oh manz..juz reached home from drama and am super super tired. today was really a "shop till we drop" day as we rummage through piles of vintage cloths in bugis, browse through rows and rows of shophouses, travelled from serangoon to bugis, from bugis to kovan, in search of the perfect outfits for the cast. sigh. someone mentioned to me today, (to selfishly put it), she dun even noe why i am putting so much effort to do this when no one will even find out that i helped to make these outfits perfect. and whether it is ugly or not, i am not the one wearing it anyways. lol. BUT to me, along with selfishness comes irresponsibility; along with generousity comes pride and perfection. hence i chose the unselfish path not becoz i am generous, but becoz i want to be deemed perfect.
besides shopping for the clothings today, i came home with a bunch of receipts in hand, waiting for me to sort them out and start doin the accounting. as i type this entry, the receipts still laying quietly and patiently for me to tackle them later. ugh. screwed. i hate accounting. i juz tried awhile and realised i am in debt of $1.10 which flew to i dunno where.. got an earful from my ever-so-perfect-in-accounting daddy on how money is such an impt issue. "wads the point of having a special bag to place the money when u will lose it anyways? u are sooooo lucky that this is only a small amt lost. some people can even lose up to hundreds. take this as a lesson for you"
right. sigh. well..at least he meant well..hee..he paid the $1.10 for me in the end.
being the in-charge of one of drama's department is so stressful. but i wud say it is accomplishing though. however, it drains all ur energy away from u. so much that u dun even have much time for leisure unless u choose to chuck drama aside. chua has been constantly asking me to go out with her sometime around this week or next but i simply cannot find a time to spare with drama meetings three to four times a week. i feel darn shitty for not seeing her for sooo long..and being in the crew, u have to be on the go on when u need to get the set done, wad u need to prepare, wad plot have they decided to change, how are they gonna change it, are the characters still the same etc. and u have to plan accordingly. if u miss the meeting, then high chance u wun noe wad to expect next meeting. yupz. and i heard next friday, drama crew is gonna stay in school till 10pm at night. siaoz. so ya chua..i am so so so so sorry. i will try to see when i am free and so on and will let u noe k? sorry sorry. miss ya loads too..
the worst thing of all i guess is that my drama performance falls on the bday of my ah-ma. however, i need to be there with the drama crew. so tongues will wag. things will spread and without asking, i noe exactly wad is said...my ahma will prob think i have absolutely no respect for her and for chinese new year next year, i will prob receive $1 red packet from her. haha..ok..maybe fifty cents...no? ok..ten cents
sigh. i am so tired now but i still need to stuggle with my PI and my accounts. dun even noe why i am wasting my time to write this entry. cranky behaviour. k. gonna start work. gonna get another cup of coffee (the 4th of the day). gonna get four hrs of sleep only. yippee...