dear diary,
today i got to experience the wonders of friendship again. you know, in life, sometimes u will have turns of up and down tide in emotions esp. settling down in new skool, environment etc and today i guess was the sudden turn of the downside. i guess is that i feel that i am slightly being distanced away from one good friend of mine. i dun really noe how to explain this tot and probably u may think i am being paranoid of sumpthin like that but i suppose sometimes, no matter how close frenz are, u will need to sometimes shun away from that person jux so to have some breathing space for urself. and i respect that, coz sometimes i do have this need too. what more is that this friendship perhaps has not gotten to that stage where u are really ready to be with that fren for tt long a period of time. so u can prob. say that our closeness exceeds the capability of friendship. and that is not a sin either. jux that, perhaps it is regret i feel that our friendship has not advanced to that stage.
so as that friend have chosen to go along with another of our friend, i decided to carry on with my OGL duties and that was when i bump into one friend i have managed to meet in NYJC. she managed to brighten up my whole day, i can proudly say that and i am actually quite grateful to her coz she was there for me. yes, i admit we aren't that close and perhaps are only normal friends but i guess that is the miracle of friendship. u dun have to be a super close friend to cheer a friend up. it all comes from within. needless to say, my day was perfect after that. and it got betta...:)
dear diary, i think it is little incidents like this that remind us constantly that not only close friendships are actually worth cherishing. even ok-ok friends must be cherished. coz u dunno when u will need them. or when they will need u. and who knows? this ok-ok friend may juz step up one level in to a good friend.