Thursday, July 31, 2008

I always love to listen to this song...dont really know why it appealed to me so much. but i hope this song will also take a positive side to all of you who happened to listen to it.
coincidentally, this is the new background music for my blog. hmmm...ENJOY!

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MMMMMMMMMM

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

MMMMMMMM

I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
And on another phase
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

MMMMMMMM

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

Ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, finally

Monday, July 28, 2008

School is starting soon, much to everyone's misery. everyone is counting down to the days their courses begins and mine will officially start for myself this 7th aug. to be more precise, i have lecture on 3rd aug on POA. apparently, its a make-up lesson (sort of!) since i will be missing lecture on 9th aug. no prizes for guessing why.

For those of you who bothered to check which day is 3rd aug, yes. dun be shock. you didnt see wrongly.
IT'S A SUNDAY! *glum face*

something gave me that warm fuzzy feeling of love today:)
i think i haven felt that feeling for quite a long time.
selfishly, i dont ever want it to be taken away from me. =)

There are so many things to be done this week. Thank god i bought a diary to keep track or my puny brain will lose at least half of the appointments.
No surprise to anyone who knows me, i have joined the Film and Performing Arts CCA [FPA] in my university. haven really grounded though so just feeling my way around stuff and manouever aboout, hoping not to step on any toes.
The first event that is coming up is Arts Festival 2008 and i have been made IC for the finale event. apparently, FPA will be inviting acoustic singers and bands to close the event for the festival and i am suppose to decorate, plan and organise the event....ALONE! i feel like i just got myself stuck in a pile of...yea..you get the picture. shall try my very best to do it...if it is a failure, my name will go into the draw for "loser of the year" i suppose. okay. vanessa, you are not making matters any better for yourself.
i am going to flip through my phonebook and see if i have any friends in event planning. hahaha..do you think i shud i ask samuel since he is in Project and Facilities Management? haha nah. he probably kill me before i open the MSN window.

i have a random urge to write down my events for this week cos i realise that thursday is actually blank! that means i am FREE! yays. so dun bother reading if you do not wish to know what is happening to me this week. haha. *everyone closes window* haha

Things to be done this week :

Sunday
erms...lets see..oh yea..sunday over liao.
Next.

Monday
10:30am - Clarisse's Tuition
12:30pm - Meet Cheng En and Carine for lunch at Bugis
After Lunch
- Head to SIM to pay for course
- Take picture of venue for Arts Festival finale event

Tuesday
11:30am - Meet Big Aunt and Mummy for lunch
5:00pm - Tuition
7:00pm - FPA meeting

Wednesday
after lunch
- Meet Neetha in CHIJ
4:00pm - Clarisse's Tuition
6:00pm - Ryan's Tuition

Thursday

Before lunch
Sleep

After lunch
Sleep

Before dinner
Sleep

After dinner
Sleep

Friday
4:00pm - Clarisse's Tuition
Saturday
11:00am - Meet OG6 for lunch
6:30pm - Go Big Aunt's House for Dinner [Family Gathering]

Sunday
8:30am - Principle of Accounting :( :( :( :(

people use to say TGIF = Thank God is Friday.
for this week, i say TGIT = Thank God is Thursday.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Okay! back blogging again. been cooping myself up in my room due to the wedding montage...and various issues which prolly only 1....3.....5 friends know to date.

It feels weird that without chua to yak on MSN or just spam her MSN window for fun to get scolded by her. it always happens when one good friend goes *poof* somewhere and somehow, life gets a little lost. just that i dun say it. but it doesnt mean i dun feel it.

the wedding montage is almost done after nights of sleeping at 4am. at the very least, there is a skeleton of it rather than the pathetic few pictures i was playing with, back and forth on my computer. The song choice has also been narrowed down to the last two songs. Probably Lifehouse - You and Me or Ronan Keating - When you say nothing at all.

i wonder who is gonna listen to all this gibberish i am talking to myself on the blog. am saying it out to help me get a clearer picture of what's my next move k? haha so bear with me.



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thanks for bearing. okay. haha.

anw, recently, as some of you i have told, i had an LTC outing! yays. haha. one of my treasured groups to date. we were suppose to have our outing at 2pm..haha but we ended off starting the official meeting at 3pm! haha! thanks to...EUNICE..who was one hour late. haha. had i known, i wudnt meet them at 2:30pm cos i was suppose to have lunch on my own. tsk tsk. okies la. i think i have no right to complain since lewis waited for an hour, lynette and lincoln probably 45 mins or so. wahahaa..lucky me then.

anw, we had cafe cartel for lunch.

OUR HAPPY SIR LIONELL FAMILY





THE HEIRS





THE HEIRESS-ES



ooo..i think lynette is sooo pretty...haha! OoPs! haha. nvm la..lester oso nvr come to this blog wan. whee..lynette is sooo pretty. wahahaaha. hahaha.

alright, carrying on before i scare all of you people...

Thankfully i only had soup for lunch so i cud still have space to share some food with eunice...until the ice cream came..oh my gawd. i wun wanna spoil the surprise for you all so order the "strawberry bonanza" when you have the chance at cafe cartel. as eunice says "you will get diabetic eating it". maybe grace is game for it. haha. it states on the menu that it is for two people btw but my advise is, make sure you have at least 4 ice-cream hungry friends before you place that as an order.



We managed to catch up with each other - gossiped, talked *munch munch* gossip, teasing, gossip, gossip, joke, complain, joke, gossip, *munch munch* - had so much fun.

Next, we headed down to the minds' cafe after lunch. i think we were half hour late for the table we booked there so it was cancelled or something like that. nevertheless, the service was quite fast and our luck was quite good. so we got a table pretty quickly despite our big grp. cheers....

Played a few games till 7 plus but i suppose two of the most exciting games was the UNO Stacko and the other...i forgot the name. but its the kind that you have to exchange cards with players to get the same group of animals, eg 7 cards of Ox or 7 cards of Rye. something like that. we only managed to get pictures of the Uno Stacko not because this game was the most interesting but rather, the rest was engaging everyone all the time and too fast paced to have anyone spared to take pictures. haha. lynette was taking pictures most of the time. so thankfully she sat next to me or else my kan chiong face will probably be splashed across all the photos! haha.

sians. at least lewis and lynette are smart enough to bring cameras. i was smart enough to charge my camera batt but dumb enough to forget to bring it. ughs...

anw, here are our kan chiong faces during Uno Stacko. mostly are the boys' photos lar cos lynette and i were seating opposite them.

Eunice and Ben diving in for the blocks. Uh oh...



the game was so tensed that even onlookers stopped by to watch our game with anxiety. haha. nope that girl in yellow tee is not someone we know!



Lester...STRESS!



Ben Bumps Into His Friends (yaks yaks yaks...while Lewis thinks: aiyo...which block next? sians...)



PLEASE DUN DROP! please? please.....
Ben: drop la...hahahaaha...DROP!
Lincoln: yes...please drop or else...my turn le. *gulps*



All The Games We Played That Afternoon!



anw, we went for dinner after that w/o lester and lynette. the day was generally very fun though my night wasnt too good, as some of you all may already have known. haha shall not dwell about that but nonetheless, for those who were there for me..lewis(for sending me off)...chua(for picking up my call at 2 am..ahaha you rock =) BFF!)...grace (for coming over and telling her hooligan story) hahah. thanks a lot for being there for me when it happened. yepz.

to those who dun understand anything i am saying..sorry sorry. haha.

alrighty. see ya!

~toodles~

Monday, July 14, 2008

hello bloggie and everyone. its me again, finally blogging after many drowsy days and nights of little sleep. Life is hyping up again with dozen of To-Do-Lists coming up. Rushing between a tuition teacher, a soon-to-be university student, and a wedding montage maker, i found time to make a trip back school as a "pirated" school student and terrorise the school grounds with a few of my other cheeky friends - mainly cyn, xiu xiu, grace, curry, cheng and adel.



Took pictures of one of our many favourite spots in school - the staircase. should have seen the many curious stares cast at us during the taking of these photos. of course, cant blame them since i would be doing that if i was still in JC. haha


Bumped into my drama peeps, who is also carine's OGM - Nigel! of course, we just had to drag him into a couple of photo shoot with us. oh wells, its alright. he looked only too happy to be asked to be taken photo with on a normal friday morning.

Cynthia wanted to be like Zuo Sheng -IT savy. so she tried out the new IT kiosk located next to the bookshop. cool huh? haha. not bad, at least she looks quite zai. lol.


and of cos, how cud we ever enter and leave the school without saying hello to ALL the teachers we know?? i asked mr low to take a picture with us..ooo...cheng and i agree he still looks very shuai...haha...and smell super nice =) =) =)
we sorta caught gerald while talking to mr low. so all of us chat up. check out gerald's new yankee hairstyle!! lol.


after terrorizing the school, my clique went on with the schedule for the day and checked into Kbox-ing Time!! haha. uploaded some pictures and videos of our crazy moments. pictures and videos were taken in moments of chaos. so not so good quality. lol. bear with me!


Next, my clique went over to my hse to have a ALL GIRLS NIGHT sleepover! well, the event is almost accurate since there are no males in my hse, other than my daddy. No question on his sexuality since he is a father already!! haha. anw, we tot of watching ghost movies as we always do whenever we have sleepovers, but we ended up talking the night away in my room till 4am.
We had an early birthday celebration for grace, the baby for our clique. she is turning 19 le yet she still haven learn to take care of herself. -sighs- so NO candle for her on her cake! muahahaha...no la...couldnt find any candles in my hse *sheepish look*
Happy 19th Birthday Grace! Sian...i turning 19 soon oso. sian sian sian sian SIAN.


This was how we looked like at 3 in the morning. there were only a few left conscious. adeline and cynthia were the first to knock out. haha. actually cheng was gonna be gone case too. but...we gave her a head massage and she was recharged. lol.

okay den. this was abt all the adventure i had, minus the unglam moments and gross stuff done behind close doors! ahaha. Before i end off, adeline has one last msg to tell all of you.
Toodles!