Sunday, January 01, 2006

in less than two days time, we will all be heading back to school...except that this time, it is to different JCs and all. recieved a call from a guy called Julian juz a few days back and was told to bring like $20/- for some things we hafta pay. from wad i suspect, we are actually gonna pay them to dirty us! sanity truly driven to the edge!
aniwaez, was kinda toking to chua yesterday and when we were abt to put down the phone, i suppose the realization has suddenly, and finally, struck me that all my friends are really going seperate ways. it was like "...oh ok den...you have fun k? see yo..." i suddenly didn't noe wad i was suppose to say...see you? oh my god..when will that be? juz thinking back all the memories that i have made in CHIJ...for like ten years?!...with all these friends that are with me...and den realizing that the next two gruelling yrs they will not be there anymore to partake in your stressload, burden etc...think i'm gonna breakdown...
well, chua have juz decided not to watch the amtyville horror with me this year anymore. she says that we shall leave that till next yr so that at least there is a reason for us to meet and so on. tot that was cool. well...so shall i say.."see you next yr chua!"?
as for a few friends like marianne w., and fiona goh i suppose there will be less heartache coz we will get to see each other in church every sunday. and angie lives above me! thank god. these make parting less unbearable.
but den i seriously dunno when i will get to see kailing and charmaine tay again...i suppose charmaine will forever be that cheeky monkey that goes round secretly reading others blog as usual, right charmaine? when we go diff. JCs, pls. remember to leave some msgs on my blog sometime too ya?!
sigh...maybe we will all meet again...in east coast one day...

the furthest place is not the end of the world, but rather the ability to reach out to the hearts of the people beside you.

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