Sunday, March 25, 2007

Thursday, March 22, 2007
Block tests are finally over and 0626 went to marina bay for steamboat to celebrate its passing over. YAY!

Yesss…It’s a death worth celebrating about and I am not being sadistic. Ask any student. They will probably proclaim their rejoice in a more explicit tone and emotion than me.
Didn’t really take as many pictures as I would like to have over there partially becos I was really tired from a whole day out shopping with the girls, plus I was hungry, and the usual reason that everyone was shunning away from the camera. It’s so weird that people dislike taking pictures yet at the end of the event, approach me to send them their photos. I mean like...there is none, dun you get it? Coz you went into hiding...lol…of course the above does not apply to everyone yea...juz a passing thought. :D
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Another thing worth celebrating is the increment in drama members after O1 and O2. there are more than 40 pple in the club now and I dunno if the numbers will still increase or decrease after the first meeting held on Wednesday, straight after my last paper. It was a really crowded meeting and though the numbers are still fluctuating, I am really pleased with the effort drama club has put to achieved this success.
After the party, neetha and I sat down and really got down to talking the deep junk like wads next for drama and the occasional efficiency breakdown between the two of us. It was a lil scary at first, esp since I was the one who brought it up but I guess, I rather it happened than not happen cos at least I feel closer to her now in this friendship and I know we will be more efficient now that we know wad each other wants. Actually, the thing is very simple. Our mindsets are very different. We have different forms of leadership styles but ultimately, although the route we take to the goal is different, what is most important is that the goal is the same – we want the best for drama club. After thinking for very long, I have decided that the solution to this all is to work out a way to compromise each other’s differing leadership styles and I am sure the efficiency will improve tremendously. With that having said, the surprising thing to both of us is that despite our bickering on the stuff we dun see eye to eye, it has never really affected our friendship much. Like when we will still be great pals. I feel blessed! *smiles*
Friday, March 23, 2007
Got real stress up about certain stuff on Friday night but chin ping was there for me...mainly coz I bugged her...again. OoPS! Hope she didn’t mind me..but I really was at a loss and felt very stifled there and then. Fortunately or unfortunately, I came to a conclusion for myself and I felt better ever since. Grace also said it was okay so I guess with the approval of ur good fren, I have the courage and heart to do what I have to do. Ooo..and the thing that cheered me up the most that day was that I was able to see chua after eons.

There was so much to talk and so much to say but as usual the words didn’t flow as fast as I wanted or expected to. Instead it was more of just getting to find out how stuff are heading along for each other and really just to hear that each other are going along fine. We went to Thai Express for lunch, watched “Mr. Bean’s holiday” and den headed to Andersen for ice cream!!! My mood really lifted after the meeting. Ooo...plus we shopped. And shopped. And shopped. We didn’t drop. So we only went home about seven plus. On the way out of marina square, we saw there was a fashion parade about to start but both our parents were alr. Screeching at us to come home so we had to give it a miss. Oh how I wanted to watch it. Nvr really got to see one before.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Anw, I went to watch “Stomp The Yard” with my secondary school frenz, that is chua, kai ling, charmaine, yu fang and jacynth. Superb! The dancing was unique and the dance moves were slick and funny too. Haha..yea..like how often do you hear of dance moves being funny? Heh heh...the way the dancers mock the others’ dance moves were simply hilarious la. Thankfully I was with my closest buds or else, other people would probably be scared off at the way I laugh. *screech* HAHAHAHA!!! *screech*

Also, we celebrated charmaine’s birthday at fish & co. where grace and geok hian joined us from tuition and church respectively. Haha...embarrassed charmaine to the fullest extent when the staff came out to celebrate the birthday with her. And they did that “fish & co.” birthday chant for her and made her stand on the chair holding a sparkler.
Haha...suffered utter humiliation for her. (Shant show any pictures of it in case she gets upset with me)...they even threatened her tt if she doesn’t stand on the chair, they will smash the birthday cake on her...lol. oh dear...i think she will take revenge on all of us next time on our birthdays. Haha...nvm la..my one long way to go...she’d probably forgotten by then. The sweet thing about this whole event was that there were two IJ girls working at the fish & co. place. And when they found out that we were IJ girls too, on the birthday postcard that fish & co. gives to every of their birthday customers, they wrote “IJ rocks!” just below their greetings.

It sounds simple but it felt so good to feel the IJ warmth again everywhere you go. Haha...while walking along orchard road later on, charmaine and I even realized that we have been friends for nearly 12 years! Whoa! Who would have expected that?
Went to take neoprints with them after dinner and on the way, saw someone really cute... TADA!
Goodness...his pictures were floating everywhere in orchard road cos he was a model for one of the shops. Whee...my frenz tot I was crazy though..as usual. Anw, when we were decorating our neoprints then, I met someone..umm..can consider equally cute ba...haha..she will be so pleased to read this. Yep yep..grace and I bumped into our beloved friend CARINE! With her Indonesian friends. Got a shock so my reaction was quite big. Anw, we bumped into each other everywhere we go thereafter and we even ended up taking the same train back. Ho ho ho..wad
fate!
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Its Sunday 2:00am in the morning. I really dunno how am I possibly gonna wake up for tuition tml and survive the whole day outdoor. Anw, will be meeting chin ping soon for tuition and getting more freaked out as the minutes ticked by for Monday. I really dunno what to expect for the papers I am about to receive from the block tests. I wasn’t as fully prepared as I had liked to be so I garner no hope or whatsoever. Yet I cannot help feeling worried or anxious cos the last thing I need is for my parents to come down to see Mr. Pp or worst still, enter some study prog. the school has devilishly designed for the pple who flung block tests.

I think this is the most truthful entry I have ever written cos usually I will correct a lot of my language and content before I publish. But I guess I am just gonna publish w/o taking a second peek at it again. Yepz. So if I said anything weird, oOpS! I am sorry...i think. Haha

Another note for a darling:
Dear grace, do take care aiight? Hope your flu is recovered much much more since I last saw you on Saturday. hope to see you fit and well when Monday comes. Rest more and drink lotsa water! Take care deary!

Saturday, March 03, 2007

this is a classic example why children shudnt teach their parents to get in touch with the younger side of them. if you have checked out my gb, you would realise an ultra-familiar name has just frequented my blog.
yes...i think its cool to a large extent that your father actually knows how to sign ur guestbook, although you were the one who taught him how to, but the large extent will be reduced to a small extent almost immediately when you realise that the stuff he tags are ultimately still the same stuff that parents howl at us through the traditional way - the verbal way.
unfortunately, or fortunately for my parents, they decided to reduce the generation gap, and take the non-traditional and high-tech way. use the blog.

Friday, March 02, 2007

entry written on 01 March, 2007
bleaugh...i am so irritated with myself this current moment, i simply do not know where to begin or even how to begin illustrating this seething emotion. RAAAA!!!!! ugh...
just tot perhaps i shud warn the opposite gender if any happen to be reading this: i think the reason why i am irritated with myself is not something you may be able to understand with, unless you are those sensitive new age guys. yep. so if you insist of reading on, please bear with my imprudent childishness for which i will not apologise.
today is perhaps one of the most disgraceful days i have ever chanced upon. i think that even with my limited amount of intelligence, i ought to figure out that hanging your stupid mouth open for the school photographer to take a picture of you will be absolutely nonsensical. but NO! darling vanessa went ahead with her stupid pose, which was wierdly, but highly encouraged by the photographers. so during the CCA leaders' photo shoot, while everyone had their glam pose and positions ready, someone sitting right smack in the middle has her big mouth open like a idiot gawking away for the whole entire school to laugh at once the photo is developed. i seriously wun be surprised if someone attempts to vandalise my picture. cos i will want to if i am others...ugh
grrrrrraAAAHHHHH!!!! i am really so frustrated and worried at the same time that the picture will turn out really horrid. but i was holding on to 2 puppets at that time and their mouths were hanging open as well. so i thought the sensible thing is not to try and be demure cos
1. i wud never be able to be demure...ahaa..yes..vanessa wun try to kid herself
2. that wud look really fake when you are holding two crazy puppets and smiling nicely and all.
sigh...my name will be on the photo for the next few generations to have some entertainment with. and the last thing they need is to blow up my picture real big and make it the picture of the day, titled "close your mouth". BAH!
i am so scared you will see it. i dunno which will be better. for you to see it and laugh at me after that, or see it and just keep mum about it - but in your mind thinking how atrocious i look. i think i really care about your opinion. perhaps more than others. perhaps if others laugh at my photo, the only reason why i will be irritated is because deep down inside, i am just afraid that you will be thinking the same negative comments but too polite to say it. so perhaps when the picture is developed and shown to the entire school, you can just come up to me and lie to vanessa, saying "hey you look really awesome!" and i may even feel betta.
or maybe before that, the picture will be torn down by me or someone else who is just as disgusted by my presence.
yucks.