i am a grumpy girl rite now cos i can't get any sleep and it is 12 : 28 am acc. to my monitor clock. plus there is school tml. ...actually, accurately sleeping...i mean accurately speaking, it shud be there is school today. i hope my pw grp implement power nap asap...i need it for tml...at first i tot of not sleeping and an insane part of me even tot of catching the football match at 3 am this morning. but after intensive calculations, i realised tt if i didn't sleep tonight, it means my (new) day supposedly started tonight..which my biological clock wud have recorded as morning. coz i slept at 3pm and woke up at 7 pm (as u can see, i have only myself to blame). den tml morning wud be seen as afternoon and afternoon as night. and the impt point to note is that, chem prac is in the afternoon...which means, since biologically it is night time for me, i wud need to sleep, tt means i am tired and tt means i wud be a high suspect or target for mr low. with that, i conclude i muz sleep tonight AT ALL COST...
chin ping said she shall sing lullaby for me to sleep. haha...dun think the song wud be effectively projected thru the msn. shall try a new method i innovated. recalling how physics teachers lecture in NYJC...that shud be an effective method. besides, it is cost effective, health effective (no pills) and efficiency rate is rather high. shall try it out..
today(ytd) is the last day of exams. the last paper i sat for was H1 econs. i tot i studied real hard for the exam. apparently i didn't understand much of wad was asked. not being paranoid (for once!) but is really dunno how to do. not that dunno whether got the correct analysis or not..is dunno the fundamentality of analysis. so maybe i am juz not cut out for econs. perhaps i shud have gone with passion and not instincts and take literature instead. after all, havent everyone often say..."passion is the driving force to success". yet there is a saying "women's instincts are the strongest."
self conflicting statements indeed.