some people say that before u enter JC, the life u are living is like the “earthly heaven” den, when u enter the JC, u get a free sneak preview of the “earthly hell”. and after that, need I still elaborate? I think after reflectin back, I guess there is an element of truth in this saying. yeapz..in less than 5 months, I guess I have seen enuff of some things to make me speechless, angered, hurt, revulsion. but now I noe, there is more. There is always more. And the most challenging thing is that some of ur closest buddies have ventured to other JCs leaving u with few to consult. In my case, I guess I am left with one. Actually, no matter where you go, there will always be politics. Juz that some places are more evident of its presence than others. I think I shud count myself lucky for my class is actually rather caring and nice. So maybe I have not even seen the total sneak preview of politics in JC. Lol. Oh dear…
with the upcoming election 2006, the country is buzzing more abt politics. Heard that the opposition is contesting for 47 seats this round, causing PM Lee to publicly appeal to the mass to vote for them or something like that…actually, I saw some of the candidates on channel 5 the other time. I kinda like one of the female candidates from the PAP side. I think her name is..errrm…umm…tum di da ti tum…nvm. I will rap-a-tap-tap my brain for the name again. aniwaez, her speakin in so darn solid la..sigh..speaking of solid speeches, my GP tutorial was a total bum yesterday. I think I juz embarrassed myself totally la. wadeva. was suppose to do a discussion on “integrity” and due to my laziness, nvr prepare, den have to crap up some things last min. oh manz. But my GP tutor is SO gorgeous la..i feel so weird w/o marianne or chua to tok abt this kinda cheeko-pek stuff. haha..oh wellz. yesterday the boys were saying that grace and I are les. cause we stick to each other constantly. I guess that is how the world evolves. if u stick to close to someone, if it is a boy, u two are a couple; if it is a girl, you are les. I guess that sounds loads betta than being called boy crazy. So I will accept that. hmmmz..feelin sad for grace. I think she rather remain on the pH 7 scale. haha. btw, juz a tot: so if u are constanly arnd boy and girl, are u bisexual? Oh..or iz that consider friendly now? haha.

*OH YES! THE POLITICIAN NAME IS GRACE FU! yes!

haha...its seems that my classmates are starting to visit my blog too. haha. ok ...i betta link the rest of the people to my links first if not tt audrey will nag again. hahaz

~*vanessa*~

yes! it is friday! i noe it will be gone in a flash but i am still glad that it is friday. today, drama did not end at 10pm as planned. we ended as early as 6:45 pm. it is good too since i am so tired i can hardly think straight. right. and also, for once, i dun hafta gulp down jars of coffee to stay awake as i rush thru my last min hw after coming home from drama. tonight, i will sleep after typin finish this entry.
i guess this is the first time i feel that i manage to bond with the girls in the classes i have been. during the first three months, although girls formed majority amonst the class, i stuck to grace solely and vice versa. recently, someone even commented that we WERE anti social. but things have changed! the evolution has taken place. the DOT-KA DOT gang is in full domination. yea! wooooooo! haha...lurve my class loads!
our class is having the angel and mortal game. hmm...well..cannot tok much abt my mortal in case he chance upon this blog. oOpS! and he will noe..but i think i am gonna need to do serious brainstorming to figure out wad am i gonna buy for him!! argh! give wad to a boy? a boy like him? wad will he want? shall ask my godbro or my cousin to go out with me one day.
sigh..see la..one god bro married then only got one to consult...lolz..

also, i got my grp allocation for the pw. can say that i am rather elated with my members. yeapz. definitely looking forward to conquer this together with them. haha...however, all the grps in our class have 5 members and we are the only grp with 4 members. lucky all are competent members. i dare say all are worriers..haha..oh dear...we are the gan cheong grp. btw, there is 3 girls and 1 boy (who is our CT rep) ahaha..we juz told him today that he is our jie mei. haha..he looked totally tortured and bummed out..haha..but as u can see, he is slowly accepting the reality. oOpS!
to add on, my ct rep suffered a relapse on his illness today..juz before his tournament. saw him being supported out of the canteen. he looked quite bad. felt worried for him ..think i will go ask how is he...told u..my grp is all the gan cheong king and queens
well, today is rather an eventful day considering drama and voting elections for councils all happened today. aniwaez, b4 i end off, juz a food for tot: during GP tutorial, i notice all the articles i read, i find the last sentences of each article rather amusin. isit becoz it is really amusing? or is it that i am juz happy to read finish the article? lolz

People are talking, talking 'bout people
I hear them whisper, you won't believe it
They think we're lovers, kept under covers
I just ignore it, but they keep saying
We laugh just a little too loud
We stand just a little too close
We stare just a little too long
Maybe they're seeing something we dont, Darlin.

Lets give them something to talk about
Lets give them something to talk about
Lets give them something to talk about
How about love, love, love, love?

I feel so foolish, I never noticed
You'd act so nervous,
Could you be falling for me?
It took a rumor to make me wonder
Now I'm convinced I'm going under
Thinking 'bout you every day
Dreaming 'bout you every night
Hoping that you feel the same way
Now that we know it, lets really show it, Darlin.

Lets give them something to talk about
A little mystery to figure out
Lets give them something to talk about
How about love, love, love, love? (x2)

oh manz..juz reached home from drama and am super super tired. today was really a "shop till we drop" day as we rummage through piles of vintage cloths in bugis, browse through rows and rows of shophouses, travelled from serangoon to bugis, from bugis to kovan, in search of the perfect outfits for the cast. sigh. someone mentioned to me today, (to selfishly put it), she dun even noe why i am putting so much effort to do this when no one will even find out that i helped to make these outfits perfect. and whether it is ugly or not, i am not the one wearing it anyways. lol. BUT to me, along with selfishness comes irresponsibility; along with generousity comes pride and perfection. hence i chose the unselfish path not becoz i am generous, but becoz i want to be deemed perfect.
besides shopping for the clothings today, i came home with a bunch of receipts in hand, waiting for me to sort them out and start doin the accounting. as i type this entry, the receipts still laying quietly and patiently for me to tackle them later. ugh. screwed. i hate accounting. i juz tried awhile and realised i am in debt of $1.10 which flew to i dunno where.. got an earful from my ever-so-perfect-in-accounting daddy on how money is such an impt issue. "wads the point of having a special bag to place the money when u will lose it anyways? u are sooooo lucky that this is only a small amt lost. some people can even lose up to hundreds. take this as a lesson for you"
right. sigh. well..at least he meant well..hee..he paid the $1.10 for me in the end.
being the in-charge of one of drama's department is so stressful. but i wud say it is accomplishing though. however, it drains all ur energy away from u. so much that u dun even have much time for leisure unless u choose to chuck drama aside. chua has been constantly asking me to go out with her sometime around this week or next but i simply cannot find a time to spare with drama meetings three to four times a week. i feel darn shitty for not seeing her for sooo long..and being in the crew, u have to be on the go on when u need to get the set done, wad u need to prepare, wad plot have they decided to change, how are they gonna change it, are the characters still the same etc. and u have to plan accordingly. if u miss the meeting, then high chance u wun noe wad to expect next meeting. yupz. and i heard next friday, drama crew is gonna stay in school till 10pm at night. siaoz. so ya chua..i am so so so so sorry. i will try to see when i am free and so on and will let u noe k? sorry sorry. miss ya loads too..
the worst thing of all i guess is that my drama performance falls on the bday of my ah-ma. however, i need to be there with the drama crew. so tongues will wag. things will spread and without asking, i noe exactly wad is said...my ahma will prob think i have absolutely no respect for her and for chinese new year next year, i will prob receive $1 red packet from her. haha..ok..maybe fifty cents...no? ok..ten cents
sigh. i am so tired now but i still need to stuggle with my PI and my accounts. dun even noe why i am wasting my time to write this entry. cranky behaviour. k. gonna start work. gonna get another cup of coffee (the 4th of the day). gonna get four hrs of sleep only. yippee...

*yawns* sigh so tired. for the past few days, actually for this whole week, i have been sleeping past 12 midnight for wadeva reasons i am still tryin to figure out. hmmz...aniwaez, yesterday i met up with my ex-tuition fren who is currently now in AJC studyin. watched a movie called INSIDE MAN..by judie foster and that densel washington guy. *thumbs up* its not bad at all! in fact i kinda enjoyed the movie. quite chim though at some point but overall, its money well spent. actually i have to admit that the older generation of HOLLYWOOD actors and actress do act a lot betta as compared to the current batch of green horns. or maybe its becoz all the gd gd producers and directors only get them to act..haha. aniwaez, i won't complain. coz i cannot act.
speaking of which, NYJC drama club is putting up a act at LT4 on the 5th and 6th of may. it is open to everyone from other JCs and Sec skool and Pri skool and Kindergarten skool and Uni as well. and the working world of coz. tickets are priced at $8 so if any of u guys wanna come..call me k? haha...chua alr. said she is gonna come..hope she dun change her mind halfway.
hmmz..as u can see, i have added this entry only for the sake of adding coz my hand is itchin to type. so i am squeezing out as many brain juice as possible to keep me typing continuously. hmm...wad else to tok? oh yeah...today is one of my classmates' bdae. so happy bday to xiu xuan. i doubt she will ever read this msg aniwaez, so i think i can safely tell u guys that there is a surprise for her tonight. coz we are gonna meet for dinner to celebrate with her. but she doesn't noe. she thinks it is only with a few of her close buds. hee. actually, i think surprises for bdae are reallu nice. i mean nice surprises though. yeaz. but i notice that the past few times whenever someone attempts to plan a surprise for me, i hafta spoil it by finding out...unintentionally..then i hafta act surprise. haha...
k i going for lunch now. bye!

out of the blue yesterday, i went to delete 2 of my recent entries coz i felt stupid writing those entries. i oso dunno why i feel that way but it suddenly hit me. yeaps. two nights ago, i had a dream that it was kai ling b'dae. and i forgot. or i didn't noe. but i was at this building that vaguely resemble the IJ skool and chua was walking with anisha..rmb anisha? pri 5 and 6 that girl that went cedar..yea and they apparently was going to look for kai ling to celebrate her b'dae. and when i ask wad day it was, chua apparently had the day written in green chinese words "SUNDAY" slightly below her neck region and she showed me the day... then the next thing i knew, i was being chased by chua, anisha, kai ling and many more..coz i was running home to find kai ling's present...
i dunno wad kind of dream is that..but i noe that this means kai ling's b'dae is coming soon.
kai ling are u honoured?! i dreamt of ur b'dae.
*~vanessa~*