hey guys...i realised i have been bloggin lots lately even if there is nothin special goin on in my stupid life. i guess the boring after exams days have finally taken its toll on me. boo hoo hoo. nonetheless...i shall juz keep blogging till i am sick of bloggin then i will find myself ANOTHER boring hobby.
so today my mum and i went for lunch at some place called PARISS...ya. it was buffet lunch and wah!!!! shiok! they got abalone...sharks fin...sushi...black pepper crab... crayfish ...oysters...salad bars... whoa sai...u want wad they got wad. so we came at abt twelve. and there were two ladies that were oredy there. one was wearing a pair of clogs that u can hear when she is coming back from picking food or where she is walking coz it was simply that loud. its like u r drinkin soup and then behind u, u hear the clogs go "(to the east) clack clack clack....(then to the west) clack clack clack clack...."
and also, there were a family who didn't know where the dishes were placed. so when the five-year-old saw me holding a plate, she practically got so excited that she tripped on the way towards me. i never seen someone got so excited to see a porcelien object. then she hollered at me : WHERE DID YOU FIND THE PLATES? to be honest, i was quite stunned. so i merely pointed to the hole below me (at her eye-level) and she screamed in delight at the white stationery porcelien dishes. amazing.
went to swensons to eat ice cream after going to the Hello Singtel shop to get my new sim card. my mom keeps callin it the hello kitty shop (unintentionally). i dun see a lot of link betw. the two. but oh wellz...nvr mind.
i am quite happy today overall coz i finally bought my BIG BIG pencil case. YIPPEE!!!
muaha... muahaha... muahahaha...

today kai ling and i went back to skool to check out the guides. OMG...everything was so sssslllloooowwww-moooooviinnggg. when i reach the skool, the coy was mooovvving the poles for sunning. so i decided not to disturb them and like u noe, give them space to do work. becoz when i was in their situation, i absolutely detested the seniors who stared at us with their gold-fish looking eyes while we do our work as if hoping someone wud make a mistake. so it was only after they moved on to do some marching did kai ling and i took a look at the poles. uh...they kept it. they moved the poles out for barely 5 mins and then they kept it. its that called sunning? thats barely warming. so a concern crossed me. if this is what they call sunning, i am a lil worried how they dry their clothes in the sun. 10 mins? oh man....i noe global warming is increasing but the earth has not become that hot as to dry things in 5 MINS!!!!
but aniwaez, i am only a senior. so i will shut up. the only liberty i have extends to the limits of this blog.
then we met chua, grace, yu fang, angie, geok hian at K box. seriously, this is my first time entering that place i had absolutely no idea it was located in toa payoh. think it took over the old Popular location. i tot it was somewhere in jurong west.
so we sang. sang. sigh. wished yvonne and huay shan was here. haha. no one wud certainly stop them. chua and i wanted to watch exorsism today but apparently she forgot to call me after her interview. haha. so maybe we will go on wed...unless we both forget. sigh. its tough to be old.

recently, despite the exams being over and done with, i have been feeling rather angsty. i suppose friendship is the word. to all of u people reading this entry rite now, do u think it is rite to juz chuck a friend aside juz because you two are heading to different schools? and despite her supposedly being ur gd friend, u r like nvr asked to write any of her guestbook because simply with a lame excuse that u two will be seeing each other weekly so there is no way (even if she wanted to) she can forget u? yet ironically, the thing is that she ask those people who are actually going to the same skool to write her guestbook. truthfully, i am not hurt or wadsoever in the midst of all this but rather a lil puzzled and angered.
even on prom night, when u request to juz take one photo with her, she reasons with you that there is no need to take so soon when we have 6 hrs more to slowly take them. however, to my surprise, 5 mins later prior to wad she said, when another friend calls her and me to take pic, she did not reject and in my opinion, she was extremely enthusiastic.
i have done self-reflections on my part to recall if i did her any wrong. in fact, there were one or two times when i blatently asked her point blank in her face if i did any wrong or angered her in anyways. she said no. so perhaps the time has come for me to take the back seat and let her ponder (which she will never bother anyways) why is she acting like an eccentric.
my dear friend, if you happen to chance upon this entry, which you prob. won't coz u simply wud not have ANY time to visit my blog (only) and perhaps think that u have the rest of ur life to do so, i wud actually be very glad. becoz i seldom make my feelings this clear. and even if u were to lament it to all our other close friends, it wouldn't matter even becoz u and i wud be going seperate ways for good. but if u want my advice, stop acting pathetic. nobody cares.
on this note, i wud end my entry and i have two special request that i wud make known to u in due time and hopefully, u wudn't think it is (again) alright NOT to change it coz it is pissing me off.

*normally, after i rant abt someone, i wud make some changes so as to deliver my msg across in the softest and slightest blow i can manage but i guess i now simply dun care!