again? ya. curiousity kills the cat or sumpthing like that....darn!
btw, ever since i got my broadband, my stupid com. juz can't seem the adapt to the fact that i am using MSN messenger... the duration time i get to go online before getting kicked off wud be 5 mins and while i am toking to my frenz, i wud be cut off from everything and hafta restart again...irritating u noe...and my father thinks that MSN is some kinda virus and that i have been visiting porno sites thats y i get kicked out...grrr
sighz, oso dunno wad to do with this com of mine..disown it i guess...
someone said: with technology advancing at such great speed, the world wud soon be dominated and controlled by computers. *bitter laugh... not if u got a com like mine...
btw, i went to watch THE INCREDIBLES with ah wong and huay shan. last minute notice... juz got down from the plane and then WHAM! back to singapore life and the guides and so on... i soooo miss the yong dao fu and cha gui tiao here while i was there... i was practically eating flour there... seriously, i nvr knew spagetti was an appetizer...i considered it as a main course...
apart from that, i brought back lotsa choco. for everyone. sighz, having a little cough so perhaps i will give away my share as well... HEY YOU! stop drooling... but really, i bought ALOT of chocolates so everyone can have
kz...thats all i hafta to say for the time being b4 i set up my website for the pictures coz i am darn sure this useless blog can't contain that many pictures... and b4 going,
here is a tribute to chua's dead hamster, subaru:
Weep not for me though I am gone into that gentle night.
Grieve if you will, but not for long upon my soul's sweet flight.
I am at peace, my souls at rest.
There is no need for tears.
For with your love I was so blessed.
For all those many years.
There is no pain, I suffer not,
The fear now all is gone.
Put now these things out of your thoughts,
In your memory I live on.
Remember not my fight for breath
Remember not the strife.
Please do not dwell upon my death,
But celebrate my life.
PS (to chua): hope u like it.
signing out...
autumn
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
heya peeps! wOA! i think i just broke a record (for my own lar!) two entries in a row!!! i mean one yesterday and one today lar! D-O-H!!!
feelin a little hellish... siao siao eh, my father thinks i am possessed my some sylvester-demon-spirit cause he caught me surfing the net for Singapore IdOL... so does that mean that when i go to grace blog i am infatuated wif grace?? NUTS!
aniwaez, i think my com. really this time kena hack my virus oredy... jus realised that those msgs popping out weren't for farn... sigh... wad ter do?? gey kiang lar.
sigh, aniwaez, may not be blogging for awhile since i feel that the com. is gonna crash (under my hands) so ya.. bye peeps... dun worrry..
~autumn out~
feelin a little hellish... siao siao eh, my father thinks i am possessed my some sylvester-demon-spirit cause he caught me surfing the net for Singapore IdOL... so does that mean that when i go to grace blog i am infatuated wif grace?? NUTS!
aniwaez, i think my com. really this time kena hack my virus oredy... jus realised that those msgs popping out weren't for farn... sigh... wad ter do?? gey kiang lar.
sigh, aniwaez, may not be blogging for awhile since i feel that the com. is gonna crash (under my hands) so ya.. bye peeps... dun worrry..
~autumn out~
Monday, October 18, 2004
allo everyone vanne the ah bao is baaaaaacccccccccckkkkkkkk!!!! (and i noe kai ling is more than happy ter see this entry regardless how boring it is)
sigh... aiyoh! so long nvr come to this bloggin thingy oredy... the website turning rusty...but it can't be coz rust is copper and oxygen... computers have no oxygen right??? shit, wad m i toking abt??? the exams are OVER!!!
although the exams are officially over, i still dun really feel the hols. fever and spirit in me... is it only applyin to me or everyone... grrr, muz be cherlyn... do u noe that stupid gal sms-ed me on Saturday morning at 8:00 (at 8:00!!!, mind you) ter ask did i go home to plot the graph of the a-maths qn again to find out if my ans or her ans was wrong... siao siao eh this gal...i bet the twins went home and dig all the exam papers out again to do all over again to check if their ans are correct... HAVE FUN, U TWO!!! damn...my beauty sleep...i bet chua and grace wud have agreed with me on the fact that the time was way to EARLY!!! siao lang
aniwaez, i hope that all of you are enjoying yourselves during the 4 days break... dun go worrying abt the results like the twins (i noe it is hard but at least try lar) and most impt, HAVE FUN!!!! LOTSA FUN!!!
sign off,
sylvester-fan (no! not the cat!)
autumn aka vanessa
sigh... aiyoh! so long nvr come to this bloggin thingy oredy... the website turning rusty...but it can't be coz rust is copper and oxygen... computers have no oxygen right??? shit, wad m i toking abt??? the exams are OVER!!!
although the exams are officially over, i still dun really feel the hols. fever and spirit in me... is it only applyin to me or everyone... grrr, muz be cherlyn... do u noe that stupid gal sms-ed me on Saturday morning at 8:00 (at 8:00!!!, mind you) ter ask did i go home to plot the graph of the a-maths qn again to find out if my ans or her ans was wrong... siao siao eh this gal...i bet the twins went home and dig all the exam papers out again to do all over again to check if their ans are correct... HAVE FUN, U TWO!!! damn...my beauty sleep...i bet chua and grace wud have agreed with me on the fact that the time was way to EARLY!!! siao lang
aniwaez, i hope that all of you are enjoying yourselves during the 4 days break... dun go worrying abt the results like the twins (i noe it is hard but at least try lar) and most impt, HAVE FUN!!!! LOTSA FUN!!!
sign off,
sylvester-fan (no! not the cat!)
autumn aka vanessa
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
i seriously think some farnie thing is going on within the electrical wires somewhere in the brain cell of my computer. first it was the blog being the terrorist... now it is the internet being the virus....shoot them lar... :
the bitch wrote:
Is your computer suffering from any of the following symptoms: 1. Has your browser's START PAGE changed?or 2. Are you seeing a recent increase in annoying POP UPS?or 3. Have PORN ads appeared in your browser or email?or 4. Has your computer been acting wierd lately?or 5. Is your Internet slower or even crashing?or 6. Do you think your computer may have a virus?or 7. Have new programs or toolbars been added without your permission?If your computer is experiencing any of these symptoms...It is almost certain that "spyware" has taken over your computer,and the problems will only get worse quickly. Plus your sensitiveinformation like credit cards and all of your passwords can beretrieved by criminals all around the world. This is a very scaryproblem that needs immediate attention! You NEED to get this fixed now!Click on THIS LINK FOR IMMEDIATE HELP and your computer will beback to normal and secure again in just a few minutes.
HARLOW! my com has nothin wrong can u all stop this stupid nonsense...it NEED not get fixed now or eva so stay off!!!
sigh... tml going to make ic... my father got a shock when he saw the immigration bureau thing send to me...he tot something wrong wif me... hurriedly tore open the envelop. turn outta be asking me to make ic....he so happy... siao siao wan
had a lecturing during dinner abt how u miz act more maturedly becoz with the ic, you are considered an adult oredy... ass lar... dun see anyone changing in particular after getting their ic...
grace is juz as ignorant nice sweet fren who love F.I.R.,
chua is juz as blur blur cute cute figure,
ah wong got more busy with all other thingy
kailing is still the silent predator
and geks still juz as clumsy and genki and but less ducky.... huh ...
dunno why shud i change...
SCREW THE GROWING UP RULEZ...
den going out wif my godbro. dunno wad stupid show he bringing me to watch... the last time he brought me to watch wishing stairs wen i watched wif chua oredy... he got sooo scared... dunno y he has a gf...
wednesday thursday friday going out with parents... getting the winter clothings for switzerland, dunno y need soo many days...
sat and sun still no plan yet...i think i will be sleeping over at my god ma house on sat ya... think so then sunday come back...aiyah see first lar... hate this skool holiday... everything is oredy planned out fer ya... sucks
BYE!
the bitch wrote:
Is your computer suffering from any of the following symptoms: 1. Has your browser's START PAGE changed?or 2. Are you seeing a recent increase in annoying POP UPS?or 3. Have PORN ads appeared in your browser or email?or 4. Has your computer been acting wierd lately?or 5. Is your Internet slower or even crashing?or 6. Do you think your computer may have a virus?or 7. Have new programs or toolbars been added without your permission?If your computer is experiencing any of these symptoms...It is almost certain that "spyware" has taken over your computer,and the problems will only get worse quickly. Plus your sensitiveinformation like credit cards and all of your passwords can beretrieved by criminals all around the world. This is a very scaryproblem that needs immediate attention! You NEED to get this fixed now!Click on THIS LINK FOR IMMEDIATE HELP and your computer will beback to normal and secure again in just a few minutes.
HARLOW! my com has nothin wrong can u all stop this stupid nonsense...it NEED not get fixed now or eva so stay off!!!
sigh... tml going to make ic... my father got a shock when he saw the immigration bureau thing send to me...he tot something wrong wif me... hurriedly tore open the envelop. turn outta be asking me to make ic....he so happy... siao siao wan
had a lecturing during dinner abt how u miz act more maturedly becoz with the ic, you are considered an adult oredy... ass lar... dun see anyone changing in particular after getting their ic...
grace is juz as ignorant nice sweet fren who love F.I.R.,
chua is juz as blur blur cute cute figure,
ah wong got more busy with all other thingy
kailing is still the silent predator
and geks still juz as clumsy and genki and but less ducky.... huh ...
dunno why shud i change...
SCREW THE GROWING UP RULEZ...
den going out wif my godbro. dunno wad stupid show he bringing me to watch... the last time he brought me to watch wishing stairs wen i watched wif chua oredy... he got sooo scared... dunno y he has a gf...
wednesday thursday friday going out with parents... getting the winter clothings for switzerland, dunno y need soo many days...
sat and sun still no plan yet...i think i will be sleeping over at my god ma house on sat ya... think so then sunday come back...aiyah see first lar... hate this skool holiday... everything is oredy planned out fer ya... sucks
BYE!
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
HI PEEPS! TODAY IS MOI BIRTHDAE! Yupz, jux wanna say a big thankie to all that have gave me sumpthin in one way or another. I mean, it does not necessarily hafta be prezzies but it can be as simple as wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY to as priceless as giving me ur friendship so therefore, I wud like to thank all you people out there who have given me soo much. Thank you.
PEOPLE I WANNA THANK:
Elaine: you were the first to give me the birthday gift...I'm sorry it's broken. Thank you for 4-giving me for my irresponsibility to take care of it. I love it a lot but I love our friendship more.
Ah wong daddy: thanks for giving me my birthday ride to skool... ya ya I noe its crap but I appreciated it.
Ah wong: you were the first to wish me happy birthday. Thanks a lot. I like the two prezzie you gave me. I bought a cage for Cawa oredy. yeah and thanks for comforting me *winks
Geks: you were the second to wish me an unofficial "happy birthday" coz you said you think it is abit cheapo to juz wish without giving. To me, it is more than enuff yeah and thanks for comforting me *winks
Chua and angie: you were the third to give me a prezzie that is Cawa. Thank you soo much. I luved it. yeah and thanks for comforting me *winks
Kai ling: thanks for drawing on the board for me. You drew four in the end. Ya I noticed. Thanks A lot for telling me I am getting older... yeah and thanks for comforting me *winks: "the CL is talking to you" does this ego statement rings a bell??? *innocent look
Zelina: OMG! You were like totally unexpected. I loved your card but I loved your effort spent into making it even more. Thank you soooo sooo much. Who cares if ya lame? Ya sweet. Awww... I MEAN IT
Charmaine: thanks for the brownie you gave me. I think you did it beautifully, that was y chua was CONSTANTLY stealing from me together wif Bernie kor! Grrrrrr...aniwaez, thanks a lot
Kim: thanks for the cookie you gave me early in the morning. It must have been good for I do not normally eat much in the morning. I noe you didn’t mean to break the glass... I was juz sad, not angry. Thanks for your prezzie. SAY THANKS TO ur the other fren for me...
A maths tuition frenz: thanx for the b'dae song. For people who dunno, grace is in the same class as me that's y I didn’t name her personally in the above. Special thanks to Christopher who thought I was grace and sang her name...ahem
1st aunt: silver bracelet
2nd aunt: hong bao - $28
3rd aunt: hong bao - $24
4th aunt and 5th aunt: whole collection of JAY CHOU cds...whooohoo... win liaoz
ah ma, po po, daddy, mummy: hong bao
linus kor kor: thanks for the sms
god bro: bracelet, earring, necklace...I think I wud onli wear the bracelet... haha but I like them all the same... I guess
Saleena, elsie, yu fang, yvonne, Bernie tan, Bernie kor, clara, angie lim, Nicole ds, drum major, Amanda ong, agapera, ASEAN SCHOLARS from 3/1, etc: thank you all soo soo much for ur birthday wishes. It does not necessary takes $$ to make a girl happy
Of coz, everyday, there will be ups and downs. But we must learn to let go of the downs and hold on to the ups then our b’dae and everyday will be meaningful and happy. Therefore, thanks guys for making me understand that. You obviously learn sumpthin new everyday.
Autumn out (all night long)
Monday, August 30, 2004
Dear diary,
Today, I received a call from my long time fwen, Charla. She sounded awfully sad so I asked her why. She told me that her fwen, Germaine made use of her. She was supposed to meet Charla for the show “Anaconda” on Thursday afternoon. However, before that, Germaine had already scheduled to meet her mother at J8. So she used Charla’s phone to call back her mom saying Charla refuses to let her go and insisted her on going to see the show today. This left Germaine’s mom with an ultra-bad impression on Charla. However, Germaine nvr told Charla abt the talk she had with her mom. It was only when Charla happen to bump into Germaine’s mom on Friday after school did she notice something was amiss when she felt Germaine’s mom staring at her and treated her extremely coldly, which was not usual, coz she knew Germaine’s mom is indeed quite fond of Charla.
I feel extremely bad for my fwen and I wished I had been there to console her instead of her picking up the phone to call me. I suppose if she nvr made an effort to strike a conversation with Germaine’s mother, she wud nvr had known how horrigible her fucking fren is. If someone had backstabbed me in the back, I wud have been furious. I suppose you noe that. I am intolerable of such decadents and decaying moral values of human. Gosh I sound like my lit teacher. (betta start new para.)
However, I think I have quite a number of frenz who are quite TRUSTING so I do not feel there is a need for me to start being paranoid and suspicious of all my frenz… I mean can u imagine if I were to catch gek shan, chua, ah wong, kailing, charmaine, etc everyday by the collar and shout
“DID U BETRAY ME???!!!”
I think I wun have any fwenz by the end of the day…no…by the end of assembly…
Alright, I betta sign out now. I hope Charla is feelin betta now.
Love
Autumn
Hey! I noe… Charla if u r reading this now, I got something to tell ya that will make ya happy: MY B’DAE IS COMING (^^’) *cold sweat
autumn
out
Today, I received a call from my long time fwen, Charla. She sounded awfully sad so I asked her why. She told me that her fwen, Germaine made use of her. She was supposed to meet Charla for the show “Anaconda” on Thursday afternoon. However, before that, Germaine had already scheduled to meet her mother at J8. So she used Charla’s phone to call back her mom saying Charla refuses to let her go and insisted her on going to see the show today. This left Germaine’s mom with an ultra-bad impression on Charla. However, Germaine nvr told Charla abt the talk she had with her mom. It was only when Charla happen to bump into Germaine’s mom on Friday after school did she notice something was amiss when she felt Germaine’s mom staring at her and treated her extremely coldly, which was not usual, coz she knew Germaine’s mom is indeed quite fond of Charla.
I feel extremely bad for my fwen and I wished I had been there to console her instead of her picking up the phone to call me. I suppose if she nvr made an effort to strike a conversation with Germaine’s mother, she wud nvr had known how horrigible her fucking fren is. If someone had backstabbed me in the back, I wud have been furious. I suppose you noe that. I am intolerable of such decadents and decaying moral values of human. Gosh I sound like my lit teacher. (betta start new para.)
However, I think I have quite a number of frenz who are quite TRUSTING so I do not feel there is a need for me to start being paranoid and suspicious of all my frenz… I mean can u imagine if I were to catch gek shan, chua, ah wong, kailing, charmaine, etc everyday by the collar and shout
“DID U BETRAY ME???!!!”
I think I wun have any fwenz by the end of the day…no…by the end of assembly…
Alright, I betta sign out now. I hope Charla is feelin betta now.
Love
Autumn
Hey! I noe… Charla if u r reading this now, I got something to tell ya that will make ya happy: MY B’DAE IS COMING (^^’) *cold sweat
autumn
out
Thursday, August 26, 2004
ah bao says: yesterday was wednesday, today is thurday, tomorrow will be friday
dun even noe y i wrote that... perhaps to kill space...
sigh, life slightly betta now... i haf a maid now.
MAID INFO:
name: reani
materialise in: indonesia
materialise on: dunno yet... scared muz give prezzie...i noe i gian beng lah
height: 154cm
weight: i tink more than 60kg...oOPs!@
no. of boyfren currently: 2 - one is malaysia, one is indonesia... r u thinking wad i am thinkin people???
aniwaez, i finally convinced my com. into thinkin that my blog is not suspicious, errr, actually, i reprogrammed it lar (**,). aniwaez, haf nothin much to write... this is such a boring entry... i will be surprise if anione wants to read this... SSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAANNNN ar!
u noe, now with the stupid new format shit of blogging, i m unable to upload ani pics???!!! feel like bao-ing now... grrrrrr...chill....grrrrrrr...chill..GGGGRRRRRRRRR
nvr mind... will still try...i have the spirit of an unrelenting hero...
ah bao says: yesterday was wednesday, today is thurday, tomorrow will be friday
OH NOW I NOE Y I SAID IT: TOMORROW THERE'S GUIDES!!!
till then..
autumn out
people, bear with me kz, perhaps i will write to the blog people to ask them for their help on how ter upload the blardie pics
dun even noe y i wrote that... perhaps to kill space...
sigh, life slightly betta now... i haf a maid now.
MAID INFO:
name: reani
materialise in: indonesia
materialise on: dunno yet... scared muz give prezzie...i noe i gian beng lah
height: 154cm
weight: i tink more than 60kg...oOPs!@
no. of boyfren currently: 2 - one is malaysia, one is indonesia... r u thinking wad i am thinkin people???
aniwaez, i finally convinced my com. into thinkin that my blog is not suspicious, errr, actually, i reprogrammed it lar (**,). aniwaez, haf nothin much to write... this is such a boring entry... i will be surprise if anione wants to read this... SSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAANNNN ar!
u noe, now with the stupid new format shit of blogging, i m unable to upload ani pics???!!! feel like bao-ing now... grrrrrr...chill....grrrrrrr...chill..GGGGRRRRRRRRR
nvr mind... will still try...i have the spirit of an unrelenting hero...
ah bao says: yesterday was wednesday, today is thurday, tomorrow will be friday
OH NOW I NOE Y I SAID IT: TOMORROW THERE'S GUIDES!!!
till then..
autumn out
people, bear with me kz, perhaps i will write to the blog people to ask them for their help on how ter upload the blardie pics
Saturday, August 21, 2004
god i swear i m gonna kill someone right now at this moment...
when i tried entering into my blog juz now, my stupid com kept on coming up wif a stupid pop-up article saying that my blog is SUSPICIOUS!!! what! suspicious?? r u kidding me or wad? does my blog look like some J.I. blog that Osama created to promote terroism??? does is look like a walking time bomb that is about to explode anytime??? well let me tell ya sumpthin mr computer-machine-noe-it-all-shit:
when i tried entering into my blog juz now, my stupid com kept on coming up wif a stupid pop-up article saying that my blog is SUSPICIOUS!!! what! suspicious?? r u kidding me or wad? does my blog look like some J.I. blog that Osama created to promote terroism??? does is look like a walking time bomb that is about to explode anytime??? well let me tell ya sumpthin mr computer-machine-noe-it-all-shit:
the only thing that is about to explode is AH BAO AKA ME!!! U HEAR
ME?!!!
aniwaez, apart from the computer shit, i am sooooo happpy i am going to the z-pop concert on the 28th aug with grace, chua and her bro. at first it was only chua and her bro going so when chua invited me, i was abit heisitant coz u noe, it is a sis-bro affair and i dun wanna be somethin edison created (a light bulb u stupid) but wen grace wanted to go, i followed her... so yaaaaa! i am going!!! wheeeppooeeeee!
sincere apologies to gek shan: i tink it was u who signed me up for the gangshow thingy right? i m sorry i cannot make it ya??? dun be angry ok?? i drew 2 pictures of u there but i can't seem to upload it... nvr mind.. i'll show ya. one is when u r bao-ing and one is when u are genki muahahaha, trust me, u look very cute... i m not being sacarstic
aniwaez, today i moped the house (my face was moping too), swept the house, washed the dishes, made the bed and bought lunch for the family... sigh soon the house will e calling me "mariah" and they will forget they even wanted a maid... darn... who said life sux onli with the rich and famous, life sux juz the same with the poor and wulu
today geks called me and told me that rachel, natasha (iz that how u spell her name???agaration)and ayunni said i was migrating to malaysia!!! malaysia??!!! R U NUTS?! malaysia is so near, i might as well stay here..it is like moving from toapayoh to sengkang... ( i noe chua will contact me EVERYDAY IF I WERE TO GO TO JOHOR!!! vcd vcd vcd, thats all she ever tinks abt!!! hmmmpphh!!!)
so juz to make things clear:
i m not going aniwhere!!! u hear me!!! i am staying in singapore!!! u hear
me?!!! i m not migrating!!! i m not GOING!!!
happy art thou who is thee fwen and anger art thou who are the enemy. understand anot?? it is not qim, i made it up
till then
autumn rox...i mean autumn out
ani one noes when is o'level chinese? my mom wanna noe n i dunno??? hehe pai sei
Saturday, July 31, 2004
hey...
woke up at ten today...so tired... i tink i am becoming like chua...
the newspaper reported tt if ur shortsightedness the degreee more than erm 800 u are vulnerable to sudden lost of eyesight...really arhz...i hope my astigmatism contributes 300 degrees or smthg so my shortsightedness only 600 iddat...or else i m vulnerable -.- ...very freaky lehz...later during O level *poof* gdbye world....gdbye teachers(FOREVER)...gdbye frenz
oh wellz -.-
aniwaez, last night, natalie msg me asking me to find some replacement for the campfire as well as grace... muz meh?? kailing, r u finding replacement? muz u? kailing can u pls pls pls pls tell me? y aren't u toking kailing??? AAAARRRRRR!! going bonkus, nvr mind, i will wait patiently for grace to come back and for kailing to tag the board..( hopefully she will) ^it will be nice of her to tag something else apart from asking me to update my blog...
btw, yesterday guides was so so lar... i missed the games and everyting that went along with it coz i left early (as usual) but i DIDN"T miss the marching part...^so sad^... yeah... muz admit kai ling the voice was steady pom peep peep ya? dey make us run and run and run and ruuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnn around the whole court... maybe i caught charmaine's cheeky face and gek shan's expression whenever she is gonna do something fishy, dats y i made it to the fall in everytime... sigh, or maybe it is juz pure luck cos i totally didn't expect the zelina's one coming *dun gloat zelina, that is not farnie (at all!)dunno lar... aniwaez, kai ling didn't let me fall in after i went to put some paper thingy she gave me into the bag and i was like so embarrassed down there... standing apart from the coy and watching them march when i am NOT EVEN A PL!!!! i was sooo not cool sia.. but luckily i didn't kanna tortured for long cos i hafta fill in the place for fiona when she left. btw, y am i toking abt guides??? sigh...told u i was going mad...in any case, wish u were dere grace...
till next time,
autumn out
woke up at ten today...so tired... i tink i am becoming like chua...
the newspaper reported tt if ur shortsightedness the degreee more than erm 800 u are vulnerable to sudden lost of eyesight...really arhz...i hope my astigmatism contributes 300 degrees or smthg so my shortsightedness only 600 iddat...or else i m vulnerable -.- ...very freaky lehz...later during O level *poof* gdbye world....gdbye teachers(FOREVER)...gdbye frenz
oh wellz -.-
aniwaez, last night, natalie msg me asking me to find some replacement for the campfire as well as grace... muz meh?? kailing, r u finding replacement? muz u? kailing can u pls pls pls pls tell me? y aren't u toking kailing??? AAAARRRRRR!! going bonkus, nvr mind, i will wait patiently for grace to come back and for kailing to tag the board..( hopefully she will) ^it will be nice of her to tag something else apart from asking me to update my blog...
btw, yesterday guides was so so lar... i missed the games and everyting that went along with it coz i left early (as usual) but i DIDN"T miss the marching part...^so sad^... yeah... muz admit kai ling the voice was steady pom peep peep ya? dey make us run and run and run and ruuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnn around the whole court... maybe i caught charmaine's cheeky face and gek shan's expression whenever she is gonna do something fishy, dats y i made it to the fall in everytime... sigh, or maybe it is juz pure luck cos i totally didn't expect the zelina's one coming *dun gloat zelina, that is not farnie (at all!)dunno lar... aniwaez, kai ling didn't let me fall in after i went to put some paper thingy she gave me into the bag and i was like so embarrassed down there... standing apart from the coy and watching them march when i am NOT EVEN A PL!!!! i was sooo not cool sia.. but luckily i didn't kanna tortured for long cos i hafta fill in the place for fiona when she left. btw, y am i toking abt guides??? sigh...told u i was going mad...in any case, wish u were dere grace...
till next time,
autumn out
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
hihi, ah bao is back online...gosh, dunno when was the last blardie time i actually updated...nvr mind when there is a will, there's a way...CHEESY....
aniwaez, i offically declare that exams does take my mood away from the internet... i notice that even when i try surfing the net, equations after equations will keep goin thru my airhead sigh! lucky not electrons if not sure will "chao da" wan (remember: electrons conduct electricity???) btw, i tink i have developed chem-phobia thx to the recent one i juz got back...ya ya i failed...i noe i very stupid...shit feelin sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angsty...
in any case, today is my god bro BIRTHDAY!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAYYYYY! (why m i so happy? i hafta spend money!!!) aniwaez, i bought him a pen (NOT THE 25 cents wan lar) so ya. i tell you ar my god bro is wrose than gek shan..he hangs a picture of himself smirking on the wall and he signed his name on it... sigh... sad case ar... my father says with brothers like that, no wonder his daughter turned out dis way...HEY WAD IS DAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN??? hmmm.... aniwaez, a picture for my dear gor gor... telling him :
PLEASE GROW UP!!!!!!!! YOU R OREDY TWENTY SEVEN!!!
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
After experiencing what happened to me today, i tink it finally further affirms my puzzle regarding how capable i m of defennding myself no matter under what circumstances. How many a times have i stood up for myself in bravery when someone disrespects me? One, who is close to me, would have thought that its betta not to get on tha bad side of me and i have shown my courageous side of me as many times as the people in china (the population is 1.2 billion by the way). but i guess after today, there is still a vunerable side of me that still needs the assistance of, to the extent, a stranger when i m in a shitty situation...
i was at the value-dollar shop buying some cups with ah wong. while queueing up, one insane guy who was in front of me said in a matter-of-fact manner:"give your one dollar to the cashier."
What happen next? Just like what the commentary suggests, i backed out. though i refuse to hand over my dollar to him, i failed to yell at him. to a certain extent, i was embarrassed!!! i cannot help feeling that elevating the number of such cliche situation will eventually label me as a "coward". On the other hand, an Indian lady came to my rescue and said :" Y GIVE HIM THE MONEY? YOU GOT ALOT OF MONEY IZIT? U ONLY STUDENT!!" and then she went on to tell the cashier that he ought to report this situation to the manager and not overlook it. i took it as a hint from her to get out of the situation. thus, i grabbed my stuff and went along. in the process, i saw a smirk at the corner of the cashier boy's mouth. i overlooked it once again. ah wong saw the entire situation but was confused. but ironically, i was more. it was very rich in my tradition that there and then i wud blow up... but i over looked NOT ONLY the insane guy behaviour but also the cashier boy's ignorant attitude.
Maybe I am missing a bigger perspective here or perhaps it was becoz i knew it was a mad guy... but how do u explain for the cashier boy? maybe i was in my school uni. i guess if i wanna make up excuses, i can come up wif plenty but one fact remains.... Meanwhile, I will stay disillusioned.
tribute to the blackout...lolx
i had the craziest dream last night... sighz, wun tok abt it... too sucky... even ah wong tot i was nuts... imagine! a nutty person tinking someone else is more nutty!!! how bad can it be?!!!!
autumn
i was at the value-dollar shop buying some cups with ah wong. while queueing up, one insane guy who was in front of me said in a matter-of-fact manner:"give your one dollar to the cashier."
What happen next? Just like what the commentary suggests, i backed out. though i refuse to hand over my dollar to him, i failed to yell at him. to a certain extent, i was embarrassed!!! i cannot help feeling that elevating the number of such cliche situation will eventually label me as a "coward". On the other hand, an Indian lady came to my rescue and said :" Y GIVE HIM THE MONEY? YOU GOT ALOT OF MONEY IZIT? U ONLY STUDENT!!" and then she went on to tell the cashier that he ought to report this situation to the manager and not overlook it. i took it as a hint from her to get out of the situation. thus, i grabbed my stuff and went along. in the process, i saw a smirk at the corner of the cashier boy's mouth. i overlooked it once again. ah wong saw the entire situation but was confused. but ironically, i was more. it was very rich in my tradition that there and then i wud blow up... but i over looked NOT ONLY the insane guy behaviour but also the cashier boy's ignorant attitude.
Maybe I am missing a bigger perspective here or perhaps it was becoz i knew it was a mad guy... but how do u explain for the cashier boy? maybe i was in my school uni. i guess if i wanna make up excuses, i can come up wif plenty but one fact remains.... Meanwhile, I will stay disillusioned.
tribute to the blackout...lolx
i had the craziest dream last night... sighz, wun tok abt it... too sucky... even ah wong tot i was nuts... imagine! a nutty person tinking someone else is more nutty!!! how bad can it be?!!!!
autumn
Monday, June 21, 2004
heya peeps, heh heh...long time no write eh? ahahaz... well, today was an okay okay day. went out wif ah wong, geksy and chua.
actually, ah wong, chua and i went for a show :HARRY POTTER coz ah wong juz came back from greece or italy or wadeva...*light bulb...OH YES! she went on a cruise...yupx... so after the show, (which for ya info, chua slept thru the show) we met geks at the FAR EAST PLAZA to do geks FAVOURITE HOBBY: take neoprints, wad else?? so ya but god it was unsuccessful... *bangs head on the wall
*ding ding
the four of us took the pictures like every other time, posing, yellin, screamin...ya ya, wad's new?? and then when it was time ter choose, chua accidentally press the 'ok' button w/o choosing the 6 pics, so we had approximately 6 pictures of the same shot to deco. yupz, money gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*ding ding
the four of us took the pictures again with the same posing, yellin, screamin...ya ya, wad's new (again)?? and then when it was time ter choose, this time it was none other than our genius aka geks accidentally press the 'ok' button when she tried to point out the time we had to choose the photo. chua of course stayed far away from the screen dis time, so we had 6 pictures of the same shot to deco. AND MIND YA, THE 1ST SHOT TAKEN DIS TIME WAS THE SAME AS THE SHOT TAKEN IN THE FIRST ROUND!!!
yupz, money gone...AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so tired me decide to let ah wong and geksy do the deco while chua and i went round to look c look c in the ah lians' shops...
yupz, my outing, rating : 1 2 3 4 5 (u decide!!!)
oh yah! b4 i end off...
ah wong came back from hols and came back wif a active volcanic rock for each of us. (i noe, soooooo romantic) but, nonetheless, it came with 2 chocolates each wrap up nicely. when she gave it to geks, geks asked wad it (the wrapped up chocolates) was and i ans. sacarstically, "oh, it is magic stones that ya hafta put it in your house for 5 days and it will bring u luck, you noe?!" so lookin astonished, she slipped it into her bag... everyone knew i was joking coz ah wong was sniggering (wrong, or shud i say, laughing like a hyena?? jk jk) Durin dinner, geks excitedly called me sayin "VANESSA!!! EH! U R WRONG U NOE! IT IS NOT STONE LEH! IT IS CHOCOLATE!!!" *sigh...
FROM VANESSA: ...
autumn out
actually, ah wong, chua and i went for a show :HARRY POTTER coz ah wong juz came back from greece or italy or wadeva...*light bulb...OH YES! she went on a cruise...yupx... so after the show, (which for ya info, chua slept thru the show) we met geks at the FAR EAST PLAZA to do geks FAVOURITE HOBBY: take neoprints, wad else?? so ya but god it was unsuccessful... *bangs head on the wall
*ding ding
the four of us took the pictures like every other time, posing, yellin, screamin...ya ya, wad's new?? and then when it was time ter choose, chua accidentally press the 'ok' button w/o choosing the 6 pics, so we had approximately 6 pictures of the same shot to deco. yupz, money gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*ding ding
the four of us took the pictures again with the same posing, yellin, screamin...ya ya, wad's new (again)?? and then when it was time ter choose, this time it was none other than our genius aka geks accidentally press the 'ok' button when she tried to point out the time we had to choose the photo. chua of course stayed far away from the screen dis time, so we had 6 pictures of the same shot to deco. AND MIND YA, THE 1ST SHOT TAKEN DIS TIME WAS THE SAME AS THE SHOT TAKEN IN THE FIRST ROUND!!!
yupz, money gone...AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so tired me decide to let ah wong and geksy do the deco while chua and i went round to look c look c in the ah lians' shops...
yupz, my outing, rating : 1 2 3 4 5 (u decide!!!)
oh yah! b4 i end off...
ah wong came back from hols and came back wif a active volcanic rock for each of us. (i noe, soooooo romantic) but, nonetheless, it came with 2 chocolates each wrap up nicely. when she gave it to geks, geks asked wad it (the wrapped up chocolates) was and i ans. sacarstically, "oh, it is magic stones that ya hafta put it in your house for 5 days and it will bring u luck, you noe?!" so lookin astonished, she slipped it into her bag... everyone knew i was joking coz ah wong was sniggering (wrong, or shud i say, laughing like a hyena?? jk jk) Durin dinner, geks excitedly called me sayin "VANESSA!!! EH! U R WRONG U NOE! IT IS NOT STONE LEH! IT IS CHOCOLATE!!!" *sigh...
FROM VANESSA: ...
autumn out
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Fight Club!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven
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Mors
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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My inner child is sixteen years old!
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autumn out
Friday, May 28, 2004
Thursday, May 27, 2004
heya people... today was no other than a boring day for me... sigh... if only life wud spice up a little, i wud go to sleep as happy as chua (when she plays her playstation), mari (when she sees food) and geks (when she plays wif her pikachua)... gee i hope i said the right stuff...
u noe, i was juz tinking about the things that have been goin on in my life and i sorta wonder to myself: how nice if u are able to listen to the tots of other people... ya noe like the show (which is damn damn old and i mean OLD!) "what women want" where mel gibson can hear wad the women thinks.... sigh...dunno y i tink about it ... sigh... juz to write a stupid entry to make everyone happy... YOU HEAR THAT KAI LING???
ja!
u noe, i was juz tinking about the things that have been goin on in my life and i sorta wonder to myself: how nice if u are able to listen to the tots of other people... ya noe like the show (which is damn damn old and i mean OLD!) "what women want" where mel gibson can hear wad the women thinks.... sigh...dunno y i tink about it ... sigh... juz to write a stupid entry to make everyone happy... YOU HEAR THAT KAI LING???
ja!
Friday, April 09, 2004
heya people, today i went to watch the show "THE PRINCE AND ME". AAARRRRGGGGHHHHH! SO NICE.... yeah yeah, i noe it is a bimbotic or oh-dat-bitch show, but it is nice
OMG... so nice
shall i tell u about it... OF COZ! u all shall haf the honour of noeing the story from the story mistress herself...
AHEM! here goes...
actually, the story is very cliche so i shall juz tell u the brief outline...
there is dis gal who is very ambitious and and there is dis prince from denmark whom decided to come to her hometown after seeing a porn advertisment of gals from their hometown.. oh yeah... dat boy is a playboy... u noe he is even trying to male eyes at a girl during a meeting?!... aniwaez, he met the girl who is julia stiles and becoz of the advertisement asked her if she is willing to take her top off for him to see... i noe very PIAN TAI but the prince oso a bit the naive eh... so of coz the gal spray water at him...
it turned out that he became her lab partner and becoz of his late comings to class, she got pretty down grads. this was wad she did to him:
but then they fell in love (finally!) and she found out he was a prince when a few reporters stumbled upon them while they were making love (in the library in broad daylight...sigh, wish i was dere) and she got angry..blah blah blah but in the end, flew all the way to demark and see him which the queen disapproved at first but upon seeing how matured he has become by her, she relented but the gal was not accustomed to the royal life and left the prince eventually which he was heart broken (sob sob)
but people, juz when u tot the show ended, the guy came back during her graduation day and said:
"(passionately)i will wait till u become a docter b4 i marry u..."
then she said
"but i dun tink denmark is ready to wait for a queen like me leh"
then he replied
"den they will juz hafta get use to it coz i'm waiting"
(I noe the literature thingy is getting into me but it looks quite stylo eh?!)
yupz. dat was the show... the real show wad nicer than dis narration so watch hor people...
btw, church was soooo boring to today. saw corrine and cherlyn today... they looked especially skinny today.. maybe i m hallucinating.
and i oso saw elsie and kelsey watching a show (4 got the name, aiyah the wan starring aragon-da-guy). saw bernie fa too she said the show TWISTED sux so people dun watch
WATCH "THE PRINCE AND ME" YEAH!
found these two pictures humourous... check it out:
autumn
OMG... so nice
shall i tell u about it... OF COZ! u all shall haf the honour of noeing the story from the story mistress herself...
AHEM! here goes...
actually, the story is very cliche so i shall juz tell u the brief outline...
there is dis gal who is very ambitious and and there is dis prince from denmark whom decided to come to her hometown after seeing a porn advertisment of gals from their hometown.. oh yeah... dat boy is a playboy... u noe he is even trying to male eyes at a girl during a meeting?!... aniwaez, he met the girl who is julia stiles and becoz of the advertisement asked her if she is willing to take her top off for him to see... i noe very PIAN TAI but the prince oso a bit the naive eh... so of coz the gal spray water at him...
it turned out that he became her lab partner and becoz of his late comings to class, she got pretty down grads. this was wad she did to him:
but then they fell in love (finally!) and she found out he was a prince when a few reporters stumbled upon them while they were making love (in the library in broad daylight...sigh, wish i was dere) and she got angry..blah blah blah but in the end, flew all the way to demark and see him which the queen disapproved at first but upon seeing how matured he has become by her, she relented but the gal was not accustomed to the royal life and left the prince eventually which he was heart broken (sob sob)
but people, juz when u tot the show ended, the guy came back during her graduation day and said:
"(passionately)i will wait till u become a docter b4 i marry u..."
then she said
"but i dun tink denmark is ready to wait for a queen like me leh"
then he replied
"den they will juz hafta get use to it coz i'm waiting"
(I noe the literature thingy is getting into me but it looks quite stylo eh?!)
yupz. dat was the show... the real show wad nicer than dis narration so watch hor people...
btw, church was soooo boring to today. saw corrine and cherlyn today... they looked especially skinny today.. maybe i m hallucinating.
and i oso saw elsie and kelsey watching a show (4 got the name, aiyah the wan starring aragon-da-guy). saw bernie fa too she said the show TWISTED sux so people dun watch
WATCH "THE PRINCE AND ME" YEAH!
found these two pictures humourous... check it out:
autumn
Sunday, March 14, 2004
God's Boxes
I have in my hands two boxes,
Which God gave me to hold.
He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box,
And all your joys in the gold."
I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,
Both my joys and sorrows I stored,
But though the gold became heavier each day,
The black was as light as before.
With curiosity, I opened the black,
I wanted to find out why,
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,
Which my sorrows had fallen out by.
I showed the hole to God, and mused,
"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"
He smiled a gentle smile and said,
"My child, they're all here with me."
I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,
Why the gold and the black with the hole?
"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,
The black is for you to let go."
We should consider all of our friends a blessing.
Send this to a friend today just to let them know you
are thinking of them and that they are a joy in your life.
A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end.
It keeps us together like our Circle of Friends.
But the treasure inside for you to see,
Is the treasure of friendship you've granted to me.
Today I pass the friendship ball to you.
Pass it on to someone who is a friend to you...
heh...the letter told me to pass it on to 10 more other people...i tot dis would be a less time-consuming (despite cheezy) version of passing it across. WARNING : PLEASE DO NOT USE DIS METHOD.... if not hotmail will KILL ME...
I have in my hands two boxes,
Which God gave me to hold.
He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box,
And all your joys in the gold."
I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,
Both my joys and sorrows I stored,
But though the gold became heavier each day,
The black was as light as before.
With curiosity, I opened the black,
I wanted to find out why,
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,
Which my sorrows had fallen out by.
I showed the hole to God, and mused,
"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"
He smiled a gentle smile and said,
"My child, they're all here with me."
I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,
Why the gold and the black with the hole?
"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,
The black is for you to let go."
We should consider all of our friends a blessing.
Send this to a friend today just to let them know you
are thinking of them and that they are a joy in your life.
A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end.
It keeps us together like our Circle of Friends.
But the treasure inside for you to see,
Is the treasure of friendship you've granted to me.
Today I pass the friendship ball to you.
Pass it on to someone who is a friend to you...
heh...the letter told me to pass it on to 10 more other people...i tot dis would be a less time-consuming (despite cheezy) version of passing it across. WARNING : PLEASE DO NOT USE DIS METHOD.... if not hotmail will KILL ME...
Monday, March 08, 2004
Lifestyle Of The Rich & Famous
I'll see it on TV
or read it in the magazines
celebrities who want sympathy
all they do is piss and moan, inside the rolling stone
talking about how hard life can be
id like to see them spend a week
living life out on the street
I dont think they would survive
if they could spend a day or two while being in someone else’s shoes
I think they'd stumble and they'd fall, they would fall
(fall)
lifestyles of the rich and the famous
they’re always compainin, always complainin
if money is such a problem, well they got mansions
think we should rob them
well did you know when you were claiming she could kill your wife
and theres no such thing as 25-life
as long as you’ve got the cash to pay for Cochren
and did you know if you were caught and you were smoking crack
McDonalds wouldn’t even want to take it back
you could always just run for mayor of D.C.
I’d like to see them spend a week
living life out on the street
I don’t think they would survive
if they could spend a day or two
of being in someone else’s shoes
I think they’d stumble and they’d fall
they would fall
lifestyles of the rich and the famous
they’re always complanin
always complanin
if money is such a problem
well they got mansions
think we should rob them
(rob them)
(they would fall) (fall)
lifestyles of the rich and the famous
they’re always complainin
always complainin
if money is such a problem
you got so many problems
think I could solve them
lifestyles of the rich and famous
we’ll take your clothes, cash cards, and homes just stop complainin
lifestyles of the rich and famous x 4
sigh.... life is so sucky fer me right now.... but skool term is ending so....yar...boring entry... u dun yawn i yawn first....*yawnz
sleepy nitez
I'll see it on TV
or read it in the magazines
celebrities who want sympathy
all they do is piss and moan, inside the rolling stone
talking about how hard life can be
id like to see them spend a week
living life out on the street
I dont think they would survive
if they could spend a day or two while being in someone else’s shoes
I think they'd stumble and they'd fall, they would fall
(fall)
lifestyles of the rich and the famous
they’re always compainin, always complainin
if money is such a problem, well they got mansions
think we should rob them
well did you know when you were claiming she could kill your wife
and theres no such thing as 25-life
as long as you’ve got the cash to pay for Cochren
and did you know if you were caught and you were smoking crack
McDonalds wouldn’t even want to take it back
you could always just run for mayor of D.C.
I’d like to see them spend a week
living life out on the street
I don’t think they would survive
if they could spend a day or two
of being in someone else’s shoes
I think they’d stumble and they’d fall
they would fall
lifestyles of the rich and the famous
they’re always complanin
always complanin
if money is such a problem
well they got mansions
think we should rob them
(rob them)
(they would fall) (fall)
lifestyles of the rich and the famous
they’re always complainin
always complainin
if money is such a problem
you got so many problems
think I could solve them
lifestyles of the rich and famous
we’ll take your clothes, cash cards, and homes just stop complainin
lifestyles of the rich and famous x 4
sigh.... life is so sucky fer me right now.... but skool term is ending so....yar...boring entry... u dun yawn i yawn first....*yawnz
sleepy nitez
Friday, February 27, 2004
heya people....juz wanna take dis time to say a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINZ and A EARLY BIRTHDAE TO CHUA.... yupz
something juz occurred to me during this occasion and i jux wanna reflect and write for everyone to understand....
For Min Ser, we have been friends since Primary one, but we weren't all dat close...at least not as close as now... i m not shy to say dat we did have our fair share of quarrelling with each other during Sec 1 and 2 ... but it was those things dat made us closer to one another...ya...and i juz wanna say i realli treasure dat friendship....
As for chua, we hated each other guts during Primary 5 but den Primary 6 onwards, (i tink it is due to the late night calls from her asking me how to do the maths qns) we got close. Now, we are close friends...and dere is juz a real close bond between us....
Geks, she is a real siao lang..though she is sometime quick tempered, she is realli nice...she will always be there though not noeing how to COMFORT people, her sincerity realli helps u alot.... and she will nvr fail to help u when she regards u as a close friends....(eh?! geks, we r close right??? doubt doubt..heh heh)
And of coz, not to forget, the ah wong...yup....she will always be there to give ya a BIG HUG when u need one...and she will always be ready to put her things aside to help u when u r in trouble (at least that is wad she does to me) and she is quick-minded and noes how to convince (esp. parents) a lie...haha...
a real nice friend
in all, i tink the quality in all of them is dat, if they dun like a person, dey will show it striaght in the person face indirectly and directly so that is wad made them close to me....the sincerity and none hypocritical....
they nvr heisitate to tell me wad they feel i done wrong instead of toking behind my back....they are not like some people who waves to u in ur face and turns around and say something like "u suck" or "she damn wad leh". this kind of people, i juz try to sit down and imagining them with a personality....ya... so thx alot guys for everything....
to people i did not write abt...u meant juz as much:
grace
yipin
kailing
kimmy
charmaine
cheryl
angie a.
angie l.
terri
bubbles
audrey
eileen
elaine
aga
zoe
many more
note: names are not gone by importance
peace...
if u tink the personality i juz describe fits u perfectly, it is nvr too late to change (heh! heh!)
vanne
something juz occurred to me during this occasion and i jux wanna reflect and write for everyone to understand....
For Min Ser, we have been friends since Primary one, but we weren't all dat close...at least not as close as now... i m not shy to say dat we did have our fair share of quarrelling with each other during Sec 1 and 2 ... but it was those things dat made us closer to one another...ya...and i juz wanna say i realli treasure dat friendship....
As for chua, we hated each other guts during Primary 5 but den Primary 6 onwards, (i tink it is due to the late night calls from her asking me how to do the maths qns) we got close. Now, we are close friends...and dere is juz a real close bond between us....
Geks, she is a real siao lang..though she is sometime quick tempered, she is realli nice...she will always be there though not noeing how to COMFORT people, her sincerity realli helps u alot.... and she will nvr fail to help u when she regards u as a close friends....(eh?! geks, we r close right??? doubt doubt..heh heh)
And of coz, not to forget, the ah wong...yup....she will always be there to give ya a BIG HUG when u need one...and she will always be ready to put her things aside to help u when u r in trouble (at least that is wad she does to me) and she is quick-minded and noes how to convince (esp. parents) a lie...haha...
a real nice friend
in all, i tink the quality in all of them is dat, if they dun like a person, dey will show it striaght in the person face indirectly and directly so that is wad made them close to me....the sincerity and none hypocritical....
they nvr heisitate to tell me wad they feel i done wrong instead of toking behind my back....they are not like some people who waves to u in ur face and turns around and say something like "u suck" or "she damn wad leh". this kind of people, i juz try to sit down and imagining them with a personality....ya... so thx alot guys for everything....
to people i did not write abt...u meant juz as much:
grace
yipin
kailing
kimmy
charmaine
cheryl
angie a.
angie l.
terri
bubbles
audrey
eileen
elaine
aga
zoe
many more
note: names are not gone by importance
peace...
if u tink the personality i juz describe fits u perfectly, it is nvr too late to change (heh! heh!)
vanne
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
sun's up
A little after twelve
Make breakfast for myself
Leave the work for someone else
People say
They say that it's just a phase
They tell me to act my age,
Well i am
On this perfect day,
Nothing's standing in my way
On this perfect day,
When nothing can go wrong
It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as i am
Sun's down
A little after ten
I pick up all my friends
In my mercedes-benz
Wake up
Don't tell me it's just a dream
'cause when i've had enough
You'll hear me say,
Now don't you try to rain on my
Perfect day,
Nothing's standing in my way
On this perfect day,
Nothing can go wrong
It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as i am
On this perfect day
La la la
La la la,
Oh, oh
I'm in the race
But i've already won
(la la la)
And getting there can
Be half the fun
(la la la)
So don't stop me
Till i'm good and done,
Don't you try to rain on my
Perfect day
It's the perfect day
It's the perfect day
Nothing's gonna bring me down
I could stay, forever as i am
On this perfect day
Nothing's standing in my way,
On this perfect day,
Nothing can go wrong
I'm in the race
But i've already won
And getting there can
Be half the fun,
So don't stop me
Till i'm good and done,
Don't you try to rain on my
Perfect, day
On this perfect day
On this perfect day
On this perfect day
yayy...i finally found da song i wanted since december.... who is HOKU (da person who sang dis song) btw?
muacks peeps and dis song (above and bottom is dedicated to ya all)
I'm sorry for me buggin' you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that - no no
Forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go
Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend-another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don't know how much I wish That I was
Your boyfriend - that other guy
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much I wish
That I was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
Chorus:
Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers, Thoughts and dreams
Would become reality
~autumn~
A little after twelve
Make breakfast for myself
Leave the work for someone else
People say
They say that it's just a phase
They tell me to act my age,
Well i am
On this perfect day,
Nothing's standing in my way
On this perfect day,
When nothing can go wrong
It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as i am
Sun's down
A little after ten
I pick up all my friends
In my mercedes-benz
Wake up
Don't tell me it's just a dream
'cause when i've had enough
You'll hear me say,
Now don't you try to rain on my
Perfect day,
Nothing's standing in my way
On this perfect day,
Nothing can go wrong
It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as i am
On this perfect day
La la la
La la la,
Oh, oh
I'm in the race
But i've already won
(la la la)
And getting there can
Be half the fun
(la la la)
So don't stop me
Till i'm good and done,
Don't you try to rain on my
Perfect day
It's the perfect day
It's the perfect day
Nothing's gonna bring me down
I could stay, forever as i am
On this perfect day
Nothing's standing in my way,
On this perfect day,
Nothing can go wrong
I'm in the race
But i've already won
And getting there can
Be half the fun,
So don't stop me
Till i'm good and done,
Don't you try to rain on my
Perfect, day
On this perfect day
On this perfect day
On this perfect day
yayy...i finally found da song i wanted since december.... who is HOKU (da person who sang dis song) btw?
muacks peeps and dis song (above and bottom is dedicated to ya all)
I'm sorry for me buggin' you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you
Sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that - no no
Forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go
Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend-another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don't know how much I wish That I was
Your boyfriend - that other guy
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much I wish
That I was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
Chorus:
Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers, Thoughts and dreams
Would become reality
~autumn~
Thursday, January 22, 2004
yo wassup babies (courtesy of mari phrase)
sigh... its new year and i dun feel anything...(wads going on) *knocks head.... aniwaez, listening to some good charlotte and fei li qing (my huadder larx) mix but of coz, mine overpowered his...i mean dat guy is soooooo lim bei lyke chua...no worse den chua... "GIRLS DUN LIKE BOYS GALS LYKE CAR AND MONEY...."
ANIWAEZ., I HERBY WISHING U HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HONGBAO HAVE MORE MORE...
have a good day and check out my new (a little bit larz) layout... *points to the left...Lyke it... i finallly figure it out how the hell u "WORK IT"
jux for u guys :
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
rock on babes!
sigh... its new year and i dun feel anything...(wads going on) *knocks head.... aniwaez, listening to some good charlotte and fei li qing (my huadder larx) mix but of coz, mine overpowered his...i mean dat guy is soooooo lim bei lyke chua...no worse den chua... "GIRLS DUN LIKE BOYS GALS LYKE CAR AND MONEY...."
ANIWAEZ., I HERBY WISHING U HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HONGBAO HAVE MORE MORE...
have a good day and check out my new (a little bit larz) layout... *points to the left...Lyke it... i finallly figure it out how the hell u "WORK IT"
jux for u guys :
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
rock on babes!
Monday, January 19, 2004
old songs are like frenz, dey are da best!
ooooh....
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me (Just how good you were to me)
You confessed your love ( You confessed your love)
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)
Why didn't I know it
(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't show it
(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance
oohhhhhh....la la la la la la
I drive myself crazy'
ahhh..oh so crazy
lalalalala...oh oh oh oh
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy (I drive myself crazy, crazy, crazy...yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
wanting you the way that I do
by n'sync
*sigh, dunno wad happened, after i heard dis song on perfect ten, i wen crazzzzyy and got stuck to dat song...well, hope u have enjoyed the lyrics...as much as i enjoyed dat bloody song...
OH YEAH! LITERATURE SUX TODAE! cannot believe she actually expects me to write more than 4 pages (my max.) BLEAGH
ooooh....
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me (Just how good you were to me)
You confessed your love ( You confessed your love)
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)
Why didn't I know it
(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't show it
(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance
oohhhhhh....la la la la la la
I drive myself crazy'
ahhh..oh so crazy
lalalalala...oh oh oh oh
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy (I drive myself crazy, crazy, crazy...yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
wanting you the way that I do
by n'sync
*sigh, dunno wad happened, after i heard dis song on perfect ten, i wen crazzzzyy and got stuck to dat song...well, hope u have enjoyed the lyrics...as much as i enjoyed dat bloody song...
OH YEAH! LITERATURE SUX TODAE! cannot believe she actually expects me to write more than 4 pages (my max.) BLEAGH
Saturday, January 03, 2004
Orlando Bloom
Please rate this quiz I worked hard on it thanks
and I hope that you had fun
What Celebirty are you going to MARRY?!(14 outcomes with pics for anyone)
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WAD DOES DIS MEAN, EH MINZ??? sigh, he look kinda cute here...
ya noe, at first, it was SANDRA BULLOCK...so m i les?
You're SPORTY sexy! You go with that kind of tom-
boy style. It's good that you like to be
yourself, you shouldn't change for anyone.
What kind of sexy are you? [For girls only! With Pics! Finally Finished!]
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Congratulations! You're Aragorn!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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wa sai! of all people...but if it was legolas, it wud mean i mean a hygeine freak...haix...nvr mind...bow to me u fellow...classmates...!
Tarzan!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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juz great...juz perfect...
first i was king, den i was a guerilla
shit man! SO damn bloody angry...
PS:haf u ever wondered if ur parents (esp. ur father) actually noe u AT ALL? sometimes, i really doubt it.
u noe, today, i wen 2 toa payoh central wif mari. c, geks, minz, and wan ching. OMG, u noe who i saw? i saw DASMOND KOHdoing a proggramme at orange julius... man! he looked awesome and *drool....
aniwaez, as he was kinda busy wen i walked past, i did not dare to ask 4 his autograph. so after lunch, i went back to the place to get the last glimpse of him. Thankfully, geks decided to accompany me to ask for his autograph. so we gei gei go into the shop to buy a drink (wich i paid but geks drank it ALL). together wif him was the guy : FANG NUOWEN (Holland V) and his wife.
hahax! dey said happy new year to us and tot we wanted their autograph (becoz i had my pen and paper wif moi) so dey hang around in the shop waiting.... i tot: u wait long long ar!
den on my way out, geks DECIDED TO DESERT ME AND WENT BACK INTO THE CROWD and i went to ask for dasmond's autograph...AAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!! he was so cute and he agreed. GGRRRRRRR! absolutely fabulous! heehee! hoohoo! hahaha!
guess wad? wen i wen home, i decided to have another look at it while using the internet and guess wad? My darn father said if i m going to be so lyke-dat, he will shred the paper up...i mean, wad the fuck is his problem? i mean, i not say go goo-goo-ga-ga over the thing, i was like jux happen to open the file to admire after 5hrs i got home...SHIT! wad right has he ter touch my belongings? i mean , i dun go shredding every document in his briefcase. i mean, HAVE SOME RESPECT!!!
and the most furious thing is he said "aiyah! wait till i old lar...den u can kill me if u not happy... now i m still strong..." i mean, wad is his bloody problem? is he hafing menopause too...? fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
aniwaez, i m still furious but.... i m oso WWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! happy dat i got his autograph....
YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!
*sigh, dis may seem childish but i cannot help but get mad!!! can anyone give me suggestions???
PS:haf u ever wondered if ur parents (esp. ur father) actually noe u AT ALL? sometimes, i really doubt it.
u noe, today, i wen 2 toa payoh central wif mari. c, geks, minz, and wan ching. OMG, u noe who i saw? i saw DASMOND KOHdoing a proggramme at orange julius... man! he looked awesome and *drool....
aniwaez, as he was kinda busy wen i walked past, i did not dare to ask 4 his autograph. so after lunch, i went back to the place to get the last glimpse of him. Thankfully, geks decided to accompany me to ask for his autograph. so we gei gei go into the shop to buy a drink (wich i paid but geks drank it ALL). together wif him was the guy : FANG NUOWEN (Holland V) and his wife.
hahax! dey said happy new year to us and tot we wanted their autograph (becoz i had my pen and paper wif moi) so dey hang around in the shop waiting.... i tot: u wait long long ar!
den on my way out, geks DECIDED TO DESERT ME AND WENT BACK INTO THE CROWD and i went to ask for dasmond's autograph...AAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!! he was so cute and he agreed. GGRRRRRRR! absolutely fabulous! heehee! hoohoo! hahaha!
guess wad? wen i wen home, i decided to have another look at it while using the internet and guess wad? My darn father said if i m going to be so lyke-dat, he will shred the paper up...i mean, wad the fuck is his problem? i mean, i not say go goo-goo-ga-ga over the thing, i was like jux happen to open the file to admire after 5hrs i got home...SHIT! wad right has he ter touch my belongings? i mean , i dun go shredding every document in his briefcase. i mean, HAVE SOME RESPECT!!!
and the most furious thing is he said "aiyah! wait till i old lar...den u can kill me if u not happy... now i m still strong..." i mean, wad is his bloody problem? is he hafing menopause too...? fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
aniwaez, i m still furious but.... i m oso WWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! happy dat i got his autograph....
YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!
*sigh, dis may seem childish but i cannot help but get mad!!! can anyone give me suggestions???
Thursday, January 01, 2004
hey people...it is gonna be the beginning of a damn new year... yar yar...dat oso means more work load and the chinese Os. yup yup, so enjoy the last few enjoyable moments b4 the chamber of hell come and take over ya...muahahahaha (vanne! u r such a wet blanket)
aniwaez, i went to watch the show THE LORD OF THE RINGS.
~VANNE'S REVIEW~VANNE'S REVIEW~VANNE'S REVIEW~VANNE'S REVIEW~VANNE'S REVIEW~
One word: FANTASTIC.
Though at the end, the director seem to try and prolong the whole movie by showing Frodo fainting, trying to fight against his willpower to throw away the ring, smeagol showing up and den the hobbits back in their homeland... 4 a moment, i could not wait to actually leave the cinema! lolx
But the fighting scenes were breath taking and OMG! u shud haf seen the blonde cute cute cute brave herioc LEGOLAS jumped onto the big big elephant-look-alike creature (oh yeah! it is called oliphant) and after shooting a few baddies who looked like ali baba from the arabian nights, he realised he cud juz take down the oliphant himself?! i mean, y not? get himself a few more fans?! *ahem! and he TOOK THE THING DOWN.... Man! it was like BAM! and den WHAM! (gosh, i dunno wad the crap i m crapping) but one word: SPECTACULAR!
And as usual, he was challenging against GIMLI and OMG! wen he slid down the oliphant as it tumbled down the floor, he tilted his head in a way like telling gimli: so? wad u tink of it huh?
Wen he conquered the bloody creature, i stood up my chair and yelled (not too loudly) and mari. was like "rite...." heh....wish minz was dere to share my euphorism. hahahax
Frodo and Sam acted soooo damn gay thruout the whole movie and we had a fun time (mari, me and chua) laughing as we tink of all the possibilities going thru their head....*sigh, bless their soul
but words cannot describe the awesome fighting....u hafta watch it to noe wad i m toking abt....
well, out of 5 stars, i give 4.5 stars coz of the ending... (heh heh, act act abit)
well, during the show, i suggested we go and seat the lovers seat but kanna caught when the guy came to check our tickets for the seat...wah sai! jun pai sei... lucky it is dark....so we tiam tiam climb back to our seat.
and after we finsihed the show, it was 4 sumthin. we went to heeren and took neoprints... it was quite nice..i tink the nicest yet coz chua finally stared at the bloody camera.
well, it was a fun day n i look forward for such an event again. OH YEAH! CHUA BOUGHT ME MY CHRISTMAS SANDALS OREDY. IT COSTS HER 10 BUCKS BUT I PAID 5 BUCKS FOR SLIPPERS SHE LIKE...IT IS ONLY A LOAN..MIND U...
and sorrie people but mari, chua, geks, i realli hope u will pay me the film on the day skool starts coz my mom is realli gonna hammer me if u don't... PS: yeah chua, i noe u will pay on friday. u said so. trust u ya?
luv vanne
aniwaez, i went to watch the show THE LORD OF THE RINGS.
~VANNE'S REVIEW~VANNE'S REVIEW~VANNE'S REVIEW~VANNE'S REVIEW~VANNE'S REVIEW~
One word: FANTASTIC.
Though at the end, the director seem to try and prolong the whole movie by showing Frodo fainting, trying to fight against his willpower to throw away the ring, smeagol showing up and den the hobbits back in their homeland... 4 a moment, i could not wait to actually leave the cinema! lolx
But the fighting scenes were breath taking and OMG! u shud haf seen the blonde cute cute cute brave herioc LEGOLAS jumped onto the big big elephant-look-alike creature (oh yeah! it is called oliphant) and after shooting a few baddies who looked like ali baba from the arabian nights, he realised he cud juz take down the oliphant himself?! i mean, y not? get himself a few more fans?! *ahem! and he TOOK THE THING DOWN.... Man! it was like BAM! and den WHAM! (gosh, i dunno wad the crap i m crapping) but one word: SPECTACULAR!
And as usual, he was challenging against GIMLI and OMG! wen he slid down the oliphant as it tumbled down the floor, he tilted his head in a way like telling gimli: so? wad u tink of it huh?
Wen he conquered the bloody creature, i stood up my chair and yelled (not too loudly) and mari. was like "rite...." heh....wish minz was dere to share my euphorism. hahahax
Frodo and Sam acted soooo damn gay thruout the whole movie and we had a fun time (mari, me and chua) laughing as we tink of all the possibilities going thru their head....*sigh, bless their soul
but words cannot describe the awesome fighting....u hafta watch it to noe wad i m toking abt....
well, out of 5 stars, i give 4.5 stars coz of the ending... (heh heh, act act abit)
well, during the show, i suggested we go and seat the lovers seat but kanna caught when the guy came to check our tickets for the seat...wah sai! jun pai sei... lucky it is dark....so we tiam tiam climb back to our seat.
and after we finsihed the show, it was 4 sumthin. we went to heeren and took neoprints... it was quite nice..i tink the nicest yet coz chua finally stared at the bloody camera.
well, it was a fun day n i look forward for such an event again. OH YEAH! CHUA BOUGHT ME MY CHRISTMAS SANDALS OREDY. IT COSTS HER 10 BUCKS BUT I PAID 5 BUCKS FOR SLIPPERS SHE LIKE...IT IS ONLY A LOAN..MIND U...
and sorrie people but mari, chua, geks, i realli hope u will pay me the film on the day skool starts coz my mom is realli gonna hammer me if u don't... PS: yeah chua, i noe u will pay on friday. u said so. trust u ya?
luv vanne
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