life holds few distinctions but i can safely say that here, typing this entry, sits one of the silliest girls in the country.

since the last entry i posted till today, life has been rather hectic and everything seems to be rather all over the place now. from mondays to fridays, aside from the overloading homework and notes, there are always the tests to study for. and on saturday, drama has just managed to squeeze and plopped itself right smack in the middle of my saturday afternoons which used to be free. as for sundays, tuition is the main event of the day.
but i suppose when it comes to entertainment and leisure, no one can really resist too much of the urge and hence i am here to juz yak about my boring lifestyle. yepz.
life at home is rather empty nowadays with my parents hardly home until the next morning everyday. yepz...my grandma (mother side) has been warded in hospital due to some fatal heart probelms. everyone is worried but somehow i feel rather detached from the situation. i dunno why but its like i am hardly attuned to my surroundings in the family. suppose its those tests and many commitments that had pulled me away from all of these tragic happenings that is going on in the house. but sometimes, like they say, kinship surpass above all. so perhaps i shud take some time to go see my grandma. i dun wanna have any regrets shud anything happen. i admit, my grandma and i have sorta drifted apart over the yrs due to some friction between my dad and her but no matter what happens, she is after all still my granny and perhaps, the time has come to say the words "to forgive and forget; bury the hatchet". i know my dad will, since he has been visiting her faithfully since she is warded in the hospital, but will my granny?
till now, my parents havent exactly asked me to go and visit her or even inquire if i wish to visit her. so is it my duty now, to take the first step to express a wish to reach out to her? perhaps i shudnt say too much since it appears to me that whatever i write has a tendency to miraculously travel to the sharp ears of my parents. sometimes i wonder why cant some people juz read a blog and not spread arnd, esp to people they jolly well noe the writer wud least like to inform, even if its wad they presume to possess for the writer - concern and care.
today during lecture i can say that i have made a complete utter fool outta myself by storming out of the lecture theatre during maths. sigh. i didnt even noe that i ran out that loudly but i was in pain - something went into my eye. sigh...apparently, acc to audrey, it was LOUD. and uncouth i presume. so ashamed. i think i really ought to try and be more lady-like. bah...its gonne be tough.

Everywhere I turn
I see your face
Reminding me of a higher place
Everytime you smile
Angels cry
Everytime you walk on by

i waited but you never appeared.
.:for you i will:.

seems like eons since i last posted an entry on my ancient blog. well, basically it seems like a logical thing to do esp when one hardly has the time to sleep or eat. many things has happened over the past few days since my last update, including the drama welcome tea, CCA bazaar, mel's bdae, henry's bdae, games' day, latest updates on Prison Break, etc. lol. tot i will have alot to speak abt when i get my time to update my blog but now, it seems like i dun wanna tok abt all of that anymore. its like special memories that are kept within you and best remembered but not captured. like rainbows. remember them in your heart.
had maths test today. totally made a fool out of the whole paper. perhaps 6/10 wud be the exact score i will have since i blindly overlooked the binomial formula given to me in my formula booklet. so i suppose my 4 marks juz flew away. can i say i feel pissed? nah...it has always been a failing of mine to be blind.
had LTC breakfast today with the Sir lionell grp. really missed them loads. afterall, not many things can force me to get outta bed willingly esp when i've gone to bed like 1am in the morning. wei jun, as usual, was like a mother hen, making sure we werent late for school and hope we enjoy our day. haha...no wonder i hardly feel homesick during LTC.
okays. to be honest, i am feeling very drained and tired now so basically i am juz typing in anything that pops into my head before the thoughts go *poof* and vanishes. i think i will go back to writing my GP essay..manz..cant even think of something noteworthy to write and i have to present on wednesday. bet i will get a heapful of corrections from Ms shahida den and after that, she will add "but its a GOOD effort." haha..
alrighty. take care pple. i'm off.

with the orientation gradually ceasing, today truly and finally felt like school has started. lecture halls didnt look half as empty as a few days before and tutorials no longer felt like attending private tuition classes. yeapz. somehow, 0626 didnt feel right without the other half disappearing elsewhere. so what else can i say? I AM SUPER GLAD THEY ARE BACK!! especially when i can FINALLY distribute that thick pile of notes away. lol
as i was getting ready to attend school today, i felt as if i was attending an international school as our school hours were pushed to 9am. haha...yea...dream on, vanessa. but nonetheless, with the few extra winks, i indeed felt less tired and dead.
my dad passed me two articles he cut from the newspaper a few days back. LOL...they are articles regarding what eyebrow and hairstyle shape fits your face best. haha...i thought only such stuff would be shared between my mom and me. seems like my dad is trying join our discussion. haha. anw, its sweet of him. he muz have been tired of my incessant ranting on how i dun think my new hairstyle suits me. so he cut out this article to shut me up once and for all.
anw, CCA bazaar is coming REAL soon. am in a nervous wreck that i cant draw enough people to join drama. well, i guess if i done my best, all i have to do is to hope for the best...
cya guys arnd!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
DANG! we are in 2007 oredy..
i am speechless..