Thursday, December 28, 2006

hey everyone...went to watch DEATH NOTE II with chua, kai ling and grace. though the ending is rather tragic and left grace traumatised for nearly 1/2 hr after the show ended, i think its overall a fab show. u guys shud watch it EVEN IF YOU HAVE NO TIME. get it? *thumbs up*
went family shopping after tt and my dad bought my mum and me a pair of adidas shoes each. haha. guess i will be wearing that next yr. and since my mum and i have ALMOST the same size of feet, i guess i can alt. the shoes as and when i like!! yippee...afterall, she hardly wears sports shoe.
tml will be going for OG outing. nopes. not the O2 OG but the O1 OG. dunno how many pple are actually turning up. afterall, its been quite a while since we guys bonded. so yea...will see tml.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

the weather is cold outside. and so am i inside. this place is becoming more and more eccentric and of large degree unfamiliar to me. no. its not me that is changing. i feel it in myself that i havent. its you. this used to be the place where i seek shelter and warmth from a difficult world out there. yet when i try to seek help from you, you said i have wasted your time. do you noe how deeply that word slashed into me? i wonder if i am altogether a waste as well?
now, i can only meekly hide myself in one dark pocket of this place. a place where strangers sees it as lovely, cute and sweet. it has to try to be. coz little do they noe that this is the only place i have left. where i can call my own. where i can be myself. but somehow, i feel you all will sooner or later intrude upon this sacred privacy of mine and leave me with nowhere to call my own.
i try really hard to achieve what you want me to be. but i cannot. i hold too many roles in a simple life to be what you want me to be. there is only one of me. yet two or more chores are always waiting impatiently for me to fulfill them. if i choose to do everything i am told by you two, i would be left, being called irresponsible by partners, being sniggered useless by strangers and being despised upon by myself.
have you ever wondered, if i were to ask you two to sacrifice your jobs to listen to what i want you two to do, would you ever? does that mean you are not good enough to be called as my own? does that mean i have the right to be nasty, to give a black face, a dirty look, or even threaten to call upon your bosses to complain and interrogate what is going on at your workplaces that you have to do OT every night?
if the ans is no, then please treat me as a human being. dun do this to me. its stifling and its suffocating.
however, should the ans be otherwise, i can simply say that i am not fit to be called your own. perhaps a waste you would say. leave me in pretence that i have alr. returned my life back to nature, and if possible, find someone that you deem fit to call your own.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Christmas is coming in a few hours time. Ho ho ho. The house is now bustling with slightly higher energy than usual in preparation for the annual Christmas party my family usually have with frenz and relative. Okays. Maybe only relatives. Really feeling kinda sad that my mom has decided to not go for the midnight mass this year and instead, go for the session earlier. Hmmm...was asking my mom last night if we cud juz stick to going for the midnight mass and she said that she purposely changed it to the earlier session so that I can come home in time to watch LOVE ACTUALLY. Haha. Hope she wasn't serious. Shows can always be taped down and watched some other time. But midnight masses cannot be taped.
Sigh. But even after I reasoned with her with the above, she still did not wanna go for the midnight mass. So I suppose she didn't change it for me after all. Haha. I reckon that she wants my grandma to attend the mass as well with the rest of the family but is afraid that if its too late, my grandma wud not be able to take it. Thus she decided to attend the earlier mass.
I think one of the things I look forward to on Christmas is actually the midnight mass. Cos when the mass ends, and the priest actually wishes u merry Christmas, its juz right at the stroke of twelve on Christmas day. I like it betta than being wished like 3 hrs earlier before Christmas. Oh wells. Oh! And the walk back home, is so peaceful cos its past midnight so the streets are rather silent. Its really fun and you'd prob wun really get it till u experience it.
Alrighty. I suppose I shall end off here. My mom has been screeching at me for the past 2 hrs to clean up my pig sty aka my room so that it was look hypocritically clean for my relative to mess up again tml. I really don't see her point. But then again, I never do. All I noe is that if I still dun turn off the comp, I prob get thrashed up and then tml Christmas party can jolly well change its venue from my house to the general hospital.
Ta-da!
A little bird juz flew by and told me my blog seriously needed to be updated 'cos it's a little just too waaaaayyyyyy behind all the things goin on arnd me.
Hmmm...actually tot of updating a few events that have happened to me like going for the job thingy at swiss hotel with chua, shopping with chua, east coast park with sec. Skool frenz, etc etc etc. but...i didn't noe how to put them in words on the blog I guess. So I didn't update my blog, with the excuse that I have nothing to write. Haha...oh yea...the other main reason is 'cos I was lazy. Haha. You knew that that excuse was gonna turn up sooner or later.
Anyways, I juz came back from my darling class 0626 chalet. We had quite a lot of fun together esp on the second night. Though, I wun exactly say that I feel revitalized from the fun we experienced there since I have been deprived of sleep. Haha. But then again, a chalet with ur class is always the coolest. Somehow, I feel that we had more fun in the night than in the day. Dun get me wrong. It was good clean fun. Lol.
Oh yea! And on the first night, we played a game whereby we use poker cards, and the person who gets the card KING, gets to decide wad kind of forfeit he or she wants for others. But of coz the KING wud be calling like "I want no. 2 and 4 to hold hands" and not literally the person's name but rather the no. on the card which they are holding.
Anw, these are a few of the photos of the forfeits we had.
Cally and Samuel were suppose to take a picture together. Apparently Samuel was too dark to be seen so I had to do some editing on the photo. Haha
apparently ren jie and yee jin met with the same fate. But nothing too unfortunate I think.
Haha..here was zuo sheng and Cynthia holding hands to take a photo.
How sweet that it was actually so coincidental to have them do forfeit together. Haha.
Oh wait, and there is this other photo of our class golden couple.
TADA! A picture that says it all.
Okays. I prob shudnt broadcast the rest on the blog. Yepz. Dun think its right. Haha. So if you guys (as in 0626) want the photos, let me noe online ya?
So we head on for our BBQ the next night.
girls getting busy with the preparation of BBQ food
Had some pretty good shots of everyone…
zuo sheng helping us set up the fire with the assistance of p.t.

mel and Gerald came in the midst of our BBQ.
we played,
had fun,
and laughed.

one happy family. With some others downstairs and other parts of the world.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Before another event threatens to overwrite the unforgettable event - "Singapore Rock!", I shall blog about it now.
This event is specially organized for the old folks to reminisce their good ole days when they were still in their early 20s and 30s. yepz..the era which we refer to now as the A-GO-GO period. Come to think of it, I dun even noe when did that fashion started or cameabt. We had to dress up in retro outfits to sorta fit into the theme and seriously, it gave me a headache as to what to wear.
Hours before the event, grace popped over to my house to give each other fashion advice on which one looks more retro...actually to be honest, we were like "hmm..i think that one look more ah-ma-ish on you lei" or "ya ya...that one look more outdated". In the end, after much hassle, grace went with a super long black skirt and white top and me, basically reeking with pink. Okays. Perhaps only the top part. But definitely not my usual kind of self.
Apparently, the two pple who got pretty excited over my wear were my darling folks - daddy and mummy. They seem only too glad that I was wearing that outfit and even wanted me to take a photo before I go out. sigh. At least I know I am wearing retro enough. And the horrifying thing is that they wanted me to wear that for one of the days we go Chinese New Year visiting! (-_-") haha..Talk about being dramatic.
Well, looking on the bright side of things, I dun have to wear that for the first two days because it is a tradition (still available in my family customs) that you wear new outfits for the first two days. So I will probably wear that when my parents bring me go visiting some unknown place. Good idea.
Anyways, as usual, I brought my camera along despite my ghastly looking self. These are some of the pictures we took.



I actually had wanted to take a picture of the old folks, while they were dancing as well as during their make-up, but ALAS! I was too busy with applying the make-up for the old folks myself that I hadn't had the time to even whip out my camera to snap some shots till the whole event is over. BOO...Too bad.
But at least I manage to capture the moment with all my frenz in it. –smilez-



TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN

YVONNE - sorry darling...i think you must have talked to my dad instead coz i haven been on MSN for the past few days. haha...you are still so full of nonsense. lol. tc and i still love you loads okays? dun be angry *hugs*

LYNETTE - (-_-") you wud find that dish yummy if you werent the one getting splashed..haha..dun worry abt the barbaric moments yea? its only becoz fawwaz is more experienced tts why he handled the dish with less hassle...i guess. lol and if you really wanna noe how barbaric you looked, i suppose you can always get the footage from lewis since jin sheng took the honour of not only taking photos but also filmed down your whole eating process. cant be too bad ba...anw, love you!

CHUA - whoa...you actually read blogs de ar? you really are a "xi ke" manz. haha...i tot of putting tag board sia but guestbook allow others to read the past few msg left by my frenz lei. (or maybe only i am the only one reading those msgs again and again la) haha... okays...will put if i not lazy ya? the gaylovers blog does bring back some nostalgia hor...are you feeling angsty again? haha...sometime i will oso go and view the blog despite the fact that no-one has updated that blog eons ago. :( anw, cya tml ya? tc and hope you rmb how i taught you to cycle ya? hmm?

GRACE - oh manz! really?! haha...i didnt noe sia.. seldom see him hanging abt ur grp, or izit becoz i seldom see your grp? haha...or maybe its becoz he's arnd wei jun all the time. oOpS! haha...yea...the prata is nice but dun be deceived...its SUPER ex la! haha.

Before another event threatens to overwrite the unforgettable event - "Singapore Rock!", I shall blog about it now.
This event is specially organized for the old folks to reminisce their good ole days when they were still in their early 20s and 30s. yepz..the era which we refer to now as the A-GO-GO period. Come to think of it, I dun even noe when did that fashion started or cameabt. We had to dress up in retro outfits to sorta fit into the theme and seriously, it gave me a headache as to what to wear.
Hours before the event, grace popped over to my house to give each other fashion advice on which one looks more retro...actually to be honest, we were like "hmm..i think that one look more ah-ma-ish on you lei" or "ya ya...that one look more outdated". In the end, after much hassle, grace went with a super long black skirt and white top and me, basically reeking with pink. Okays. Perhaps only the top part. But definitely not my usual kind of self.
Apparently, the two pple who got pretty excited over my wear were my darling folks - daddy and mummy. They seem only too glad that I was wearing that outfit and even wanted me to take a photo before I go out. sigh. At least I know I am wearing retro enough. And the horrifying thing is that they wanted me to wear that for one of the days we go Chinese New Year visiting! (-_-") haha..Talk about being dramatic.
Well, looking on the bright side of things, I dun have to wear that for the first two days because it is a tradition (still available in my family customs) that you wear new outfits for the first two days. So I will probably wear that when my parents bring me go visiting some unknown place. Good idea.
Anyways, as usual, I brought my camera along despite my ghastly looking self. These are some of the pictures we took.



I actually had wanted to take a picture of the old folks, while they were dancing as well as during their make-up, but ALAS! I was too busy with applying the make-up for the old folks myself that I hadn't had the time to even whip out my camera to snap some shots till the whole event is over. BOO...Too bad.
But at least I manage to capture the moment with all my frenz in it. –smilez-



TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN

YVONNE - sorry darling...i think you must have talked to my dad instead coz i haven been on MSN for the past few days. haha...you are still so full of nonsense. lol. tc and i still love you loads okays? dun be angry *hugs*

LYNETTE - (-_-") you wud find that dish yummy if you werent the one getting splashed..haha..dun worry abt the barbaric moments yea? its only becoz fawwaz is more experienced tts why he handled the dish with less hassle...i guess. lol and if you really wanna noe how barbaric you looked, i suppose you can always get the footage from lewis since jin sheng took the honour of not only taking photos but also filmed down your whole eating process. cant be too bad ba...anw, love you!

CHUA - whoa...you actually read blogs de ar? you really are a "xi ke" manz. haha...i tot of putting tag board sia but guestbook allow others to read the past few msg left by my frenz lei. (or maybe only i am the only one reading those msgs again and again la) haha... okays...will put if i not lazy ya? the gaylovers blog does bring back some nostalgia hor...are you feeling angsty again? haha...sometime i will oso go and view the blog despite the fact that no-one has updated that blog eons ago. :( anw, cya tml ya? tc and hope you rmb how i taught you to cycle ya? hmm?

Saturday, December 02, 2006

hey everyone...was too tired after coming home from the supper outing with Sir Lionell ytd so i didnt exactly blog as much as i wanted to in my previous entry. anw, shall give it justice and tok abt it in this entry. after all, its one of my proudest grp i ever take pride to be in *beams* we went to have prata at Jalan Kayu (is that how you spell it??) man, that is like the furthest i have been to juz to eat supper la and the prate, is by far the most expensive prata i have ever eaten. however, somehow, when all ur frenz seem to be complaining over the same issue, the pinch of forking out the extra cash somehow seems to be less painful...still painful, but less painful. anyways, the girls decided to share our pratas and this was wad each of us ate. the slice on the top left hand corner is the bom prata ordered by eunice the slice on the top right hand corner is the banana prata ordered by chin ping the slice on the bottom left hand corner is the chocolate prata ordered by ME! the slice on the bottom right hand corner is the honey prata ordered by lynette it was yummy. too bad valerie hadnt come earlier to join us, if not, there wud have been an extra slice taken in this photo. haha...forgot to mention that the food is sinful too...ooo...de honey prata dat lynette ordered was super sweet la...like the honey taste is really thick. thank goodness we shared our food if not, my chocolate prata wud have been too sweet for me to handle as well.
the boys were super horrid la...said that my prata was like mouldy bread. ugh. haha...but we enjoyed ourselves nonetheless.
oh, we were introduced by lynette to some intriguing food as well called the TULANG, if i got the spelling correct.

she had a barbaric moment trying to knock some stuff out of the bone. and in the midst splashing curry sauce everywhere within 1m range from her. guess wad, i was splashed with curry sauce too...coz she accidentally dropped one whole chunk of the meat into the sauce and i happened to be sitting directly across her. sigh. guess i wudnt be forgetting this ominious dish anytime soon. bleaugh.

oh den we took a few more photos in the midst of eating. the one below with me is eunice, and the other is of lynette and chin ping.

wei jun brought her darling along as well, so i cudnt pass the chance to get the two sweeties to take a photo together.
THERE!
Before we left, we took one more shot.

Man, the prata man must be thinking we love his shop loads. Haha.
Had loadsa fun and a crazy time. Chin ping, lynette, Valerie, Eunice and me shared a single cab home and ended up traveling across the island coz Eunice stayed at bedok, Valerie in upper paya lebar, I in toa payoh and chin ping and lynette stayed in bishan. But we had fun gossiping on the way home as well. So had a fab night overall.
Yays!
Today I missed my job attachment coz of my fever. Felt quite bad coz I didn't inform the teacher IC before hand. Little Bao was very nice to take the trouble to inform me of what happened at the center today and telling me what to expect next meeting. Thought it was very sweet of her.
Anyways, at around 11am, the fever sorta subsided so I tot I go down to skool and collect the make-up and stuff I promised chin ping. Feeling super sian...like the fever bug is starting to attack me again..but alr. agree to meet henry to go collect the stuff together so argh..drag myself there. Actually I ran there...trying to feel hyper I guess.
Was on my way for lunch when I saw Cynthia, Xiu Xuan, Carine and Adeline. Apparently they were going to study in skool or have alr. studied in skool. Apparently I didn't know anything abt it. its okie, I guess. I hardly know anything that goes on anyway.
Saw Grace later at the bus stop. Apparently she knew abt the study meeting too.
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anw, i juz came back from my supper with Sir Lionell. -woots- had loadsa loadsa fun. its one of those outings that y'know u juz dun wanna go back home and u juz wanna sit and tok and tok and tok till the prata man comes and chases us off with a broomstick. yea? u know? those kinda outings? haha...its cool. i love my grp. cos i feel that i belong.