yeay! i am done with carine's blog le. finally, the music is up, with the a lil tinkerbell dust from grace. yeapz. she helped by introducing her kind of music player. and it worked. ahaha. the linking codes are juz being choosy with music players.
was thinking of using hers for my blog too. but hmmm...i think i will stick to the current one for the time being. haha. yes i changed my song. its not a new song. but juz felt like putting this song up. itchy fingers.
sian. i have to go back skool for 3 consecutive days for PW. PW. PW. when this whole PW thing ends, i am gonna burn all the documents and throw it out of my window. argh. its stifling me and my life. ugh. *looks at the piles of doc in PW file evil-ly*
i think if i were to really burn it, it will start a fire bigger than the one Indonesia is currently having. *evil laugh* ..okie. not funny.
-ciaoz-
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
recently, juz caught the piggish virus. woke up only 2 hrs ago for lunch and now is sitting sloppily on my super big armchair. i think if this kinda lifestyle contd, i will not be able to even sit on this king-size armchair. lol
sian. been trying to do up carine's blog for the past half hour. every thing is sorta done. only require a lil touch up by her here and there..BUT ALAS! something has to always crop up. and this time, its the music. its so stupid la. i dun even noe wads the problem. i mean i managed to successfully upload the music and got the link codes and stuff. HOWEVER, when i copy and paste the codes, the stupid music bar says : "playlist not found". WHAT! argh. and so i went to try copy and pasting other links of different songs to test test a bit and guess wad? THEY ALL WORKED. ugly disaster.
instead of complaining, i shall contd to figure out the prob. i copied and pasted the picture of wentworth miller (the hot guy from prison break) on to my comp. for visual motivation le. so i dun think i will give up on carine's blog any time soon.
betta go comb my hair first. dun wanna look like some mad freak in front of him. tee-hee..
Ps: i hope grace can view my blog now w/o problems.
sian. been trying to do up carine's blog for the past half hour. every thing is sorta done. only require a lil touch up by her here and there..BUT ALAS! something has to always crop up. and this time, its the music. its so stupid la. i dun even noe wads the problem. i mean i managed to successfully upload the music and got the link codes and stuff. HOWEVER, when i copy and paste the codes, the stupid music bar says : "playlist not found". WHAT! argh. and so i went to try copy and pasting other links of different songs to test test a bit and guess wad? THEY ALL WORKED. ugly disaster.
instead of complaining, i shall contd to figure out the prob. i copied and pasted the picture of wentworth miller (the hot guy from prison break) on to my comp. for visual motivation le. so i dun think i will give up on carine's blog any time soon.
betta go comb my hair first. dun wanna look like some mad freak in front of him. tee-hee..
Ps: i hope grace can view my blog now w/o problems.
Friday, October 27, 2006
ARgh! prison break rocks man! oh my gawd..i think i am gonna buy the dvd of the shows! excuse me but Wentworth Miller who plays Michael Scofield is so darn cute la. haha i think i can go on forever talking abt him. woo hooo! i am currently trying to source out as much spoilers as i can for the show oredy coz i simply cannot wait for our lousy Channel 5 to telecast PRISON BREAK SEASON 1 when america is showing season 2 oredy. anw, i chanced upon this video from you tube that i think is simply outstanding. check out the doctor. her nam is Sarah Wayne Callies who plays Dr. Sara Tancredi. he will fall in love in her eventually. arent they a sweet couple or wad? i took out my background music so that y'all can watch the video. its abt the two of them. haha. trying to look for a nice video that do the show proper justice. will post it when i find it. meantime, watch this clip. its suupper romantic. i think i am gonna work in a prison if i every become a physiotherapist. woots!
Yesterday was Judgment Day. I thought judgment day was supposed to be a day when justice is meted out. But I didn't see that happening at all. At least it did not when the word justice is placed according to my definitions.
I tried to find them. Even when I did not want to see them. I just needed to know they are alright. That they are safe. Even when I have been told not once, but twice that they are not. Self denial, I have forced myself to live in.
Went to the Toa Payoh library today to borrow some books. Managed to source out three books. As usual, they were detective novels. I think I will spend the entire weekend indulging in the turmoil of the stories' plots and form escapism for myself, away from the mayhem of the entire world.
After retrieving some pictures for shi min from my thumb drive, decided to upload all the pics from the thumbdrive into my dotphoto account. Spend the entire night uploading and categorizing the different photos into their different albums and headings. Manage to recall how ghastly I looked during my younger days. Man..i make myself sound so old. Haha..but then again, I dun think currently, I look altogether less ghastly either. So oh wellz. Haha. laugh it off I guess. But its still fun to look at those photos once in a while to remember the fun u had with the pple arnd you, even if you look hideous in it - so long as no one else can view it. heh heh.
Juz realize that I missed PrisonBreak at 10pm on Channel 5. thank goodness my dad taped it for me. he told me I ought to feel lucky to have such a intelligent daddy. Indeed I feel lucky and proud. But I dun see the link how being able to tape the show your daughter lurves to watch has anything to do with your intelligence level. Haha. nvm. Still proud him nonetheless. Heh heh.
I tried to find them. Even when I did not want to see them. I just needed to know they are alright. That they are safe. Even when I have been told not once, but twice that they are not. Self denial, I have forced myself to live in.
Went to the Toa Payoh library today to borrow some books. Managed to source out three books. As usual, they were detective novels. I think I will spend the entire weekend indulging in the turmoil of the stories' plots and form escapism for myself, away from the mayhem of the entire world.
After retrieving some pictures for shi min from my thumb drive, decided to upload all the pics from the thumbdrive into my dotphoto account. Spend the entire night uploading and categorizing the different photos into their different albums and headings. Manage to recall how ghastly I looked during my younger days. Man..i make myself sound so old. Haha..but then again, I dun think currently, I look altogether less ghastly either. So oh wellz. Haha. laugh it off I guess. But its still fun to look at those photos once in a while to remember the fun u had with the pple arnd you, even if you look hideous in it - so long as no one else can view it. heh heh.
Juz realize that I missed PrisonBreak at 10pm on Channel 5. thank goodness my dad taped it for me. he told me I ought to feel lucky to have such a intelligent daddy. Indeed I feel lucky and proud. But I dun see the link how being able to tape the show your daughter lurves to watch has anything to do with your intelligence level. Haha. nvm. Still proud him nonetheless. Heh heh.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Ooo…ytd we had "ball games" day organised by the Student Council and despite some uncomfortable encounters (haha!), I had a great time playing with 0626 (my wonderful, fabulous and fantastic class!)..
WHOO HOO! Haha..a lil high today as you can see
Its seems a lil weird to remembrance the whole day w/o the presence of my camera..sighz. yepz..but kind grace has agreed to share with me the photos she took at yoshi, rite grace? Oh. Forgot to mention, we had a class dinner at yoshi. Ya.
Well..it seems that throughout the whole event, only a few incidences have managed to be etched strongly and firmly within my heart, soul and mind, esp. the time during the soccer game. In case u were wonderin, my passion for football wasn't the cause of the game to be attached closely to me. Bleaugh. No. Rather it was my embarrassing blunder that caused it all. This was how it all came about. My team was up against another all-boys team for the soccer game and I was the stupid goalkeeper. So before the game could even be warmed up, one of the opponent's boys decided to try his luck and aim the ball towards the net. And instead of trying to catch the ball, I played dodgeball.
Yes.
I actually shunned aside and made way for the ball to enter the stupid net. And helped the opponent team to score a goal. I even heard one of the boys saying, "wa! Like that oso can score ar?" *smacks head* what a lousy goal. What a lousier goalkeeper! BAH! But nonetheless, I would like to say a big thank you (and sorry!) to my soccer team members mainly, cheng en, yee jin, ren jie and p.t. for their magnanimous support and understanding towards my faults and mostly for possessing such great sportsmanship. In fact, they were even comforting me. haha..loser me. haha. oh. And yes cheng en, I WILL RELAX!
In my opinion, I feel that in such events like this, class spirit and great sportsmanship ought to be maintained on a high note. After such an event, I dun think hardly one wud recall if they won or lost. But rather, I think the memory tt they will leave, carrying with them is the thought of themselves cheering their hearts out for their classmates who were out there perspiring it out, fighting for the glory of their class. Who cares if they were winning or losing? What mattered is each and every one knew in their hearts, that in their class were there for each other all the way, with undying support. I dun noe if I am speaking for everyone, but I know that that is def. enough for me to take away from this event. And I bet it is also heartening for the sportsmen themselves to know that they are not competing alone, with those deafening cheers as constant reminders. The strength they have within themselves is greatly elevated with the thought that when they face the opponent team, the opponents are not juz facing the 5 members that are playing against them, but rather, in the context of 0626, the 24 of us.
Throughout the whole event, I felt and seen all that I have written in the above para. And nothing will ever be able to replace that feeling.
WHOO HOO! Haha..a lil high today as you can see
Its seems a lil weird to remembrance the whole day w/o the presence of my camera..sighz. yepz..but kind grace has agreed to share with me the photos she took at yoshi, rite grace? Oh. Forgot to mention, we had a class dinner at yoshi. Ya.
Well..it seems that throughout the whole event, only a few incidences have managed to be etched strongly and firmly within my heart, soul and mind, esp. the time during the soccer game. In case u were wonderin, my passion for football wasn't the cause of the game to be attached closely to me. Bleaugh. No. Rather it was my embarrassing blunder that caused it all. This was how it all came about. My team was up against another all-boys team for the soccer game and I was the stupid goalkeeper. So before the game could even be warmed up, one of the opponent's boys decided to try his luck and aim the ball towards the net. And instead of trying to catch the ball, I played dodgeball.
Yes.
I actually shunned aside and made way for the ball to enter the stupid net. And helped the opponent team to score a goal. I even heard one of the boys saying, "wa! Like that oso can score ar?" *smacks head* what a lousy goal. What a lousier goalkeeper! BAH! But nonetheless, I would like to say a big thank you (and sorry!) to my soccer team members mainly, cheng en, yee jin, ren jie and p.t. for their magnanimous support and understanding towards my faults and mostly for possessing such great sportsmanship. In fact, they were even comforting me. haha..loser me. haha. oh. And yes cheng en, I WILL RELAX!
In my opinion, I feel that in such events like this, class spirit and great sportsmanship ought to be maintained on a high note. After such an event, I dun think hardly one wud recall if they won or lost. But rather, I think the memory tt they will leave, carrying with them is the thought of themselves cheering their hearts out for their classmates who were out there perspiring it out, fighting for the glory of their class. Who cares if they were winning or losing? What mattered is each and every one knew in their hearts, that in their class were there for each other all the way, with undying support. I dun noe if I am speaking for everyone, but I know that that is def. enough for me to take away from this event. And I bet it is also heartening for the sportsmen themselves to know that they are not competing alone, with those deafening cheers as constant reminders. The strength they have within themselves is greatly elevated with the thought that when they face the opponent team, the opponents are not juz facing the 5 members that are playing against them, but rather, in the context of 0626, the 24 of us.
Throughout the whole event, I felt and seen all that I have written in the above para. And nothing will ever be able to replace that feeling.
My daddy has taken a fancy to listening to PINK. When I asked him why the sudden change in music preference, he answers "trying to remain forever 21".
The key word is "trying". Manz...i got a cute daddy. Lol.
As of late, I think I have been becoming more and more superstitious, esp when it concerns my element, horoscope and star sign. Sometimes, I think it is really fruitless for me to go surfing hundreds of such websites to read up about the Virgo and so on when they are telling me the same stuff anw. All the things abt being "thoroughly meticulous..bustling with energy and always have plenty to do..quest for perfection and inability to ignore even the smallest of faults"..yea I heard it all. But what is the thing that keeps making me continue to source for such sites when I know that there is a risk that such knowledge may be, to the extent of being, fabricated.
In fact, what exactly is the factor attributing to so many people being addicted to learning abt such stuff?
Gave some thoughts abt it and managed to come up with some conclusions.
Some may be juz trying to find their sense of identity. Although they do know some things about themselves here and there, its only part and parcel of their whole genetic make-up. And being humans, we are greedy; we want the whole package. Hence, we source for these websites in hopes of finding all the qualities we supposedly are to possess. Also some are juz seeking affirmation to the qualities they know they have. Like they wanna see these qualities written in black and white over and over again on all the websites pertaining to their element..
Another simple reason is that they juz need a reason for being what and who they are. Everyday, humans are constantly trying to discover more and more about the mysterious universe and answering all the questions pertaining to different magnificent phenomenons. And one of the magnificent phenomenons is actually mankind. So by reading up on their elements, and the characteristics their elements are supposedly to posses, they found a reason to own the negative or positive qualities they have. And also, so that when others criticize them like for example "why are you so untidy?", they can simply rebut with the lousy argument "I can’t help it. My horoscope says so". Sheessh..even when I am typing this now, I find myself guilty of this action. So what’s all the stuff abt man controlling destiny?
There are also those who needs to know what's in store for them tomorrow and what exactly do their future holds for them. These people are those who think they are controlling their destiny but in reality, are ironically allowing star signs to control their lives instead. They need to know exactly what colour they wear wud ward off the evil they are allegedly to face the next day and whether the eclipse of a planet with any other planet will catalyse any of the activites they are planning to do tomorrow, like confession of love and cutting of hair.
Another case in point, which I suppose would apply to many of the horoscope readers, is the hunger to satisfy that burning question "IS HE/SHE COMPATIBLE WITH ME?" or "IS SHE/HE SUITABLE TO BE MY FRIEND?" but of coz, the latter question is less often pondered as compared to the former. Oh wellz..no further eleboration needed
Hmmm..i think that’s all I can come up with currently..haha.oh wellz. Juz realize that all apply to me..haha.oOpS!
The key word is "trying". Manz...i got a cute daddy. Lol.
As of late, I think I have been becoming more and more superstitious, esp when it concerns my element, horoscope and star sign. Sometimes, I think it is really fruitless for me to go surfing hundreds of such websites to read up about the Virgo and so on when they are telling me the same stuff anw. All the things abt being "thoroughly meticulous..bustling with energy and always have plenty to do..quest for perfection and inability to ignore even the smallest of faults"..yea I heard it all. But what is the thing that keeps making me continue to source for such sites when I know that there is a risk that such knowledge may be, to the extent of being, fabricated.
In fact, what exactly is the factor attributing to so many people being addicted to learning abt such stuff?
Gave some thoughts abt it and managed to come up with some conclusions.
Some may be juz trying to find their sense of identity. Although they do know some things about themselves here and there, its only part and parcel of their whole genetic make-up. And being humans, we are greedy; we want the whole package. Hence, we source for these websites in hopes of finding all the qualities we supposedly are to possess. Also some are juz seeking affirmation to the qualities they know they have. Like they wanna see these qualities written in black and white over and over again on all the websites pertaining to their element..
Another simple reason is that they juz need a reason for being what and who they are. Everyday, humans are constantly trying to discover more and more about the mysterious universe and answering all the questions pertaining to different magnificent phenomenons. And one of the magnificent phenomenons is actually mankind. So by reading up on their elements, and the characteristics their elements are supposedly to posses, they found a reason to own the negative or positive qualities they have. And also, so that when others criticize them like for example "why are you so untidy?", they can simply rebut with the lousy argument "I can’t help it. My horoscope says so". Sheessh..even when I am typing this now, I find myself guilty of this action. So what’s all the stuff abt man controlling destiny?
There are also those who needs to know what's in store for them tomorrow and what exactly do their future holds for them. These people are those who think they are controlling their destiny but in reality, are ironically allowing star signs to control their lives instead. They need to know exactly what colour they wear wud ward off the evil they are allegedly to face the next day and whether the eclipse of a planet with any other planet will catalyse any of the activites they are planning to do tomorrow, like confession of love and cutting of hair.
Another case in point, which I suppose would apply to many of the horoscope readers, is the hunger to satisfy that burning question "IS HE/SHE COMPATIBLE WITH ME?" or "IS SHE/HE SUITABLE TO BE MY FRIEND?" but of coz, the latter question is less often pondered as compared to the former. Oh wellz..no further eleboration needed
Hmmm..i think that’s all I can come up with currently..haha.oh wellz. Juz realize that all apply to me..haha.oOpS!
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Hey PEOPLE i juz did a slideshow of the birthay celebrations we had for CHIN PING, YEE JIN and XIU XUAN at marina bay. REALLY like it a lot so hope u guys will go check it out ya? manz. i love it. i am so ego.
ShhoOuT OUt:
grace: i think the prob is with my blog manz. its always my blog. nvm. i changed the colour liaoz. hope u can see it now.
audrey: i have finally uploaded the pics for c.p. and y.j. b'day liaoz. sorry. i noe it has been a super long time. and u prob forgot u asked for it anw. but here is it.
ShhoOuT OUt:
grace: i think the prob is with my blog manz. its always my blog. nvm. i changed the colour liaoz. hope u can see it now.
audrey: i have finally uploaded the pics for c.p. and y.j. b'day liaoz. sorry. i noe it has been a super long time. and u prob forgot u asked for it anw. but here is it.
woke up this morning with a splitting headache. *ouch*. really glad that open hse is finally over and perhaps even more relieved that i managed to live thru tt day with juz a few bruises and scratches. haha.
the physical theatre performance we did was rather well done...i think from my own point of view. yepz. so rather satisfied. and a shout out to gerald here:
thanks for taking over my role as a games facil. helped me a lot. haha. hope u didnt scare the sec skool kids away.
yay. my mummy and i are gonna have a movie night out tonight and i am so sure we are gonna have a blast. sigh..the prob now is whether i will be fit enough to even get out of bed tonight. *ache*
alright..i will end here. i have nothing to say to begin with. juz feel like typing something boring. i think i managed to achieve the effect pretty well.
the physical theatre performance we did was rather well done...i think from my own point of view. yepz. so rather satisfied. and a shout out to gerald here:
thanks for taking over my role as a games facil. helped me a lot. haha. hope u didnt scare the sec skool kids away.
yay. my mummy and i are gonna have a movie night out tonight and i am so sure we are gonna have a blast. sigh..the prob now is whether i will be fit enough to even get out of bed tonight. *ache*
alright..i will end here. i have nothing to say to begin with. juz feel like typing something boring. i think i managed to achieve the effect pretty well.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
hmm...at the library now with carine next to me..haha.feeling bored. actually we are suppose to do the WR. i mean, thats the main reason why we were able to be let out of the classroom. yepz. but it seems that the workload just suddenly disappeared and we are left with absoloutely nothing to do..yes..NOTHING AT ALL. ZILCH! BAH!
okie. we are trying to act as hardworking as possible to prevent any suspicion from arising from either of our PW mate. oOps.
perhaps instead of the thought that is goign thru ya mind right now, that carine and vanessa is so bad...to not do any work, u ought to applaud us for the truth. AH YES! the truth. u seldom hear the truth nowadays. SO APPLAUD PEOPLE ! when u hear it. bearing in mind that truth hurts.
oh wellz. its time to get back to work.
PS: carine says hi! wkwk
okie. we are trying to act as hardworking as possible to prevent any suspicion from arising from either of our PW mate. oOps.
perhaps instead of the thought that is goign thru ya mind right now, that carine and vanessa is so bad...to not do any work, u ought to applaud us for the truth. AH YES! the truth. u seldom hear the truth nowadays. SO APPLAUD PEOPLE ! when u hear it. bearing in mind that truth hurts.
oh wellz. its time to get back to work.
PS: carine says hi! wkwk
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
This entry was written while i was sitting at the atrium, waiting for neetha to come. It seems weird to just sit down here all by myself at the atrium without any friends next to me. Everyone at this point in time, seemed to be either busy with CCA or at home slacking. Maybe life is just giving me time to do some self-reflections...again
today is the first day at school, after a week of unofficial holiday, since the end of the promos. And so far, i have been living it independently, without feeling any virtual strings attached to myself, controlled by another. i suppose its good.
It seems to me that no matter how much time i spend sleeping, it doesnt guarantee that i will be fresh the next day, think and do correct things correctly the next morning. Nopez. Contrary to tt belief, i am feeling rather tired despite my endless hours of sleep. So i think that i shud juz contd sleeping late. Coz i will do wrong things whether i had sufficient sleep or not. So i might as well sleep late and do more things, rather than sleep early, do fewer things and still do wrong things the next day.
And i was just mildly irritated for a friend by someone. yepz. gettin emo. But cant really help it. Coz i simply cannot stand last min work and the fact that the person dump that last min work onto my fren and accused her of a zillion things she is unjustified to claim..its simply fuming. i dun think i am the type of person that wud actually get myself invovled in such sensitive issues but the fact that i did, doesnt it tell how strongly i feel abt it? Actually carine is right abt wad she said abt humans. That they tend to be able to criticise but not reflect. The person who dumped the last min work on my fren is one who has the tendency to go round and judge others but seldom judge him/herself. yepz. According to shakespeare,
today is the first day at school, after a week of unofficial holiday, since the end of the promos. And so far, i have been living it independently, without feeling any virtual strings attached to myself, controlled by another. i suppose its good.
It seems to me that no matter how much time i spend sleeping, it doesnt guarantee that i will be fresh the next day, think and do correct things correctly the next morning. Nopez. Contrary to tt belief, i am feeling rather tired despite my endless hours of sleep. So i think that i shud juz contd sleeping late. Coz i will do wrong things whether i had sufficient sleep or not. So i might as well sleep late and do more things, rather than sleep early, do fewer things and still do wrong things the next day.
And i was just mildly irritated for a friend by someone. yepz. gettin emo. But cant really help it. Coz i simply cannot stand last min work and the fact that the person dump that last min work onto my fren and accused her of a zillion things she is unjustified to claim..its simply fuming. i dun think i am the type of person that wud actually get myself invovled in such sensitive issues but the fact that i did, doesnt it tell how strongly i feel abt it? Actually carine is right abt wad she said abt humans. That they tend to be able to criticise but not reflect. The person who dumped the last min work on my fren is one who has the tendency to go round and judge others but seldom judge him/herself. yepz. According to shakespeare,
"one day the mocking will be mocked, the laughing will be laughed"
alrighty. juz went jogging to vent every bit of my discontent out of my body system. Feeling much betta now. There is so much work to do now. Drama, open house, PW, etc. the only good thing abt the PW exam now is that when u tell a PW mate that ur group haven accomplished so much things, u noe he/she is telling the truth, for once, when he replies back "yea lor..me too"
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
juz got home from 0613 chalet. actually reached home on monday at abt 7:00am while the rest were still snoring after a whole night of crapping. haha. err..ya. thats all.
and den rushed for PW at 10:00 am...overslept due to the lack of sleep the night b4. but still made it at the time i promised carine. *whew*
den when i came home, slept from 3pm to 7am the next morning. yepz and went for drama. haha. so fast feelin tired oredy. becoming more and more like a pig. sigh
alrighty. feelin rather sad coz my com cant seem to download shows fully from You Tube. dun ask me why. it always download halfway, the thing gets jammed and i cannot see anymore. sian.
and den rushed for PW at 10:00 am...overslept due to the lack of sleep the night b4. but still made it at the time i promised carine. *whew*
den when i came home, slept from 3pm to 7am the next morning. yepz and went for drama. haha. so fast feelin tired oredy. becoming more and more like a pig. sigh
alrighty. feelin rather sad coz my com cant seem to download shows fully from You Tube. dun ask me why. it always download halfway, the thing gets jammed and i cannot see anymore. sian.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
a few months back, grace tagged me to play this "music shuffler" game. finally i have played the game. took a long time to crap up the reasons and a even longer time to make them sound sensible. yeapz. if u read any part you do not understand, pls. do not ask me. coz high chance is that i wudnt be able to explain to you either.
How are you feeling today?
Title: Don't Cha
Artiste: PussyCat Dolls
Bitchy? Haha..seriously, this is the only characteristic I can associate these girls with apart from sultry, which I dun think, or anyone for the matter of fact, would think I am. Haha. so maybe I am kinda like that today. Haha.
Will you get far in life?
Title: Seasons
Artisite: Ayumi Hamasaki
I cant interpret from the song since I hardly can understand what she is singing throughout the whole song. Only like the song for the music. Haha. I think it ought to be something abt love. So maybe with love I will go far? So cliché. Maybe with the love of family and friends I will go far. That perhaps will hold some truth. But anything else, I seriously doubt it.
How do your friends see you?
Title: Jie Mei
Artiste: Amei Cheung
Yay..finally a song that make sense. Yay..haha. "jie mei" in English means sister. So hope it is true that I am like a sister to them in a good way, not annoying. Haha..to all my sista out there..love y'all!! Peace out! hee..
Will you get married?
Title: Kiss From A Rose
Artiste: Seal
It's a love song..so what is the symbolism? The guy cannot get enough of the girl. And he thinks the girl's love is strange yet he is having a growing addiction on her. So I think he will eventually pop the question? So I will get married? Hey..does that mean I am the strange girl? Ugh..
What is your best friend's theme song?
Title: Sukidayo
Artiste: Sunday Girls
Actually I dun understand the qn at hand. Best fren theme song for wad? Hmm..so if u replace the love in this song, with friendship, it means that my best fren wud expect me to not forget her everday, and think of her everyday, and must say I love you to her everyday. Hmmm..not likely any of my best fren wud want me to that everyday..they may think I have fallen for them instead. Haha
What is the story of your life?
Title: Summer Loving
Artiste: John Travolta and Oliver Newton John
"I met a girl, crazy for me. I met a boy, cute as can be."
"it turned cold, that’s where it end"
So the story is that I will meet a boy that is cute in my eyes. And I will be the girl crazy for him. Well, okie. It is sensible. Since I have a weird definition for cute guys, I think I can find one quite easily. And the end, the two of us will break up because the relationship turned cold. Yet we will always reminisces those times we spent together. Actually, this song was taken from a soundtrack, and in the show, the relationship didn't turn cold but because the girl was going away hence the relationship ended. But she didn't go in the end and they ended up together nonetheless. So there is two versions. Choose your pick. The happier one for me or the one filled with angst. lol
What was high school like?
Title: Colours Of The Wind
Artiste: Vanessa Williams
This song is filled with a lot of philosophical questions. So high school was a time when I self-reflected a lot. Which is true btw.
"if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you learn things you never knew, you never knew". Somehow, high school was something like that. Walk a mile in another's shoe once in the while, understanding the problems they face in life. Dun ask me how, it just felt like that.
How can you get ahead in life?
Title: Soak Up The Sun
Artiste: Sheryl Crow
Before this song can even be played, I feel it is gonna be tough to explain oredy. So err..i am gonna get ahead by soaking up the sun. k. I am gonna go for a sun tan tml.
What is the best thing about your friends?
Title: We Believe
Artiste: Good Charlotte
They believe in me. Whether I do it with my heart or with my mind, I noe they will be there for me. Sure there will be times we disagree, but I believe that if I ever do not heed their advice and fall, they will still catch me when I fall. Believe is one of the most important things in a friendship that is so often overlooked. But I think most of my friends have not overlooked this fundamental quality of believing in me. Hence that’s the best thing abt them.
What is in store for this weekend?
Title: Stupid Cupid
Artiste: Mandy Moore
Now is the weekend. And I determined not to be struck by cupid's love arrows. No. The only thing in store for my cupid is a holiday. A well deserved, long holiday and stay far away from me.
What song describes you?
Title: The Gift
Artiste: Blue
"And the gift is what you get by givin' more than you receive. And you're learnin' fast that maybe this is how you'll be happy. 'Cause in takin' everything you lost, the air you need to breath. But in givin' it away, you found the precious thing you seek."
This chorus speaks enough for me. It describes me because I think it is always impt to give more than receive because when I give, I feel I found the thing I have been looking for through the smiles and happiness of others.
To describe your grandparents?
Title: Have a nice day
Artiste: Bon Jovi
Yea yea..my grandparents are juz LIKE THAT! The starting of the song is "who are you to tell me if its black or white" and the chorus goes "if the world gets in my face, I say have a nice day!" They NEVER back down no matter what happens. I guess that is where I get my stubbornness. Imagine, my grandma injured her leg and she stills want to jaywalk..what does that tells you?
How is your life going?
Title: Dou Jiang You Tiao
Artiste: JJ Lin
I dunno what this song means. And I really cannot come up with any excuse, even if it is nonsense, for this song to be with relation to the qn. Can someone pls tell me instead? Err..okay..JJ Lin is confused in the song. Coz he doesn't noe what the girl is actually thinking of, as in, whether she likes him or not. So I am confused right not with life. True true.
What song will they play at your funeral?
Title: Perfect
Artiste: Simple Plan
A perfectionist will want a perfect song to be played at the deathbed. So the song PERFECT comes up. However, the opening sentence is "hey dad look at me, think back and talk to me. Did I grow up according to plan?"
I dun think I want my dad to look at me when I am dead and ask himself if I grew up according to plan. Dun think it is right that a parent shud bury their kid. Their only child. too tragic. But I wud wanna noe if I grew up according to plan.
How does the world see you?
Title: Catch Your Wave
Artiste: The Click Five
Does that mean I am moving too fast for the world to catch me? oOpS! Sorry Mr. World! Will try to slow down if you slow down Mr. Time for me. haha.
"hey girl I wanna catch your wave..hey girl I wanna drift away with you"
ooo..the world wanna drift away with me. I dun mind. Lol.
Will you have a happy life?
Title: Yi Shou Jian Dan De Ge
Artiste: Wang Lee Hom
This song is about keeping happiness. so if I write a simple song, I will be happy..haha.No la. I think this song is trying to tell me that if I do not think things so complicatedly or in complex forms and just focus on the simple things in life, I will lead a happy life. Of coz. Who wudnt be? But how often do you see pple doing that either?
What do your friends really think of you?
Title: Unbreakable
Artiste: Alicia KeysI dunno really whether to be happy or not that people see me as unbreakable. The people who appears to be the most unbreakable always tend to be the weakest. So hmm. But I think some do think I am unbreakable ba..haha..and truth is that maybe I am unbreakable afterall..like an boiled egg..hardened by the impacts of life.
Do people secretly lust after you?
Title: Heal The World
Artiste: Micheal Jackson
Great, the question is represented by a pedophile. He secretly lust after kids. So there shud be people who secretly lust after me. eww. I dun wanna crap more in this question. NEXT!
How can I make myself happy?
Title: This is my time
Artiste: Raven
Summarizing the whole song, it is a girl rising from her fall and becoming independent and realizing her dream. By trusting my heart, I can change things. Yes. I believe in myself and this will make me happy. Overcoming all these things, I will finally find my wings and know I am ready to fly.
What should you do with your life?
Title: At The Beginning
Artiste: Richard Marx and Donna Lewis
"Life is a road And I want to keep going Love is a river I wanna keep flowing Life is the road Now and forever Wonderful journey I'll be there When the world stops turning I'll be there When the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you"
I wanna keep going on in life, no matter how hard it is gonna be, even when at times, I wanna break down, I will keep going. So that I can stand at the beginning with you. But I dunno who is the you?? Haha. I only noe I will keep going in life ba..to realize my dream. Maybe the "YOU" refers to my dream.
Will you ever have children?
Title: Year 3000
Artiste: Busted
Haha..yes I will have children. And my children will have children and they will have their children. How I know? Because a guy has came back from the year 3000 and told me that my "great great great grand daughter is pretty fine". Surely she isn’t a mermaid? haha. And I even noe that the pple will be living in under water in the year 3000. Goodness. I have a gorgeous descendant. Cheers to the world.
finally i finished it. yayz.
How are you feeling today?
Title: Don't Cha
Artiste: PussyCat Dolls
Bitchy? Haha..seriously, this is the only characteristic I can associate these girls with apart from sultry, which I dun think, or anyone for the matter of fact, would think I am. Haha. so maybe I am kinda like that today. Haha.
Will you get far in life?
Title: Seasons
Artisite: Ayumi Hamasaki
I cant interpret from the song since I hardly can understand what she is singing throughout the whole song. Only like the song for the music. Haha. I think it ought to be something abt love. So maybe with love I will go far? So cliché. Maybe with the love of family and friends I will go far. That perhaps will hold some truth. But anything else, I seriously doubt it.
How do your friends see you?
Title: Jie Mei
Artiste: Amei Cheung
Yay..finally a song that make sense. Yay..haha. "jie mei" in English means sister. So hope it is true that I am like a sister to them in a good way, not annoying. Haha..to all my sista out there..love y'all!! Peace out! hee..
Will you get married?
Title: Kiss From A Rose
Artiste: Seal
It's a love song..so what is the symbolism? The guy cannot get enough of the girl. And he thinks the girl's love is strange yet he is having a growing addiction on her. So I think he will eventually pop the question? So I will get married? Hey..does that mean I am the strange girl? Ugh..
What is your best friend's theme song?
Title: Sukidayo
Artiste: Sunday Girls
Actually I dun understand the qn at hand. Best fren theme song for wad? Hmm..so if u replace the love in this song, with friendship, it means that my best fren wud expect me to not forget her everday, and think of her everyday, and must say I love you to her everyday. Hmmm..not likely any of my best fren wud want me to that everyday..they may think I have fallen for them instead. Haha
What is the story of your life?
Title: Summer Loving
Artiste: John Travolta and Oliver Newton John
"I met a girl, crazy for me. I met a boy, cute as can be."
"it turned cold, that’s where it end"
So the story is that I will meet a boy that is cute in my eyes. And I will be the girl crazy for him. Well, okie. It is sensible. Since I have a weird definition for cute guys, I think I can find one quite easily. And the end, the two of us will break up because the relationship turned cold. Yet we will always reminisces those times we spent together. Actually, this song was taken from a soundtrack, and in the show, the relationship didn't turn cold but because the girl was going away hence the relationship ended. But she didn't go in the end and they ended up together nonetheless. So there is two versions. Choose your pick. The happier one for me or the one filled with angst. lol
What was high school like?
Title: Colours Of The Wind
Artiste: Vanessa Williams
This song is filled with a lot of philosophical questions. So high school was a time when I self-reflected a lot. Which is true btw.
"if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you learn things you never knew, you never knew". Somehow, high school was something like that. Walk a mile in another's shoe once in the while, understanding the problems they face in life. Dun ask me how, it just felt like that.
How can you get ahead in life?
Title: Soak Up The Sun
Artiste: Sheryl Crow
Before this song can even be played, I feel it is gonna be tough to explain oredy. So err..i am gonna get ahead by soaking up the sun. k. I am gonna go for a sun tan tml.
What is the best thing about your friends?
Title: We Believe
Artiste: Good Charlotte
They believe in me. Whether I do it with my heart or with my mind, I noe they will be there for me. Sure there will be times we disagree, but I believe that if I ever do not heed their advice and fall, they will still catch me when I fall. Believe is one of the most important things in a friendship that is so often overlooked. But I think most of my friends have not overlooked this fundamental quality of believing in me. Hence that’s the best thing abt them.
What is in store for this weekend?
Title: Stupid Cupid
Artiste: Mandy Moore
Now is the weekend. And I determined not to be struck by cupid's love arrows. No. The only thing in store for my cupid is a holiday. A well deserved, long holiday and stay far away from me.
What song describes you?
Title: The Gift
Artiste: Blue
"And the gift is what you get by givin' more than you receive. And you're learnin' fast that maybe this is how you'll be happy. 'Cause in takin' everything you lost, the air you need to breath. But in givin' it away, you found the precious thing you seek."
This chorus speaks enough for me. It describes me because I think it is always impt to give more than receive because when I give, I feel I found the thing I have been looking for through the smiles and happiness of others.
To describe your grandparents?
Title: Have a nice day
Artiste: Bon Jovi
Yea yea..my grandparents are juz LIKE THAT! The starting of the song is "who are you to tell me if its black or white" and the chorus goes "if the world gets in my face, I say have a nice day!" They NEVER back down no matter what happens. I guess that is where I get my stubbornness. Imagine, my grandma injured her leg and she stills want to jaywalk..what does that tells you?
How is your life going?
Title: Dou Jiang You Tiao
Artiste: JJ Lin
I dunno what this song means. And I really cannot come up with any excuse, even if it is nonsense, for this song to be with relation to the qn. Can someone pls tell me instead? Err..okay..JJ Lin is confused in the song. Coz he doesn't noe what the girl is actually thinking of, as in, whether she likes him or not. So I am confused right not with life. True true.
What song will they play at your funeral?
Title: Perfect
Artiste: Simple Plan
A perfectionist will want a perfect song to be played at the deathbed. So the song PERFECT comes up. However, the opening sentence is "hey dad look at me, think back and talk to me. Did I grow up according to plan?"
I dun think I want my dad to look at me when I am dead and ask himself if I grew up according to plan. Dun think it is right that a parent shud bury their kid. Their only child. too tragic. But I wud wanna noe if I grew up according to plan.
How does the world see you?
Title: Catch Your Wave
Artiste: The Click Five
Does that mean I am moving too fast for the world to catch me? oOpS! Sorry Mr. World! Will try to slow down if you slow down Mr. Time for me. haha.
"hey girl I wanna catch your wave..hey girl I wanna drift away with you"
ooo..the world wanna drift away with me. I dun mind. Lol.
Will you have a happy life?
Title: Yi Shou Jian Dan De Ge
Artiste: Wang Lee Hom
This song is about keeping happiness. so if I write a simple song, I will be happy..haha.No la. I think this song is trying to tell me that if I do not think things so complicatedly or in complex forms and just focus on the simple things in life, I will lead a happy life. Of coz. Who wudnt be? But how often do you see pple doing that either?
What do your friends really think of you?
Title: Unbreakable
Artiste: Alicia KeysI dunno really whether to be happy or not that people see me as unbreakable. The people who appears to be the most unbreakable always tend to be the weakest. So hmm. But I think some do think I am unbreakable ba..haha..and truth is that maybe I am unbreakable afterall..like an boiled egg..hardened by the impacts of life.
Do people secretly lust after you?
Title: Heal The World
Artiste: Micheal Jackson
Great, the question is represented by a pedophile. He secretly lust after kids. So there shud be people who secretly lust after me. eww. I dun wanna crap more in this question. NEXT!
How can I make myself happy?
Title: This is my time
Artiste: Raven
Summarizing the whole song, it is a girl rising from her fall and becoming independent and realizing her dream. By trusting my heart, I can change things. Yes. I believe in myself and this will make me happy. Overcoming all these things, I will finally find my wings and know I am ready to fly.
What should you do with your life?
Title: At The Beginning
Artiste: Richard Marx and Donna Lewis
"Life is a road And I want to keep going Love is a river I wanna keep flowing Life is the road Now and forever Wonderful journey I'll be there When the world stops turning I'll be there When the storm is through In the end I wanna be standing At the beginning with you"
I wanna keep going on in life, no matter how hard it is gonna be, even when at times, I wanna break down, I will keep going. So that I can stand at the beginning with you. But I dunno who is the you?? Haha. I only noe I will keep going in life ba..to realize my dream. Maybe the "YOU" refers to my dream.
Will you ever have children?
Title: Year 3000
Artiste: Busted
Haha..yes I will have children. And my children will have children and they will have their children. How I know? Because a guy has came back from the year 3000 and told me that my "great great great grand daughter is pretty fine". Surely she isn’t a mermaid? haha. And I even noe that the pple will be living in under water in the year 3000. Goodness. I have a gorgeous descendant. Cheers to the world.
finally i finished it. yayz.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
“Except for you”
She promised a few friends of mine that after she got this problem sorted out, the answer would be on her blog. She dunno exactly how much courage she have to put this letter up, but if anyone else is reading this now, it means the valor within her has finally risen.
At first, she tot it was going to be easy, juz writing out exactly what she is feeling at this point in time, at this moment. But she realized that such emotions weren’t exactly all that effortless to be phrased out in words after all. Maybe that’s the reason why so many people can say the words “I hate” but not the words “I love” and she is sure, many wud agree that unrequited love is even more tedious to spell it out.
She doesn’t deny; She isn’t only irritated, but she is also pissed off, indignant and betrayed by what she presumed ought to be her own stupidity. Yet she has never wanted to admit it. That it was her stupidity that caused all this mess. She chooses to live in her world of denial. The world that wud tell her, console her and envelop her with the falsehood that it is you who caused her this misery. Not herself.
Your words still ring in her head, all the time, esp. the words “except for you”. The irony of it all was that you didn’t say it to her. No. You said it to her friend. But she got to know it nonetheless and whenever the pain is overwhelming, she stubbornly chooses not to cry, but instead bury herself in her self-found truckload of work to do. She asked herself, what has become of her? The one who seeks to find the adrenaline rush of life? The one whom everyone knew as the girl with a goal, an ambition, and a drive in life? All of that, during that past months, has decomposed into this sloppy, dazed and silly girl with life-compass gone haywire. And because she is able to wear a mask to fool the world perfectly, no one knows the real depth of her true problems. Not even those she confided in.
But she cannot fool herself.
This morning she woke up with a new fiery within her. The fiery that she lost a few months back. She knew it was time to move on. She cannot keep wallowing in her misery and gloom. She was to take control of her life once again. A lot of things were waiting for her to be done. And so many people were awaiting her call to carry on with the stuff appointed to them to do. Yet, she had selfishly put all of these on hold because of her confused moments. You should be proud of yourself to be able to cause her to create havoc in her life. Seldom does she allow people to do that. She suppose she may never know if that was a real liking for you or perhaps a moment of folly, because if it was any real liking, the determination to get over you wudnt be so fast. And to choose to think of it as a moment of fetish or mania, cud be due to the pride soul within her. But nonetheless, she has fallen and she is rising. And most importantly, no one, no one will stop her now.
Being the strong believer that she is in star signs, her horoscope says for tomorrow,
Sunday, October 08, 2006
If you've been off doing your own thing lately, you might find yourself starting to experience a little self-doubt right now. You may be questioning whether or not you're on the right path, but it's probably too late to change direction. So just remember to keep your head pointed forward and do what you know is right.
She knew there and then, so long as she followed her mind, things would only get better and better. And with her friends, she will succeed.
She promised a few friends of mine that after she got this problem sorted out, the answer would be on her blog. She dunno exactly how much courage she have to put this letter up, but if anyone else is reading this now, it means the valor within her has finally risen.
At first, she tot it was going to be easy, juz writing out exactly what she is feeling at this point in time, at this moment. But she realized that such emotions weren’t exactly all that effortless to be phrased out in words after all. Maybe that’s the reason why so many people can say the words “I hate” but not the words “I love” and she is sure, many wud agree that unrequited love is even more tedious to spell it out.
She doesn’t deny; She isn’t only irritated, but she is also pissed off, indignant and betrayed by what she presumed ought to be her own stupidity. Yet she has never wanted to admit it. That it was her stupidity that caused all this mess. She chooses to live in her world of denial. The world that wud tell her, console her and envelop her with the falsehood that it is you who caused her this misery. Not herself.
Your words still ring in her head, all the time, esp. the words “except for you”. The irony of it all was that you didn’t say it to her. No. You said it to her friend. But she got to know it nonetheless and whenever the pain is overwhelming, she stubbornly chooses not to cry, but instead bury herself in her self-found truckload of work to do. She asked herself, what has become of her? The one who seeks to find the adrenaline rush of life? The one whom everyone knew as the girl with a goal, an ambition, and a drive in life? All of that, during that past months, has decomposed into this sloppy, dazed and silly girl with life-compass gone haywire. And because she is able to wear a mask to fool the world perfectly, no one knows the real depth of her true problems. Not even those she confided in.
But she cannot fool herself.
This morning she woke up with a new fiery within her. The fiery that she lost a few months back. She knew it was time to move on. She cannot keep wallowing in her misery and gloom. She was to take control of her life once again. A lot of things were waiting for her to be done. And so many people were awaiting her call to carry on with the stuff appointed to them to do. Yet, she had selfishly put all of these on hold because of her confused moments. You should be proud of yourself to be able to cause her to create havoc in her life. Seldom does she allow people to do that. She suppose she may never know if that was a real liking for you or perhaps a moment of folly, because if it was any real liking, the determination to get over you wudnt be so fast. And to choose to think of it as a moment of fetish or mania, cud be due to the pride soul within her. But nonetheless, she has fallen and she is rising. And most importantly, no one, no one will stop her now.
Being the strong believer that she is in star signs, her horoscope says for tomorrow,
Sunday, October 08, 2006
If you've been off doing your own thing lately, you might find yourself starting to experience a little self-doubt right now. You may be questioning whether or not you're on the right path, but it's probably too late to change direction. So just remember to keep your head pointed forward and do what you know is right.
She knew there and then, so long as she followed her mind, things would only get better and better. And with her friends, she will succeed.
Friday, October 06, 2006
yeapz..i suppose cheng en is right. i haven been updating my blog for eons. but i suppose i will start to from today onwards. anw, i have changed my blog layout, hope you guys like it :)
woke up to a rather gloomy start in the morning due to previous incidence. and somehow, it managed to affect my health. yeapz. oh wellz. maybe i will tok abt it in my next entry. for now, i am super sleepy now. turning in. good night :)
woke up to a rather gloomy start in the morning due to previous incidence. and somehow, it managed to affect my health. yeapz. oh wellz. maybe i will tok abt it in my next entry. for now, i am super sleepy now. turning in. good night :)
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