Thursday, March 24, 2005

*yawns...morning people...oOps..its afternoon liaoz...hmmm....dream of my hamster last night...dunno whether izit a warning that my time is up or wad..u noe wad i mean...when someone dreams of his dead soulmate...one or two days later he dies. currently my only soulmate is my hamster so i guess it says all. sighs...betta stop toking crap.
suddenly have a huge major super duper urge to have a LOTR marathon. i think will do it when i have time. i wonder when will that be.
anywaez, had breakfast today. omg...i think the luncheon meat is spoilt lar! i am rushing to the toilet like every 1/2 hr and my stomach is really painful. sucks lar. or maybe is the eggs...yesterday saw the news on the N & N eggs while i was eating fish fried with eggs. almost vomited everything out from my mouth. maid says it is either J...J - sumpthin or N & N!!!!!!! argghhhhhh! uncertainty....nvr mind. connecting the dream with the news and the luncheon meat....it seems almost certain for my destiny. :(
spent dunno how many donkey time tryin to convince priscilla that wrestling blood is NOT real. i mean who wud be so so so so (emphasis on the 'so') stupid to continue fighting when there is blood pratically everywhere and how come Triple-H (one of the stupidiest wrestlers of all time) will bleed on the forehead and no where else everytime? its juz his trademark bleeding place! and when randy orton are thumbtacks pierced into him? WHERE GOT PEOPLE ALLOW THEMSELVES TO LET MORE THAN 50 thumbtacks enter their back? not so stupid lar!
aniwaez, she insist that i muz find an article stating the blood ain't real if not she will still live that stupid denial world of hers. hmmm...muz enlighten her. will go on my mission now. attain some merits in heaven.
bye bye
ryan seacrest rawks!

Saturday, March 19, 2005

aiight people...its back to the ole routine once again. the hols are over and the bloody schooling is back oredy. actually, wad is the diff? i saw on one of my MSN contact, one person had this nick:
holidays are a paradox. they say "holidays", but its nothing but school days in disguise.
and i was thinking, hell man, she is right! i mean, whenever there is no school, there is countless of homework to complete, CCAs to attend to, projects to be done, tests to study for, which is in fact enough to cover up for all the days we are not attending school. aniwaez, not that i am angry or disillusioned or wad but just dat the quiddity of life is really something.
aniwaez, our group met up for geog proj. and managed to do quite an amout of work. the power point was covered although everyone tot the background was more capturing than the information. haha.
oh wellz, learnt some eye opener about some things going on today from TWO people. hmmm. maybe shud learn to be more alert in the future. dun juz blah everything out. walls do have ears after all. -sighz- hmmph....so much for all those talk. no wonder that room is so stinky. its full of bullshit.
i think its juz one of the few reminders our parents wud constantly remind us about. "girl ah! dun be so trusting, understand anot..." but it is only when we actaully kanna bang den we say "yes dad/mum, i will be careful."

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

tomorrow got guides. *meditate* muz remember muz remember muz remember *meditates*. finally the test i have been waiting for has arrived. sigh. oh wellz, better late than never. tomorrow got lit project. sigh. so tired. *rubs eyes *yawns *sleepy eyes
get the hint?
GOOD NIGHT!


autumn out
tomorrow got guides. *meditate* muz remember muz remember muz remember *meditates*. finally the test i have been waiting for has arrived. sigh. oh wellz, better late than never. tomorrow got lit project. sigh. so tired. *rubs eyes *yawns *sleepy eyes
get the hint?
GOOD NIGHT!

autumn out

Sunday, March 13, 2005

heya people! its the HOLS man! cheezz...actually there is really nothin for me to be happy about this holiday coz i noe through my 10 years of experience, this will all be gone in a blonk of an eye. juz u watch. today i will be writing "YAY! PEOPLE! ITS THE HOLS" and the next time round i blog i will be writing "OH DARN! ITS BACK TO SCHOOL ONCE MORE! "
aniwaez, how was the party at mavis? kinda sad i missed it but had other commitments to attend to so ...since when life is fair?
heard i missed the food :( oh wellz, tt wasn't the point aniway. wonder if mavis liked the prezzie me and my frenz got for her.
ah wong juz left my house. really tired. we spent the whole 6 hrs facing the computer cramming information on the project. in school, we are oredy having trouble keeping ourselves awake and now we are now we faced the ordeal of 6 HOURS...vanessa, ah wong, u two are heroines. darn! shud have written it for my CME essays.
oh wellz, at least it is done . i can concentrate on others. i doubt i will but i'll try.
oh yeah...finally guides is finally having the last testing which is keeping me (or so i think) from being a gold badger. haha... my wish is granted...AT LAST. THANK YOU SO MUCH! at least CCA can be put aside. high pilow. no worries. ok ok...that was lame.
sign off
ryan seacrest is so so so so cute

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

hey people...really pissed off today...for wadeva reason i will not tell.
aniwaez, wanted to blog about (actually more about complaining) my quarrel...no... shud be the silent treatment that my mother and i are giving one another. how nice. however, after thinking about some "puch factors" i decided against the idea of blogging it. so it is juz left in my blog folder with the description as "DRAFT". useless.
i think there is a reason y people say that our ancestors were once more truthful and honest then us. to think of it, though we had this silent war, (which i bet both of us are thinking we are right), during mother's day... we will all write loving loving sweet letters to our mothers and thanking them for being the best moms in the whole world. wait. if all of us declare our mom to be the greatest, who IS the greatest then? sighz. beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.
aniwaez, back on track...so we all write loving loving sweet letters to our mothers and thanking them for being the best moms in the whole world then wad happens to the quarrel? though both of us cannot deny that it has not happened, but we try to block out that memory coz that day is mother's day. huh? wads the meaning? so is mother's day a day we be fake to each other or a day to block out bad memories and try to be like saints? people! use ur brains! we can't forget every thing juz becoz its MAY 8! oh wellz, i guess one day our lifes may return back on track. i dunno. i dun care. i think it is even stupid that we quarrelled over THAT. felt like laughing when i told kai ling and ah wong that. its a joke.
aiight..since i can't post that entry. i have posted this instead. dun even noe y i so badly wanted to post something. i guess it is to not live on and regret that i have not said anything about this incident when i am fuming mad.
actually, after reading this entry, i feel i dun make sense. oh well, since when anger make sense? since when life make sense?