recently, despite the exams being over and done with, i have been feeling rather angsty. i suppose friendship is the word. to all of u people reading this entry rite now, do u think it is rite to juz chuck a friend aside juz because you two are heading to different schools? and despite her supposedly being ur gd friend, u r like nvr asked to write any of her guestbook because simply with a lame excuse that u two will be seeing each other weekly so there is no way (even if she wanted to) she can forget u? yet ironically, the thing is that she ask those people who are actually going to the same skool to write her guestbook. truthfully, i am not hurt or wadsoever in the midst of all this but rather a lil puzzled and angered.
even on prom night, when u request to juz take one photo with her, she reasons with you that there is no need to take so soon when we have 6 hrs more to slowly take them. however, to my surprise, 5 mins later prior to wad she said, when another friend calls her and me to take pic, she did not reject and in my opinion, she was extremely enthusiastic.
i have done self-reflections on my part to recall if i did her any wrong. in fact, there were one or two times when i blatently asked her point blank in her face if i did any wrong or angered her in anyways. she said no. so perhaps the time has come for me to take the back seat and let her ponder (which she will never bother anyways) why is she acting like an eccentric.
my dear friend, if you happen to chance upon this entry, which you prob. won't coz u simply wud not have ANY time to visit my blog (only) and perhaps think that u have the rest of ur life to do so, i wud actually be very glad. becoz i seldom make my feelings this clear. and even if u were to lament it to all our other close friends, it wouldn't matter even becoz u and i wud be going seperate ways for good. but if u want my advice, stop acting pathetic. nobody cares.
on this note, i wud end my entry and i have two special request that i wud make known to u in due time and hopefully, u wudn't think it is (again) alright NOT to change it coz it is pissing me off.

*normally, after i rant abt someone, i wud make some changes so as to deliver my msg across in the softest and slightest blow i can manage but i guess i now simply dun care!