hey everyone..its been a hectic week for me these few days coz my grandma went on holiday and the cooking is sorta left to the maid. so mom and i need to go marketing as well. apart from that, there are also the OGL activities that has been keeping me back from doing wad i want and suppose to do and i feel really bad. anywaez, saw fiona the other day at the church during the eleven o clock service. haha. she overslept. i guess God knew i really missed her a lot. haha. so destiny and fate planned a surprise for me to see her in church as she usually attends the nine o clock service.
btw, saw the class i was in charge of for the O2 orientation. oh manz..gosh! weren't the boys RUDE! yes...R-U-D-E! how rude i will not care to explain but lets juz say two of the boys alr. hit off the wrong note with me. and my another OGL. boy...they are gonna get it tough from both of us..lol
aniwaez, i hope all my friends are havin a blast in their individual skools ya? charmaine? kai ling? hopefully chua? iz everything getting along well for u? hee..
PS: marianne..stop calling me that name will u? i hate it and its really really horrid. juz once and for all CUT IT OUT. juz stop it.
Monday, March 20, 2006
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
right now, i am in the midst of typing out a horrid encounter i had durin the march hols with kai ling ...i mean not not of kai ling..but errr...how to put it..like she and i had met the horrid encounter while we were out..decided not to type out in case the person will chance upon my blog or something since he/she got my full name.
but at the same time, i have this itch to update the blog yet that incident dominate the 90% of my life..ok.. here goes nothin.
u noe, sometimes when u have nothin to write yet want to write something, u wud start to reflect and topics i tend to reflect majorly evolves arnd my friends. i think that this whole blog is mainly read by my IJ friends and maybe a few of the new frenz in NYJC but that is like 1% population. or perhaps there is like this person who is constantly peeking into my entry to see if there is any update abt her juz becoz she caught me mentioning once abt her. no..not u charmaine.shan't tease u any longer...THAT PERSON SHUD NOE WHO IS SHE...
well..i haven't got a chance to ask anyone if they actually found a few frenz they can hit off in their JC apart from the IJ peeps. well, i have. i mean, of coz it ain't gonna be that tight of a bonding like the IJ people...eg chua (6 yrs of friendship)..eg charmaine (10 yrs of friendship)..kai ling (4 yrs of friendship)..marianne (4 yrs of friendship)..min ser (10 yrs of frienship)..grace (4 yrs of friendship) ..but considering we can actually hit off like in a few mnths, i guess it is really more than i can ask for. at first, i had one other fren like that too, yun qian, but now that she has left to go poly, i am left with this special friend of mine. special coz it is not everytime u get a friend u can sit for hours and talk to her..ok..mostly comprises of suaning...but wadeva. oh yeah, and in the incident tt i mentioned at the top, she did help me alot too coz i was really worried at that point in time when i was suppose to meet that person and she had been there with me. actually, i didn't ask her to accompany me. i juz happened to bump into her on my way there. i suppose this is wad pple call fate betw. friends. and she stopped wadeva she was doing to help me. which was fabulous her. yea. thanks alot to u reading.
haha...i figured that pple who aren't aware of wad happened to me and kai ling will be clueless abt wad happened to me..but no matter, the entries of the incident will be published the min. all this is over. juz need to get over it first. yeapz. but if u wanna noe real bad..haha juz ask me or kai ling..haha
but at the same time, i have this itch to update the blog yet that incident dominate the 90% of my life..ok.. here goes nothin.
u noe, sometimes when u have nothin to write yet want to write something, u wud start to reflect and topics i tend to reflect majorly evolves arnd my friends. i think that this whole blog is mainly read by my IJ friends and maybe a few of the new frenz in NYJC but that is like 1% population. or perhaps there is like this person who is constantly peeking into my entry to see if there is any update abt her juz becoz she caught me mentioning once abt her. no..not u charmaine.shan't tease u any longer...THAT PERSON SHUD NOE WHO IS SHE...
well..i haven't got a chance to ask anyone if they actually found a few frenz they can hit off in their JC apart from the IJ peeps. well, i have. i mean, of coz it ain't gonna be that tight of a bonding like the IJ people...eg chua (6 yrs of friendship)..eg charmaine (10 yrs of friendship)..kai ling (4 yrs of friendship)..marianne (4 yrs of friendship)..min ser (10 yrs of frienship)..grace (4 yrs of friendship) ..but considering we can actually hit off like in a few mnths, i guess it is really more than i can ask for. at first, i had one other fren like that too, yun qian, but now that she has left to go poly, i am left with this special friend of mine. special coz it is not everytime u get a friend u can sit for hours and talk to her..ok..mostly comprises of suaning...but wadeva. oh yeah, and in the incident tt i mentioned at the top, she did help me alot too coz i was really worried at that point in time when i was suppose to meet that person and she had been there with me. actually, i didn't ask her to accompany me. i juz happened to bump into her on my way there. i suppose this is wad pple call fate betw. friends. and she stopped wadeva she was doing to help me. which was fabulous her. yea. thanks alot to u reading.
haha...i figured that pple who aren't aware of wad happened to me and kai ling will be clueless abt wad happened to me..but no matter, the entries of the incident will be published the min. all this is over. juz need to get over it first. yeapz. but if u wanna noe real bad..haha juz ask me or kai ling..haha
Thursday, March 09, 2006
dear diary,
today i got to experience the wonders of friendship again. you know, in life, sometimes u will have turns of up and down tide in emotions esp. settling down in new skool, environment etc and today i guess was the sudden turn of the downside. i guess is that i feel that i am slightly being distanced away from one good friend of mine. i dun really noe how to explain this tot and probably u may think i am being paranoid of sumpthin like that but i suppose sometimes, no matter how close frenz are, u will need to sometimes shun away from that person jux so to have some breathing space for urself. and i respect that, coz sometimes i do have this need too. what more is that this friendship perhaps has not gotten to that stage where u are really ready to be with that fren for tt long a period of time. so u can prob. say that our closeness exceeds the capability of friendship. and that is not a sin either. jux that, perhaps it is regret i feel that our friendship has not advanced to that stage.
so as that friend have chosen to go along with another of our friend, i decided to carry on with my OGL duties and that was when i bump into one friend i have managed to meet in NYJC. she managed to brighten up my whole day, i can proudly say that and i am actually quite grateful to her coz she was there for me. yes, i admit we aren't that close and perhaps are only normal friends but i guess that is the miracle of friendship. u dun have to be a super close friend to cheer a friend up. it all comes from within. needless to say, my day was perfect after that. and it got betta...:)
dear diary, i think it is little incidents like this that remind us constantly that not only close friendships are actually worth cherishing. even ok-ok friends must be cherished. coz u dunno when u will need them. or when they will need u. and who knows? this ok-ok friend may juz step up one level in to a good friend.
today i got to experience the wonders of friendship again. you know, in life, sometimes u will have turns of up and down tide in emotions esp. settling down in new skool, environment etc and today i guess was the sudden turn of the downside. i guess is that i feel that i am slightly being distanced away from one good friend of mine. i dun really noe how to explain this tot and probably u may think i am being paranoid of sumpthin like that but i suppose sometimes, no matter how close frenz are, u will need to sometimes shun away from that person jux so to have some breathing space for urself. and i respect that, coz sometimes i do have this need too. what more is that this friendship perhaps has not gotten to that stage where u are really ready to be with that fren for tt long a period of time. so u can prob. say that our closeness exceeds the capability of friendship. and that is not a sin either. jux that, perhaps it is regret i feel that our friendship has not advanced to that stage.
so as that friend have chosen to go along with another of our friend, i decided to carry on with my OGL duties and that was when i bump into one friend i have managed to meet in NYJC. she managed to brighten up my whole day, i can proudly say that and i am actually quite grateful to her coz she was there for me. yes, i admit we aren't that close and perhaps are only normal friends but i guess that is the miracle of friendship. u dun have to be a super close friend to cheer a friend up. it all comes from within. needless to say, my day was perfect after that. and it got betta...:)
dear diary, i think it is little incidents like this that remind us constantly that not only close friendships are actually worth cherishing. even ok-ok friends must be cherished. coz u dunno when u will need them. or when they will need u. and who knows? this ok-ok friend may juz step up one level in to a good friend.
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