elloz everyone! today was CCA day and we had ODAC training too..oh boy and did we have it tough! we sprint round the school (which was big) and did 30 spider push-ups, 30 split jumps, 30 crunches, 30 tiger push ups, 30 normal push ups and 30 squatters. that was considered as one set. we did more than ten times in total.
oh yeah, and did i mention, we walk-run from nan yang to khatib forest on saturday. that took five hours in total. yeap, though it had been very tiring but nonetheless, it was really fun when we recalled, coz we weren't doing it invidually. we did it as a team. that made the whole outing fun. and then we went to explore the khatib forest. whee..i was glad that i worn my old pair of school shoes instead of my adidas shoes coz the whole damn place was sticky, muddy, wet and sloppy. so as you plunge each feet into the terrifying mud, u can literally hear your shoes squeak out in pain and abhorrence and "squish"
there, we had outdoor cooking. yeap. we had it. not like the one in guides but rather really with the stickes, pebbles, wood, no oil, juz me and the team. of coz some grps had it rather and some was not bad. heheh..i wud like to classify my team under the latter category since we won the best food award. muahahaha. as for the rather unsuccessfully cooked food, which were mainly raw, the leaders gave us ten minutes and each of us were suppose to gobble two mouthfuls of it each so as to not waste it. haha. was telling kai ling the other night, suppose we do this for the guides in ij...haha the parents wud long ago complain. thats the best thing anyone noe how to do these days. but then again, i think they won't coz the guides wudn't even make it during the walk to khatib forest. ok. i am mean.
aniwaez, today was like sports cca day coz i hafta run 7 rounds during P.E. too before the gruelling ODAC but ok, it was aiight...manageable. but OMG, the guys were all like rockets and they juz kept "whooosshhh!" past us. freaky..

today was the madd-iest day of the week. it was unending lessons scheduled for the PCME students and though it is still never as hectic as the lives in secondary skool, well, it was more crazy when u compare it to other days. BUT! there is P.E. tml. shucks. i heard we hafta run EI8HT rounds! well..at least CJC had to run 12 runs. muaha. muahaha. muahahahaha...
we had CCA bazaar today so came home like arnd 5 plus. i am pleased to say that i have signed up for the ODAC as well as DRAMA. tot working as backstage for the drama was kinda cool. aniwaez, there is gonna be a camp this sat for ODAC. part of me, i guess, is rather looking forward. i hope i make frenz. these two weeks have been frenzy making friends week.
the highlight of the day is i have finally met one nasty teacher in the skool. and guess wad? she is teaching maths. sobz sobz. it was like the first day of the lecture for maths and i have assignments to do LIAOZ!!! waahaaa...boo hoo hoo. and i have to read-up some things too. all for that subject. did i mention there were even notes given alr.?! and after nagging, scolding, reprimanding, she concluded "i hope you all will feel extremely welcomed in NYJC coz u made the right choice!" sure.
haiz. still kinda miss IJ. miss those times where we shared the crappiest jokes and laughed together..miss those times where no one cares if we ate rudely or uncouthly..miss those days where we were even nasty or having a bad day but the frenz were still so sensitive and sweet. i suppose it's in the blood. once an IJ gal, forever an IJ gal.

so far this few days have indeed been a gruelling time for me. apparently orientation was more tiring than i ever tot it wud be. nonetheless, i had lotsa fun here there everywhere though i am still not very used to the fact that there are actually boys in my school now as well as chua, kai ling, charmaing, marianne, etc are no longer wif me too. but then again, i suppose i will nvr get used to it coz such friends are hard to forget. well, at least i am glad that i nvr complained abt CHIJ when i in there but rather, chose to be contented and enjoyed every moment of it coz rite now, i seriously need a strong dose of the IJ SPIRIT and juz the enter the skool again to feel "LIFE".
throughout these few days in skool, i muz say that one of the few things i am very impressed with is that they are extremely organised. so far, i dun think there is a school that lets you off at 5:00pm sharp when they state it in the booklet (yeap. there is EVEN A BOOKLET) and nanyang did it. also, the pple there, especially my orientation leaders, are very nice and sweet. haha. wanna hear a joke? i am nominated to represent my grp for disco night queen. muahahaha. funny rite?! nvm. the real joke will come when u see me dance! ugh. but i guess i will try to be sporting. yes. true essence of a girl guides. whoo hoo
i seriously think tt i have a nerd face. the guai guai look. everyone tends to tell me to relax and says that i have a worried expression wif me all the time. i think i am juz looking like that lah..haha. the only way my face is gonna relax is when it melts.so yupz.
so far, i am pleased wif my JC. getting along well wif both girls and guys on the whole. but that doesn't mean that i don't miss IJ.

in less than two days time, we will all be heading back to school...except that this time, it is to different JCs and all. recieved a call from a guy called Julian juz a few days back and was told to bring like $20/- for some things we hafta pay. from wad i suspect, we are actually gonna pay them to dirty us! sanity truly driven to the edge!
aniwaez, was kinda toking to chua yesterday and when we were abt to put down the phone, i suppose the realization has suddenly, and finally, struck me that all my friends are really going seperate ways. it was like "...oh ok den...you have fun k? see yo..." i suddenly didn't noe wad i was suppose to say...see you? oh my god..when will that be? juz thinking back all the memories that i have made in CHIJ...for like ten years?!...with all these friends that are with me...and den realizing that the next two gruelling yrs they will not be there anymore to partake in your stressload, burden etc...think i'm gonna breakdown...
well, chua have juz decided not to watch the amtyville horror with me this year anymore. she says that we shall leave that till next yr so that at least there is a reason for us to meet and so on. tot that was cool. well...so shall i say.."see you next yr chua!"?
as for a few friends like marianne w., and fiona goh i suppose there will be less heartache coz we will get to see each other in church every sunday. and angie lives above me! thank god. these make parting less unbearable.
but den i seriously dunno when i will get to see kailing and charmaine tay again...i suppose charmaine will forever be that cheeky monkey that goes round secretly reading others blog as usual, right charmaine? when we go diff. JCs, pls. remember to leave some msgs on my blog sometime too ya?!
sigh...maybe we will all meet again...in east coast one day...

the furthest place is not the end of the world, but rather the ability to reach out to the hearts of the people beside you.

today is a lazy-dazy day for me, maybe its due to the fats that are i am piling on at a horrendous rate.yeaps. it has gotta be...ugh
met kailing, angie and chua today to watch the chronicles of narnia. not bad. not bad at all. heard that charmaine watched the pirated version of it so she didn't join us. hmm...before the commencing of the movie, a short film of the pirated version of the show was shown to once again tell us that piracy is bad. kinda reminded me of charmaine. i mean the pirated version looked real bad, and i mean real bad. it wud be a pity if she had to watch like that. but then again, i guess not. these cinema people always tend to show the worst of the worst pirated version.
chua and angie gave me a bracelet today as christmas gift. altogether, i received two bracelets for christmas and they are all super beautiful. my mom says that i shud stop having so many bracelets since i only got two hands. oh wells. she has more than fifteen necklaces but there is only ONE neck...besides, i still want to have more bracelets...
aiight..i am really exhuasted now though i dunno why...i sleep eat play all day and yet i feel tired...lifestyle of a sloth..yippee

in a flash and christmas is arnd the corner. juz checked my christmas to-do list and i guess everything is almost done.
christmas cards bought
christmas cards sent
christmas tree fixed and decorated
christmas presents bought
christmas presents given
and are you broke? yes. wid a big hole in my pocket.
come to think of it, i juz realise that my primary skool close friends are gonna meet up arnd christmas time too, which means my christmas shopping is not exactly done altogether. ugh. k. i will have to rack-a-tap-tap my exhausted brain to think of some more christmas gifts.
for the past few days, i exhauasted myself and the dvd player watchin MARS (zhan shen) by vic zhou and da s. i watched this show twice within this hols liaoz and the second time i wid angie. thx to her i have been woken up twice like super early juz to watch the vcd wid her and the marathon is still gruelling on. so far i guess zai zai and da s are one of the best on screen and off screen couple. lets hope it wudn't turn out to be like the stupid britney-justin relationship. also, i heard that zai zai is gonna act with li yu chun aka supergirl (dunno who the blue hell is that). i was thinking no matter how i pronounce the name, doesn't it sound like fishing village (yu chun(1st sound)) or stupidity (yu chun(3rd sound))? nvm. angie has this "huge" worry that zai zai will fall for that yu chun person after acting the show wif her coz he looks like those kind who mixes up his emotions on screen and off screen. ok...i suppose he is a lil like that but oh wellz, the fishing village girl betta look gd then. besides the actual roles for the show is not exactly appointed yet. producers are currently debating whether to star zai zai or zhang zheng. of coz angie will vote for zhang zheng in fear of zai zai being robbed away from da s.
juz visited zai zai fan club website. saw someone posted this message saying "da s is a bitch. how dare she steal my zai zai away from me! zai zai will be too good for her". personally i think that this is one of the lowest maturity and intellectual level a fan can ever stoop to declare how much she likes this idol. i think it is basically okay to comment on their relationship. after all evryone is entitled to their own opinion. but for heaven's sake dun say farnie stuff like stealing zai zai away from me coz he was nvr urs to begin with. and i suppose this person is having the hallucination that zai zai wud fall for her if da s wasn't there?! hahaha...thats a gd joke.

today is mummy's birthday so *happy birthday to you*. juz finished watching The Rainbow Connection. wah...they dance damn nice lah...i miss the dance except for jeanette aw and her partner dancing. so graceful...whoo hoo...
actually what i am more attracted is the background music that they danced to. trying to find the title of that piece. sigh...can anyone help? sighz...no soundtrack, no name, no tune...dun even noe wher to begin...

ok...practically the whole of 2/2 is having a world of their time now....swimming, tanning, cycling and me? pathetically sitting in front of my com. gawking at the computer screen. i think i have finally foind sumpthin i hate more than injections...MEDICINE! TABLETS! pui! i am practically reeked with the stinking smell of medicine and this morning, diahorrea juz cannot stand NOT laying its nasty hands on me.
but i suppose last night was worse than this morning. at least i am able to walk about this morning. last night, my temp decided it was not high enuff so it flew to a temp of 38.3C. actually it was more than that but i took the thermometer out before it cud record any higher. digusted. i cud barely move and was laid on the couch like a zombie plainly watching tv. i managed to drag my dead carcass in front of the tv to watch tiramisu coz i found out through last week episode that there was a rather erm...above average looking guy acting. lol. so like me. nvm.
mum juz rented a few horror shows to watch wif me...i think one is called amtyville. so nice of her to rent horror movies for me though she is scared to death of these movies. now she is gonna watch it with me. heh heh. some good is coming out from all this idiotic - ness afterall.

dear bloggie,
currently, i am having a stupid illness called fever. and because of this idiot, i cannot go watch movie "Perhaps Love" with my friends, kailing, chua and charmaine which i had been looking so forward to do so. SHUCKS!
come to think of it, i think there are several possibilities that cud have caused me to have this.
1. the east coast outing....had a tan, refuse to drink ample supply of water
2. lack of water
3. late nights early mornings
4. there was this stupid guy that was seated behind me in a SBS bus. he kept coughing, sneezing and my brain didn't even think once of moving away.
so my conclusion is that i am suffering becoz of nobody or anyone but myself. sigh.
tomorrow there is a class outing to sentosa with class 2/2. i hope i can make it there. i promised chua to teach her cycling. SHUCKS! DOUBLE SHUCKS!
nothing is confirmed yet. my temperature is fluctuating. 37.4C, 37.7C, 37.2C, 36.7C, 36.8C...whats the next no. pattern?

recently, i have found myself settling in the worst of the worst "holiday hobbies" - idolising.
thanks to the TV..i have started a superb humongous craze over luo zhi xiang...going madness whenever i see 100% entertainment at 5:00pm .. AND DEN stayin up till 12:30am - 2:00am (depending on the time the show is aired) to see the repeated episode. so altogether, i watch the show twice. and i think if they were to air the show anytime, i wud watch it for another time. haiz. i hope this kinda craze wears out soon. i do not have stamina for such things. but arrrghhhh...he is sooooo cuuute!!!! and he got a cold and a sore throat and a cough today. i hope he gets will soon. sigh.
and then, thanks to 100% entertainment, i have gotten the craze for nicholas tse as well...oh man...y are some stars juz sooooo goood-looking..haiz...and i realise he behavedifferently too (for the better)...wonder is it really true or is my craze acting up again. so i went to the vcd shop and rented ALL the shows he acted in and now i am stayin up from dusk till dawn (yep no mistake) watching all his shows...laughing incessantly and turning insane. of coz, i stop watching during the time 100% entertainment is aired...other than that...its feeding the dvd player!!!!!!!
ok...my dad says give the dvd player five mins rest...its five mins is up. i shall cont'd watching. cya!

YIPPPEEEE!!! *sings* i noe how to cycle! i noe how to cycle! *sings* okay...i bet tons of people do lar but at least now i am one of them...finally.
so yesterday kai ling..charmaine..grace..jacynth and me went to east coast park to play and eat. yupz...burn the fats then pile them up again... we met at the bus interchange at tp. i was THE FIRST TO ARRIVE! saw jaycynth coming so decided to wave to her...she walked towards me...i cont'd to wave...she walked past me... - -"
charmaine had intelligently brought only herself...wearing NICE shoes and so on so she cudnt swim with us...jacynth was either nice or she juz oso didnt wanna get wet too coz she accompanied charmaine. then we went to sun tan.

Outcome
i got sun burnt
charmaine turned into a lobster
grace got a tan
kai ling had long hit saturation point so there is no point sun taning..get the point?
jacynth got erm...i didn't think she got a tan...i dunno...erm....she still looked the same.

so i dunno who was worst...charmaine or me
then we ate at some japanese outlet. kai ling and charmaine nvr fail to get into a bicker over the diff betw. food center and food court...i think one was suppose to be bigger than the other. nvr mind.
then me being the junior in cycling, i created lotsa havoc...numerous...sigh but everyone remained safe and sound except me so logically speaking i created lotsa havoc for myself only. i suppose everyone was smart and experienced enuff to dodge. and some people had to stand in the middle of the road while i was cycling and i sorta freaked out. so i said "wah! they think the road their grandfather open izit?!". THEN!!! *drum roll* charmaine said "how can? then wud their grandfather name be called "east coast"?" sighz..
yupz...so it was a fun fun fun fun fun, splendid day! thats all. oh yeah did i mention...we met mari chang. yep.

hey guys...i realised i have been bloggin lots lately even if there is nothin special goin on in my stupid life. i guess the boring after exams days have finally taken its toll on me. boo hoo hoo. nonetheless...i shall juz keep blogging till i am sick of bloggin then i will find myself ANOTHER boring hobby.
so today my mum and i went for lunch at some place called PARISS...ya. it was buffet lunch and wah!!!! shiok! they got abalone...sharks fin...sushi...black pepper crab... crayfish ...oysters...salad bars... whoa sai...u want wad they got wad. so we came at abt twelve. and there were two ladies that were oredy there. one was wearing a pair of clogs that u can hear when she is coming back from picking food or where she is walking coz it was simply that loud. its like u r drinkin soup and then behind u, u hear the clogs go "(to the east) clack clack clack....(then to the west) clack clack clack clack...."
and also, there were a family who didn't know where the dishes were placed. so when the five-year-old saw me holding a plate, she practically got so excited that she tripped on the way towards me. i never seen someone got so excited to see a porcelien object. then she hollered at me : WHERE DID YOU FIND THE PLATES? to be honest, i was quite stunned. so i merely pointed to the hole below me (at her eye-level) and she screamed in delight at the white stationery porcelien dishes. amazing.
went to swensons to eat ice cream after going to the Hello Singtel shop to get my new sim card. my mom keeps callin it the hello kitty shop (unintentionally). i dun see a lot of link betw. the two. but oh wellz...nvr mind.
i am quite happy today overall coz i finally bought my BIG BIG pencil case. YIPPEE!!!
muaha... muahaha... muahahaha...

today kai ling and i went back to skool to check out the guides. OMG...everything was so sssslllloooowwww-moooooviinnggg. when i reach the skool, the coy was mooovvving the poles for sunning. so i decided not to disturb them and like u noe, give them space to do work. becoz when i was in their situation, i absolutely detested the seniors who stared at us with their gold-fish looking eyes while we do our work as if hoping someone wud make a mistake. so it was only after they moved on to do some marching did kai ling and i took a look at the poles. uh...they kept it. they moved the poles out for barely 5 mins and then they kept it. its that called sunning? thats barely warming. so a concern crossed me. if this is what they call sunning, i am a lil worried how they dry their clothes in the sun. 10 mins? oh man....i noe global warming is increasing but the earth has not become that hot as to dry things in 5 MINS!!!!
but aniwaez, i am only a senior. so i will shut up. the only liberty i have extends to the limits of this blog.
then we met chua, grace, yu fang, angie, geok hian at K box. seriously, this is my first time entering that place i had absolutely no idea it was located in toa payoh. think it took over the old Popular location. i tot it was somewhere in jurong west.
so we sang. sang. sigh. wished yvonne and huay shan was here. haha. no one wud certainly stop them. chua and i wanted to watch exorsism today but apparently she forgot to call me after her interview. haha. so maybe we will go on wed...unless we both forget. sigh. its tough to be old.

recently, despite the exams being over and done with, i have been feeling rather angsty. i suppose friendship is the word. to all of u people reading this entry rite now, do u think it is rite to juz chuck a friend aside juz because you two are heading to different schools? and despite her supposedly being ur gd friend, u r like nvr asked to write any of her guestbook because simply with a lame excuse that u two will be seeing each other weekly so there is no way (even if she wanted to) she can forget u? yet ironically, the thing is that she ask those people who are actually going to the same skool to write her guestbook. truthfully, i am not hurt or wadsoever in the midst of all this but rather a lil puzzled and angered.
even on prom night, when u request to juz take one photo with her, she reasons with you that there is no need to take so soon when we have 6 hrs more to slowly take them. however, to my surprise, 5 mins later prior to wad she said, when another friend calls her and me to take pic, she did not reject and in my opinion, she was extremely enthusiastic.
i have done self-reflections on my part to recall if i did her any wrong. in fact, there were one or two times when i blatently asked her point blank in her face if i did any wrong or angered her in anyways. she said no. so perhaps the time has come for me to take the back seat and let her ponder (which she will never bother anyways) why is she acting like an eccentric.
my dear friend, if you happen to chance upon this entry, which you prob. won't coz u simply wud not have ANY time to visit my blog (only) and perhaps think that u have the rest of ur life to do so, i wud actually be very glad. becoz i seldom make my feelings this clear. and even if u were to lament it to all our other close friends, it wouldn't matter even becoz u and i wud be going seperate ways for good. but if u want my advice, stop acting pathetic. nobody cares.
on this note, i wud end my entry and i have two special request that i wud make known to u in due time and hopefully, u wudn't think it is (again) alright NOT to change it coz it is pissing me off.

*normally, after i rant abt someone, i wud make some changes so as to deliver my msg across in the softest and slightest blow i can manage but i guess i now simply dun care!

HEY EVERYONE! ITS SINGAPORE'S 40TH NATIONAL DAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

tee-hee...that shud be enthu enuff...alright so today had been a rather unfruitful day for me...i mean when will it ever be fruitful...had a bad sleep last night...dreamt of the English O'level oral...ccheez...and this morning had tuition test while all my frenz are sleeping like logs in their warm cozy bed....grrr... and just to make my life mre miserable, i took the 2 tests in the classroom filled with giggling girls that kept singing the national day theme song. so it went something like "reach out...heeeh heeeeh ...for ...the hahahahahaha SKKKKIEEEESSSSSSSS. *mumble mumble mumble* can ...ACHEIIIIVVVEEEEEEE!!!!! heeh ehehahahaha"

haha. very funny.

Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
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What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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