*waves* hey..i'm back. yea. left this blog to disintegrate for a few wks. apparently, it is surviving still.. quite well in fact. that's why pple say nvr look down on technology.
well, right now, i guess there is nothin much going on arnd in my life. i mean not that it is boring but that ..it is like when pple ask is there any thing that happened in the past few wks, many memories will being flashin back, but i will say "nothin much". yeap. somethin is seriously wrong wif my english expression.
aniwaez, i guess the most significant event that has happened is that i met up with kai ling, chua and charmaine. we went pool. and we made fools outta ourselves. but the bottom line is that we had fun. not juz fun..but undescribable fun..those kind that even if paid me a thousand to trade memories, i wudn't. becoz that had been simply that happiest moment i had since 2006. and no one is gonna take that away from me. period. *sticks out tongue* nanny nanny poo poo
also, my hp sorta "shut down" juz after kai ling left for her P.E. coz chua wanted to see my msgs and she accidentally turn off my hp and i gave her my wrong password and so on. then i got worried. but that is not the point. the point is that chua help me call the singtel and helped me restore the hp, get the PUK code, talk to the operator which i wud have nvr been able to. and charmaine had been there to assure me (coz i was scared my parents wud try to contact me) and she helped me record the code and did the procedures for me. yeps. come to think of it, i was kinda helpless den. lol. yeah. but that is not the point as well. wad is the point? the point is that, i was so sure that had i been wif any other frenz of mine that i have made this yr, i can literary see the helpless expression they are abt to give me and i wud in the end still call these few frenz to help me get out of the situation. ok..unless i am wif yun qian. haha.. so thanks guys...u all rocks! (i noe charmaine is reading this)
yeap..i guess i still miss the my IJ frenz. sigh. no escaping.

went surfing round the net and i rmb one of the stupid pick-up lines chua told me juz for laughes the other day at a food outlet. it was damn cheesy but it was kinda funny.
Boy: "i am 2 words to say to you"
Girl: "oh yeah? and wads that"
Boy: "i love you"
Girl: *scratch head* "but that is 3 words"
Boy: "becoz you and i are one"
Girl: "..."
i suppose if that was used on anyone, i think the person has a high chance of bursting out laughing..lol.coz i wud. but then again, haha, i dun think anyone wud say that to me. lol.
so curiousity pushed me onto find somemore weird pick-up lines and i manage to find a collection of it. wanna noe? scroll down!
1. "What's your sign?"
The epitome of cheese, this line, which has been around since the Beatles came to America, ranks as the very worst line in dating history. The fact that it's still in use says a lot about the decay of our society's standards and the glaring desperation of some singles.

2. "Pardon me, I seem to have lost my phone number, can I borrow yours?"
Maybe this was funny around 1910 or 1915 — back when the telephone was a novel appliance. It does not inspire smiles now, only scared and doomed looks.

3. "You must be a broom because you're sweeping me off my feet."
Maybe your dad used this one on your mom and for nostalgia's sake, you're bringing it out again. Nostalgia does not get you dates, only pity. "I actually had a guy say this to me during happy hour," says Kim, a vivacious flight attendant who gets her share of pick-up lines. "I didn't hold it against him because I don't know how much he'd had to drink and he was cute. But if he hadn't been cute, I would have dodged him."

4. "Do you have a license? Because you're driving me crazy."
Caution! Watching too many stupid teen movies impairs your judgement. This probably sounded clever to the person who swiped it from an Annette and Frankie beach party flick.

5. "I gotta thirst and baby, you look like my Gatorade."
Generally, comparing potential dates to food or drinks is not a winning move. "I had a guy use this one on me and I rolled my eyes and walked way," says Susan, a marketing representative who doesn't usually go for lines. "But a couple of weeks later, I saw this hot guy at the gym and I used that same line and it worked! I guess there are gender preferences when it comes to lines. He was really flattered, where I was insulted when it was used on me."

6. "Are you lost? Because heaven's a long way from here."
Maybe angels like this one, real women don't.

7. "Are you religious? Because you're the answer to all my prayers."
Prayer is something that anyone who uses this tacky line desperately needs.

8. "Can I take your picture? I want Santa to know exactly what I want for Christmas."
This line is popular with both men and women who think references to Santa are cute and charming, which are qualities that they never possess personally.

9. "Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again?"
"A stunning woman I had been staring at used this on me," says Mark, a tawny-haired, gregarious copywriter. "I know it's an old one but it took guts to say it. I'm afraid I happily fell for it."

10. "Well, here I am. What are your other two wishes?"
A personal favorite, this one takes a certain amount of arrogance, as well as delusion, to pull off.

actually, comparing to all these pick-up lines, chua's wasn't so bad after all. in fact, it sounded quite adorable. lol. i mean, comparing to these.

good morning singapore. although the results have officially been released, i still feel as if i am stoning and floating arnd life. i suppose after receiving my results, i wud be rather glad to have the results i have, but on the contrary, i was not. not that i am unhappy or wad, but juz u noe, nonchalent. yea..i guess kinda disappointed to a certain extent. dunno y. sigh. maybe its wid the sciences.
also, i actually realised that although my parents didn't exactly spell it out for me, they were actually worried that i wud go commit suicide if my marks were bad. i mean, they didn't like tell me straight into the face "I THINK U ARE GONNA KILL YOURSELF" or wad but they took a half day off each. like my dad in the morning, my mum in the afternoon and then both in the night. so i am like watched like a hawk 24/7. they were like taking shifts to look after me! maybe i looked really mentally depressed.
then my mom took me to watch FUN WITH DICK AND JANE. well, it didn't turned out as horrid as wad kai ling described and on the contrary, i actually enjoyed the good laugh, though there was this guy who kept sitting closer and closer to me and there was even a time when he, well, sorta..ya..my leg when he crossed over to his seat. yea. then my mom changed places wif me.
altogether, i have received calls from: (in random order)
linus gor gor
third aunt
first aunt
julian
tuition teacher for science
compo teacher for chinese
second aunt
kimmy
aunty mary
yo who else?
the list is still rollin (keep rollin rollin rollin rollin)
right now, i juz dun wanna hear anymore abt the results and i certainly have enuff of pple asking. juz gonna shut myself up for a few days of quietness to reflect...ok...maybe i will call on a few close frenz..like kai ling or chua..ya.

time is close to 12 : 30 in the wee morning of wednesday. juz finish my GPproject. actually felt a sense of accomplishment after decorating, typing, designing and blah blah blah..good. at least i have the confidence to show it to others. confidence is key!
tml, or shud i say today there is gonna be P.E. and this is juz gr8 coz that leaves me wif less than 6hrs of sleep and i am still pretty much awake. weird.
today, or shud i say, yesterday, was the day i finally got locked out of the house. yupz..coz from the whole bunch of frenz i have so far, they all managed to get locked out of the hse at least once e.g. kai ling who came to my hse during Os and there was grace who oso got locked out of the hse a few times, longest record time she said was 45 mins. i guess i beat her to it today. i got locked outta the hse for more than 4 hrs. parents were out. stupidly, both of their phones were off. maid ain't at home (went for medical check-up) and then no soul at home. yet i cannot call my grandma coz she is gonna kick up a big fuss and then everything will be disastrous. thankfully, god gave us a gift called friends. grace decided to be so super-dee-whooper sweet and accompanied me at my block downstairs till past 5:30. during that time, we decided to do maths and chem. actually, i think it is a good thing i got locked out i guess if not, my hw wudn't be so much completed and i wudn't have the time to spare for my project. then grace had to get ready for her tuition so she invited me to her home for a while. was a lil pai seh but nonetheless, eternally grateful. lol. i think i owe grace alot this week. haha...first was the pencil case and then the calculator and then now the house ... ya..4-got to bring pencil case to skool and calculator as well on the same day. lol. might as well dun come.
so thanks grace. for being there.
k. i think i will go get some rest now. cyz people. IJ lives on!

haiz...there is so much work i juz realised that hafta to be completed but somehow, my brain is juz not strong enuff to overpower every single muscle in my body to move to the study table and get it on, especially the heart. coz it has juz been officially confirmed over the radio that the results are released on friday!!!!!!!!!!!
ugh.
NY principal said on friday no need to come. sigh..gd, at least i can stay at home and prevent any unneccessary mental collapse..aniwaez, who wud listen on that day? i wudn't..i can't..
as the day draws nearer, i keep feelin my whole soul floating more and more instead of walking.. sigh...

juz came home from my relative, or specifically, my third aunt place. rushin thru the hw and notes for tml. sigh. i am struggling to rap-a-tap-tap my brain to recall who was the stupid person who told me that the 1st 3 mths is a slacker. then again, i suppose there are many guilty pple. aniwaez, managed to sleepily finished my physics prac. and now juz realised there is GP proj. k..at least that can drag for awhile.
gd nite.

juz got onto the MSN messenger and the few outstanding msgs that greet my eyes were "results are coming out". sigh. cannot escape the fate of this cruel torture. for the past one week, every lecture, every teacher, everybody, every senior, every tutorial, there wud nvr fail to have some mention of the gruesome topic and even now, at home, in front of my com, i am not spared.
so wad goes round, i suppose comes round...i shall not spare the readers of the pain either! muahaha....i am Super worried abt the results coming out too. sigh. altogether, i had alr. abt 4 dreams or shud i say some are nightmares abt the results i have 'virtually' received and ugh...so not worth mentioning.
also, during these past few days, the popping question in front of me lately is if i am gonna change skool if my results are betta (or for the worse). well i tot that my mind had been like 99% made up that i shud like to stick to NYJC..but after telling that decision to one of my uncle, he decided to sit down and gave me a one-to-one pep talk on how i shud always aim to go for the best. and i actually found myself being swayed a lil by his speech..man..and to think he didn't become the next vivian balakrishnan. he also mentioned that singapore is a society that wud prob. give more considerations for those who comes and graduates from the betta skools which i found to a certain extent, a truth in it all. well, we'll see. maybe right now, the best thing is not to think which JC i shud go but whether NYJC will still want me arnd.
another thing that has kept me paranoid for weeks is the stupid rumour that has been passing arnd on whether u have received the letter from MOE on becoming a teacher. yupz. that one. does that realli mean that u have got 11-17 pts for Os to receive that letter? or was it u got 15 pts. and above to receive tt letter? it is really creepy k? and i wish the MOE wud like be juz a lil considerate and come out to the media and explain and clear the rumours. its always like this...ugh.
hopefully, perhaps someone from MOE wud read this entry and decide to do us a favour and do something. but then, it is like a few days to the results, so they may juz as well think: wads a few more days of worry for these pests?