juz got onto the MSN messenger and the few outstanding msgs that greet my eyes were "results are coming out". sigh. cannot escape the fate of this cruel torture. for the past one week, every lecture, every teacher, everybody, every senior, every tutorial, there wud nvr fail to have some mention of the gruesome topic and even now, at home, in front of my com, i am not spared.
so wad goes round, i suppose comes round...i shall not spare the readers of the pain either! muahaha....i am Super worried abt the results coming out too. sigh. altogether, i had alr. abt 4 dreams or shud i say some are nightmares abt the results i have 'virtually' received and ugh...so not worth mentioning.
also, during these past few days, the popping question in front of me lately is if i am gonna change skool if my results are betta (or for the worse). well i tot that my mind had been like 99% made up that i shud like to stick to NYJC..but after telling that decision to one of my uncle, he decided to sit down and gave me a one-to-one pep talk on how i shud always aim to go for the best. and i actually found myself being swayed a lil by his speech..man..and to think he didn't become the next vivian balakrishnan. he also mentioned that singapore is a society that wud prob. give more considerations for those who comes and graduates from the betta skools which i found to a certain extent, a truth in it all. well, we'll see. maybe right now, the best thing is not to think which JC i shud go but whether NYJC will still want me arnd.
another thing that has kept me paranoid for weeks is the stupid rumour that has been passing arnd on whether u have received the letter from MOE on becoming a teacher. yupz. that one. does that realli mean that u have got 11-17 pts for Os to receive that letter? or was it u got 15 pts. and above to receive tt letter? it is really creepy k? and i wish the MOE wud like be juz a lil considerate and come out to the media and explain and clear the rumours. its always like this...ugh.
hopefully, perhaps someone from MOE wud read this entry and decide to do us a favour and do something. but then, it is like a few days to the results, so they may juz as well think: wads a few more days of worry for these pests?