Friday, February 23, 2007

Just thought I pointed out a few things to note before people begin to think that I have abandoned my blog for good or am too busy engaging with other activities like CCA and homework (which is not exactly inaccurate): my computer and blogger cannot seem to reach a common consensus to cooperate and work for me. and I say its my computer, instead of my blogger account, is because when I ask some of my friends to publish my posts for me using their computers, they all miraculously managed to achieved it. So it has to be my computer. But guess wad? I juz changed my computer to a newer and updated version. So wad exactly is the problem here, u porky computer? The feng shui?
Anw, I have resorted to using my most beloved school's library computers to update this entry so treasure it and I will try my best to make it long and bore you out before you finish your last paragraph.
Went joggin with chin ping ytd afternoon despite the fact that the current mode of our body is under the category of "super exhausted". Ran about 6 rounds in 12 – 13 mins. Really, to me, such timings are of no small feat to me. I was practically chasing after chin ping, looking as unglam as I possibly can achieve to be. Once again, Vanessa has decided to challenge the unchallenged and run with the captain of netball. I think I was really exhausted or else under normal circumstances, I would really be a sensible person and not run with chin ping…AT ALL. Haha…but she was good. Yea. Hear that, chin ping? Vanessa just passed you a compliment. *smirks*
And y’know, at first, I was still thinking that the pace we set off was really a great pace as that is the pace I would have to run about 4 - 5 mins to achieve. However, to my utmost horror, the running went at a constant gradual acceleration and by the time I was at my sixth round, I saw stars everywhere. Manz..haha...and there were twice as many stars ytd.
Aiight...actually tts all I have to say for now. Yeapz.
Anw, I was just thinking, have you guys ever reflected back on conversations you had with other people? And towards certain individuals, you would tend to ponder longer, even if it was one of the most fruitless conversation you can ever possibly have? I realize I have a tendency to do that. Not just in college. But a habit from young. And of course, some would have more fleeting moments then others. But just a thought, if everyone took the time to reflect back over wad he or she said to another individual today, how many times do you think people will regret wad they uttered to the other in a moment of folly, foolishness, anger or pure stupidity? And how many people will actually tell themselves, "hey y'know wad? I am really glad I told him/her what I did!" would such reflective behaviors serve to make a world a more sensitive and better place or would it ultimately be a waste of time and make everyone worry warts like me and self conscious?
Just a thought. If you belong to the latter, then dun ponder so much about wad I said. After all, it would be a waste of time to you.
Take care y'all.

Monday, February 05, 2007

Life is certainly unpredictable in many aspects of our lives. The person whom you are sitting next to currently, or whom you have spoken to one minute ago could be the last time he or she would sit or speak with you. Yes. And I mean for eternity.
Have you ever wondered if someone would live long enough to hear you say the words “I forgive you” or “I love you” after you two had a tiff? What if they don’t ? Would the above few phrases mean a whole lot more then – if you had taken the initiative to take the first step to apologise or condone?
There are myriad of extremities to life that one’s greatest misery can actually be minute to others. But that doesn’t mean that one worry is heavier than the other. Both, I presume, would have equal weightage and importance to the respective individuals. Just that, when both are measured by the same individual, who suffered a misery of a larger scale, like a loss of a kin, it would seem that the other misery, lets say the failing of a test, would seem somehow rather insignificant.
I have heard a lot of dreadful news recently, from the large scales, right down to the minor news. However, I cannot deny that all of them have affected me greatly. So much that perhaps the reasons for some the bad news is actually the aftermath of the previous batch of ominous news I received.
People face many different trials in life. But from the past few weeks, I have learnt that no man lives without affecting another man’s life at least once. If you have any worries right now, you may want to take a closer look as to how many is actually a result of problems caused by others. You may be surprised to find out that these worries are actually capable of taking up to more than one quarter of the entire collection of worries you have.
So don’t ever say you are independent. Because you are not. Because we all are not. Not Bill Gates, not Hilary Clinton, not Tony Blair and certainly not Pres. George Bush.