PERHAPS GOD REALLY LISTENS...
recently, there has been this grudge that is infesting inside of me and i feel it growing day by day. i think if some of you will noe who i am toking abt esp. ah wong who is away is india.
PEOPLE: for those who dunno, pls. do not start speculating among urself wondering one idiotic question "izit me?" or "iz it that person" kz? coz it is juz my shitty god-parents...
ya ya..so much for the good ole days...
so today (sunday) i decide to really pray to God and ask him wad the hell am i suppose to do wif this hatred manifesting inside of me and the usual me was toking to him like "aiyah! i totally leave it to you lar!" at that point, i really did juz leave it to him and i think his ans. came across to me during the Homily...
he told me to be patient and juz except the things as they are; be good and nice to them from the bottom of ur heart for god will reward u in the lifeafter...sighz...
actually, u may not feel the effect but at that point, i really felt convinced...hmmz...*lost for words*
and come to think of it...i am currently readin a book "many lives many masters" abt a physcologist who hypnotised a woman to conquer her fears and somehow ended up learning abt her past lives (as in even B.C.) it is a true story. and there was this particular paragraph that said...
"If they knew that acts of violence and injustices against people did not go unnoted, but had to be repaid in kind in other lifetimes, how much less anger and desire for vengeance they would harbor"
perhaps..its true...it WILL be REPAID...someday...patience

autumn