Wednesday, January 18, 2006

elloz everyone! today was CCA day and we had ODAC training too..oh boy and did we have it tough! we sprint round the school (which was big) and did 30 spider push-ups, 30 split jumps, 30 crunches, 30 tiger push ups, 30 normal push ups and 30 squatters. that was considered as one set. we did more than ten times in total.
oh yeah, and did i mention, we walk-run from nan yang to khatib forest on saturday. that took five hours in total. yeap, though it had been very tiring but nonetheless, it was really fun when we recalled, coz we weren't doing it invidually. we did it as a team. that made the whole outing fun. and then we went to explore the khatib forest. whee..i was glad that i worn my old pair of school shoes instead of my adidas shoes coz the whole damn place was sticky, muddy, wet and sloppy. so as you plunge each feet into the terrifying mud, u can literally hear your shoes squeak out in pain and abhorrence and "squish"
there, we had outdoor cooking. yeap. we had it. not like the one in guides but rather really with the stickes, pebbles, wood, no oil, juz me and the team. of coz some grps had it rather and some was not bad. heheh..i wud like to classify my team under the latter category since we won the best food award. muahahaha. as for the rather unsuccessfully cooked food, which were mainly raw, the leaders gave us ten minutes and each of us were suppose to gobble two mouthfuls of it each so as to not waste it. haha. was telling kai ling the other night, suppose we do this for the guides in ij...haha the parents wud long ago complain. thats the best thing anyone noe how to do these days. but then again, i think they won't coz the guides wudn't even make it during the walk to khatib forest. ok. i am mean.
aniwaez, today was like sports cca day coz i hafta run 7 rounds during P.E. too before the gruelling ODAC but ok, it was aiight...manageable. but OMG, the guys were all like rockets and they juz kept "whooosshhh!" past us. freaky..

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

today was the madd-iest day of the week. it was unending lessons scheduled for the PCME students and though it is still never as hectic as the lives in secondary skool, well, it was more crazy when u compare it to other days. BUT! there is P.E. tml. shucks. i heard we hafta run EI8HT rounds! well..at least CJC had to run 12 runs. muaha. muahaha. muahahahaha...
we had CCA bazaar today so came home like arnd 5 plus. i am pleased to say that i have signed up for the ODAC as well as DRAMA. tot working as backstage for the drama was kinda cool. aniwaez, there is gonna be a camp this sat for ODAC. part of me, i guess, is rather looking forward. i hope i make frenz. these two weeks have been frenzy making friends week.
the highlight of the day is i have finally met one nasty teacher in the skool. and guess wad? she is teaching maths. sobz sobz. it was like the first day of the lecture for maths and i have assignments to do LIAOZ!!! waahaaa...boo hoo hoo. and i have to read-up some things too. all for that subject. did i mention there were even notes given alr.?! and after nagging, scolding, reprimanding, she concluded "i hope you all will feel extremely welcomed in NYJC coz u made the right choice!" sure.
haiz. still kinda miss IJ. miss those times where we shared the crappiest jokes and laughed together..miss those times where no one cares if we ate rudely or uncouthly..miss those days where we were even nasty or having a bad day but the frenz were still so sensitive and sweet. i suppose it's in the blood. once an IJ gal, forever an IJ gal.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

so far this few days have indeed been a gruelling time for me. apparently orientation was more tiring than i ever tot it wud be. nonetheless, i had lotsa fun here there everywhere though i am still not very used to the fact that there are actually boys in my school now as well as chua, kai ling, charmaing, marianne, etc are no longer wif me too. but then again, i suppose i will nvr get used to it coz such friends are hard to forget. well, at least i am glad that i nvr complained abt CHIJ when i in there but rather, chose to be contented and enjoyed every moment of it coz rite now, i seriously need a strong dose of the IJ SPIRIT and juz the enter the skool again to feel "LIFE".
throughout these few days in skool, i muz say that one of the few things i am very impressed with is that they are extremely organised. so far, i dun think there is a school that lets you off at 5:00pm sharp when they state it in the booklet (yeap. there is EVEN A BOOKLET) and nanyang did it. also, the pple there, especially my orientation leaders, are very nice and sweet. haha. wanna hear a joke? i am nominated to represent my grp for disco night queen. muahahaha. funny rite?! nvm. the real joke will come when u see me dance! ugh. but i guess i will try to be sporting. yes. true essence of a girl guides. whoo hoo
i seriously think tt i have a nerd face. the guai guai look. everyone tends to tell me to relax and says that i have a worried expression wif me all the time. i think i am juz looking like that lah..haha. the only way my face is gonna relax is when it melts.so yupz.
so far, i am pleased wif my JC. getting along well wif both girls and guys on the whole. but that doesn't mean that i don't miss IJ.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

in less than two days time, we will all be heading back to school...except that this time, it is to different JCs and all. recieved a call from a guy called Julian juz a few days back and was told to bring like $20/- for some things we hafta pay. from wad i suspect, we are actually gonna pay them to dirty us! sanity truly driven to the edge!
aniwaez, was kinda toking to chua yesterday and when we were abt to put down the phone, i suppose the realization has suddenly, and finally, struck me that all my friends are really going seperate ways. it was like "...oh ok den...you have fun k? see yo..." i suddenly didn't noe wad i was suppose to say...see you? oh my god..when will that be? juz thinking back all the memories that i have made in CHIJ...for like ten years?!...with all these friends that are with me...and den realizing that the next two gruelling yrs they will not be there anymore to partake in your stressload, burden etc...think i'm gonna breakdown...
well, chua have juz decided not to watch the amtyville horror with me this year anymore. she says that we shall leave that till next yr so that at least there is a reason for us to meet and so on. tot that was cool. well...so shall i say.."see you next yr chua!"?
as for a few friends like marianne w., and fiona goh i suppose there will be less heartache coz we will get to see each other in church every sunday. and angie lives above me! thank god. these make parting less unbearable.
but den i seriously dunno when i will get to see kailing and charmaine tay again...i suppose charmaine will forever be that cheeky monkey that goes round secretly reading others blog as usual, right charmaine? when we go diff. JCs, pls. remember to leave some msgs on my blog sometime too ya?!
sigh...maybe we will all meet again...in east coast one day...

the furthest place is not the end of the world, but rather the ability to reach out to the hearts of the people beside you.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

today is a lazy-dazy day for me, maybe its due to the fats that are i am piling on at a horrendous rate.yeaps. it has gotta be...ugh
met kailing, angie and chua today to watch the chronicles of narnia. not bad. not bad at all. heard that charmaine watched the pirated version of it so she didn't join us. hmm...before the commencing of the movie, a short film of the pirated version of the show was shown to once again tell us that piracy is bad. kinda reminded me of charmaine. i mean the pirated version looked real bad, and i mean real bad. it wud be a pity if she had to watch like that. but then again, i guess not. these cinema people always tend to show the worst of the worst pirated version.
chua and angie gave me a bracelet today as christmas gift. altogether, i received two bracelets for christmas and they are all super beautiful. my mom says that i shud stop having so many bracelets since i only got two hands. oh wells. she has more than fifteen necklaces but there is only ONE neck...besides, i still want to have more bracelets...
aiight..i am really exhuasted now though i dunno why...i sleep eat play all day and yet i feel tired...lifestyle of a sloth..yippee

Friday, December 23, 2005

in a flash and christmas is arnd the corner. juz checked my christmas to-do list and i guess everything is almost done.
christmas cards bought
christmas cards sent
christmas tree fixed and decorated
christmas presents bought
christmas presents given
and are you broke? yes. wid a big hole in my pocket.
come to think of it, i juz realise that my primary skool close friends are gonna meet up arnd christmas time too, which means my christmas shopping is not exactly done altogether. ugh. k. i will have to rack-a-tap-tap my exhausted brain to think of some more christmas gifts.
for the past few days, i exhauasted myself and the dvd player watchin MARS (zhan shen) by vic zhou and da s. i watched this show twice within this hols liaoz and the second time i wid angie. thx to her i have been woken up twice like super early juz to watch the vcd wid her and the marathon is still gruelling on. so far i guess zai zai and da s are one of the best on screen and off screen couple. lets hope it wudn't turn out to be like the stupid britney-justin relationship. also, i heard that zai zai is gonna act with li yu chun aka supergirl (dunno who the blue hell is that). i was thinking no matter how i pronounce the name, doesn't it sound like fishing village (yu chun(1st sound)) or stupidity (yu chun(3rd sound))? nvm. angie has this "huge" worry that zai zai will fall for that yu chun person after acting the show wif her coz he looks like those kind who mixes up his emotions on screen and off screen. ok...i suppose he is a lil like that but oh wellz, the fishing village girl betta look gd then. besides the actual roles for the show is not exactly appointed yet. producers are currently debating whether to star zai zai or zhang zheng. of coz angie will vote for zhang zheng in fear of zai zai being robbed away from da s.
juz visited zai zai fan club website. saw someone posted this message saying "da s is a bitch. how dare she steal my zai zai away from me! zai zai will be too good for her". personally i think that this is one of the lowest maturity and intellectual level a fan can ever stoop to declare how much she likes this idol. i think it is basically okay to comment on their relationship. after all evryone is entitled to their own opinion. but for heaven's sake dun say farnie stuff like stealing zai zai away from me coz he was nvr urs to begin with. and i suppose this person is having the hallucination that zai zai wud fall for her if da s wasn't there?! hahaha...thats a gd joke.

Friday, December 16, 2005

today is mummy's birthday so *happy birthday to you*. juz finished watching The Rainbow Connection. wah...they dance damn nice lah...i miss the dance except for jeanette aw and her partner dancing. so graceful...whoo hoo...
actually what i am more attracted is the background music that they danced to. trying to find the title of that piece. sigh...can anyone help? sighz...no soundtrack, no name, no tune...dun even noe wher to begin...

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

ok...practically the whole of 2/2 is having a world of their time now....swimming, tanning, cycling and me? pathetically sitting in front of my com. gawking at the computer screen. i think i have finally foind sumpthin i hate more than injections...MEDICINE! TABLETS! pui! i am practically reeked with the stinking smell of medicine and this morning, diahorrea juz cannot stand NOT laying its nasty hands on me.
but i suppose last night was worse than this morning. at least i am able to walk about this morning. last night, my temp decided it was not high enuff so it flew to a temp of 38.3C. actually it was more than that but i took the thermometer out before it cud record any higher. digusted. i cud barely move and was laid on the couch like a zombie plainly watching tv. i managed to drag my dead carcass in front of the tv to watch tiramisu coz i found out through last week episode that there was a rather erm...above average looking guy acting. lol. so like me. nvm.
mum juz rented a few horror shows to watch wif me...i think one is called amtyville. so nice of her to rent horror movies for me though she is scared to death of these movies. now she is gonna watch it with me. heh heh. some good is coming out from all this idiotic - ness afterall.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

dear bloggie,
currently, i am having a stupid illness called fever. and because of this idiot, i cannot go watch movie "Perhaps Love" with my friends, kailing, chua and charmaine which i had been looking so forward to do so. SHUCKS!
come to think of it, i think there are several possibilities that cud have caused me to have this.
1. the east coast outing....had a tan, refuse to drink ample supply of water
2. lack of water
3. late nights early mornings
4. there was this stupid guy that was seated behind me in a SBS bus. he kept coughing, sneezing and my brain didn't even think once of moving away.
so my conclusion is that i am suffering becoz of nobody or anyone but myself. sigh.
tomorrow there is a class outing to sentosa with class 2/2. i hope i can make it there. i promised chua to teach her cycling. SHUCKS! DOUBLE SHUCKS!
nothing is confirmed yet. my temperature is fluctuating. 37.4C, 37.7C, 37.2C, 36.7C, 36.8C...whats the next no. pattern?

Friday, December 09, 2005

recently, i have found myself settling in the worst of the worst "holiday hobbies" - idolising.
thanks to the TV..i have started a superb humongous craze over luo zhi xiang...going madness whenever i see 100% entertainment at 5:00pm .. AND DEN stayin up till 12:30am - 2:00am (depending on the time the show is aired) to see the repeated episode. so altogether, i watch the show twice. and i think if they were to air the show anytime, i wud watch it for another time. haiz. i hope this kinda craze wears out soon. i do not have stamina for such things. but arrrghhhh...he is sooooo cuuute!!!! and he got a cold and a sore throat and a cough today. i hope he gets will soon. sigh.
and then, thanks to 100% entertainment, i have gotten the craze for nicholas tse as well...oh man...y are some stars juz sooooo goood-looking..haiz...and i realise he behavedifferently too (for the better)...wonder is it really true or is my craze acting up again. so i went to the vcd shop and rented ALL the shows he acted in and now i am stayin up from dusk till dawn (yep no mistake) watching all his shows...laughing incessantly and turning insane. of coz, i stop watching during the time 100% entertainment is aired...other than that...its feeding the dvd player!!!!!!!
ok...my dad says give the dvd player five mins rest...its five mins is up. i shall cont'd watching. cya!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

YIPPPEEEE!!! *sings* i noe how to cycle! i noe how to cycle! *sings* okay...i bet tons of people do lar but at least now i am one of them...finally.
so yesterday kai ling..charmaine..grace..jacynth and me went to east coast park to play and eat. yupz...burn the fats then pile them up again... we met at the bus interchange at tp. i was THE FIRST TO ARRIVE! saw jaycynth coming so decided to wave to her...she walked towards me...i cont'd to wave...she walked past me... - -"
charmaine had intelligently brought only herself...wearing NICE shoes and so on so she cudnt swim with us...jacynth was either nice or she juz oso didnt wanna get wet too coz she accompanied charmaine. then we went to sun tan.

Outcome
i got sun burnt
charmaine turned into a lobster
grace got a tan
kai ling had long hit saturation point so there is no point sun taning..get the point?
jacynth got erm...i didn't think she got a tan...i dunno...erm....she still looked the same.

so i dunno who was worst...charmaine or me
then we ate at some japanese outlet. kai ling and charmaine nvr fail to get into a bicker over the diff betw. food center and food court...i think one was suppose to be bigger than the other. nvr mind.
then me being the junior in cycling, i created lotsa havoc...numerous...sigh but everyone remained safe and sound except me so logically speaking i created lotsa havoc for myself only. i suppose everyone was smart and experienced enuff to dodge. and some people had to stand in the middle of the road while i was cycling and i sorta freaked out. so i said "wah! they think the road their grandfather open izit?!". THEN!!! *drum roll* charmaine said "how can? then wud their grandfather name be called "east coast"?" sighz..
yupz...so it was a fun fun fun fun fun, splendid day! thats all. oh yeah did i mention...we met mari chang. yep.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

hey guys...i realised i have been bloggin lots lately even if there is nothin special goin on in my stupid life. i guess the boring after exams days have finally taken its toll on me. boo hoo hoo. nonetheless...i shall juz keep blogging till i am sick of bloggin then i will find myself ANOTHER boring hobby.
so today my mum and i went for lunch at some place called PARISS...ya. it was buffet lunch and wah!!!! shiok! they got abalone...sharks fin...sushi...black pepper crab... crayfish ...oysters...salad bars... whoa sai...u want wad they got wad. so we came at abt twelve. and there were two ladies that were oredy there. one was wearing a pair of clogs that u can hear when she is coming back from picking food or where she is walking coz it was simply that loud. its like u r drinkin soup and then behind u, u hear the clogs go "(to the east) clack clack clack....(then to the west) clack clack clack clack...."
and also, there were a family who didn't know where the dishes were placed. so when the five-year-old saw me holding a plate, she practically got so excited that she tripped on the way towards me. i never seen someone got so excited to see a porcelien object. then she hollered at me : WHERE DID YOU FIND THE PLATES? to be honest, i was quite stunned. so i merely pointed to the hole below me (at her eye-level) and she screamed in delight at the white stationery porcelien dishes. amazing.
went to swensons to eat ice cream after going to the Hello Singtel shop to get my new sim card. my mom keeps callin it the hello kitty shop (unintentionally). i dun see a lot of link betw. the two. but oh wellz...nvr mind.
i am quite happy today overall coz i finally bought my BIG BIG pencil case. YIPPEE!!!
muaha... muahaha... muahahaha...

Monday, November 28, 2005

today kai ling and i went back to skool to check out the guides. OMG...everything was so sssslllloooowwww-moooooviinnggg. when i reach the skool, the coy was mooovvving the poles for sunning. so i decided not to disturb them and like u noe, give them space to do work. becoz when i was in their situation, i absolutely detested the seniors who stared at us with their gold-fish looking eyes while we do our work as if hoping someone wud make a mistake. so it was only after they moved on to do some marching did kai ling and i took a look at the poles. uh...they kept it. they moved the poles out for barely 5 mins and then they kept it. its that called sunning? thats barely warming. so a concern crossed me. if this is what they call sunning, i am a lil worried how they dry their clothes in the sun. 10 mins? oh man....i noe global warming is increasing but the earth has not become that hot as to dry things in 5 MINS!!!!
but aniwaez, i am only a senior. so i will shut up. the only liberty i have extends to the limits of this blog.
then we met chua, grace, yu fang, angie, geok hian at K box. seriously, this is my first time entering that place i had absolutely no idea it was located in toa payoh. think it took over the old Popular location. i tot it was somewhere in jurong west.
so we sang. sang. sigh. wished yvonne and huay shan was here. haha. no one wud certainly stop them. chua and i wanted to watch exorsism today but apparently she forgot to call me after her interview. haha. so maybe we will go on wed...unless we both forget. sigh. its tough to be old.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

recently, despite the exams being over and done with, i have been feeling rather angsty. i suppose friendship is the word. to all of u people reading this entry rite now, do u think it is rite to juz chuck a friend aside juz because you two are heading to different schools? and despite her supposedly being ur gd friend, u r like nvr asked to write any of her guestbook because simply with a lame excuse that u two will be seeing each other weekly so there is no way (even if she wanted to) she can forget u? yet ironically, the thing is that she ask those people who are actually going to the same skool to write her guestbook. truthfully, i am not hurt or wadsoever in the midst of all this but rather a lil puzzled and angered.
even on prom night, when u request to juz take one photo with her, she reasons with you that there is no need to take so soon when we have 6 hrs more to slowly take them. however, to my surprise, 5 mins later prior to wad she said, when another friend calls her and me to take pic, she did not reject and in my opinion, she was extremely enthusiastic.
i have done self-reflections on my part to recall if i did her any wrong. in fact, there were one or two times when i blatently asked her point blank in her face if i did any wrong or angered her in anyways. she said no. so perhaps the time has come for me to take the back seat and let her ponder (which she will never bother anyways) why is she acting like an eccentric.
my dear friend, if you happen to chance upon this entry, which you prob. won't coz u simply wud not have ANY time to visit my blog (only) and perhaps think that u have the rest of ur life to do so, i wud actually be very glad. becoz i seldom make my feelings this clear. and even if u were to lament it to all our other close friends, it wouldn't matter even becoz u and i wud be going seperate ways for good. but if u want my advice, stop acting pathetic. nobody cares.
on this note, i wud end my entry and i have two special request that i wud make known to u in due time and hopefully, u wudn't think it is (again) alright NOT to change it coz it is pissing me off.

*normally, after i rant abt someone, i wud make some changes so as to deliver my msg across in the softest and slightest blow i can manage but i guess i now simply dun care!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005


HEY EVERYONE! ITS SINGAPORE'S 40TH NATIONAL DAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
tee-hee...that shud be enthu enuff...alright so today had been a rather unfruitful day for me...i mean when will it ever be fruitful...had a bad sleep last night...dreamt of the English O'level oral...ccheez...and this morning had tuition test while all my frenz are sleeping like logs in their warm cozy bed....grrr... and just to make my life mre miserable, i took the 2 tests in the classroom filled with giggling girls that kept singing the national day theme song. so it went something like "reach out...heeeh heeeeh ...for ...the hahahahahaha SKKKKIEEEESSSSSSSS. *mumble mumble mumble* can ...ACHEIIIIVVVEEEEEEE!!!!! heeh ehehahahaha"
haha. very funny.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Fire element
Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later. Rate and message!

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Friday, July 15, 2005

aye aye aye...i am getting extra-extremely hooked onto the taiwan drama series...XIAO SHI YI LANG...sigh...i suppose tt is my motivation to go home faster everyday after school to catch it. sigh...i hate catching serial drama shows coz it is basically a very torturing thing for me to wait for the next 24-hr b4 i can see the show again and if it is the weekends, tt basically adds up to more than...more than...24....48....72!!!! damn hours...grrr which had begun officially 4hrs ago....sheesh... went to read the synopsis (i really cannot wait) and with the intention of finding out the next episode only but i basically realised i read finsh all and shen bijun and xiao shi yi lang are together. but in btw, they are like apart for dunno how many episodes and finally when i read finish, only one line on them. "and they lived happily ever after." HORROR....
wanted to read the book but i read to summary as well and realised that the stupid author had decided to make xiao shi yi lang a tragic wandering hero who did not made it to the top in the puligistic world as well as unsuccessful with his lover...damn...she is gorgeous lar...muz intro to ah wong.
aniwaez, my life is evolving arnd the show now...actually basically arnd xiao shi yi lang who is nicky wu. i think he is a singer lar but he doesn't look like he can sing. heh heh. shall check him it out later.

Friday, July 01, 2005

ij celebrates youth day today. well, i guess, it really was nice of them coz seeing other schools, i suppose ij is probably the few schools who actually regard this day. so *APPLAUSE!!!!* to the teachers and everyone. however, i guess the money used for the day could have juz simply been donated to the infrastructure of the new school. not to sound like an ungrateful brat or wad but i guess, if we were to be asked for less donations, perhaps all of us wud be rather happy. but, it was still thoughtful on their part. so no grumbles!
though school ended off early for everyone today, it ain't all that way for 4/2 i guess. we had practical after the event and followed by maths test. in the end, we ended at 1:50. yes, that is school dismissal. no grumbles again i guess if u really hope to score. the good for our well-being may not always be good for our ears. but as the saying goes, it's all in the mind. therefore, i managed to psycho myself into believing in that. yeah...can't believe i managed to do that.
apart from that, thanks to huay shan, my nails were coloured...no...painted as well by the people in the conference room. didn't noe what the heck was going on. people juz kept asking wad colour, wad design, how many layers...*(%%$$&...huay shan helped me to choose. then, the worst came. miss jo teo actually shouted something like miss koh, even you also do this kind of ....something something..blah blah blah. didn't hear...but i noe it wasn't good. something abt me being a nerd. *push up glasses* *blinks*
then we (kailing, yu fang, me) went to KFC (kai ling's adoring place) to eat. couldn't rmb much except for when kai ling tried to show that her skin was as dark as the fried chicken and her trying to push the door open when the sign said clearly in red and white - "PULL"
the end.

Friday, June 24, 2005

HEY PEOPLE!!! I HAVE POSTED ALL THE INITIAL D PICTURES LIAOZ!!!! GO TO THE SECOND SECTION - CHILD AND BETWEEN THE CARTOON PICTURE AND MY PROFILE, YOU WILL SEE THE LINK. SEARCH AND FIND YOU WILL!!!

autumn

Wednesday, June 22, 2005


heya guys...today was an 'aiight' day. well firstly, our (kai ling and me) plans were brought forward a lil bit coz our maths lesson was cancelled. if my info is correct, i think our teacher came down with fever...yupz. so not sure if he will get well by tml but mari. says lessons as usual tml.
so first we follow mari to the hairdresser to cut. the stupid weather was so hot it made me poured. since the shop was near my house (i mean, naturally it was since i was the one who recommended that salon and patronises it), i managed to go home, take a bath, change and come back to see that ah wong was STILL cutting her hair.
later, we went to the library to study till abt 6pm. study??? hmmm...actually i dunno what it was actually....basically doing hw, but we were quite worned out by 5:30pm coz 11 00 to 17 30 aint no small feat to me y'know!! aniwaez, ah wong left us at 11 30...which means she stayed to enjoy the aircon for 1/2 hour...lol...prob. still suffering from jet lag. sigh
meet few faces of familiarity...my mother's student, few ex-IJ gals, and a tuition fren.
HOWEVER!!!! i guess the most exciting thing was when charmaine came to school and passed me my PRECIOUS camera filled and blessed with jay chou's pictures. ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it made up for all the disturbing things that happended today like me falling down in front of all the basketballers and being asked by the basketball coach why would i fall down when there is no guys???

juz for your information people, there are PLENTY of reasons why people can fall down okay. for eg....for example...for example...one could be too busy protecting the camera coz it happened to be more precious than her live....or...or...one could clumsily mistaken one step to be two and on top of that, one could be carrying a HEAVY bag!!!

oh wellz....i am gonna post the pictures soon on the blog coz a lot of people have been asking me to download it for them so i was thinking, hell! why not just post it than as many people can download it as possible eh? besides, no fear that these pictures will appear in sggirls.com! but my pictures will take a while kz? and f.y.i., these are NOT the pictures!!! THE PICTURES ARE LIVE TAKEN BY THE COUTESY OF CHARMAINE TAY YI YING. (there! i didn't forget my manners!)

so today, like i said, was an okay day. have its ups and have its downs. everything was more interesting than i narrated of course. it one of those days y'know, where it was fun but u juz can't come up with the words to describe it. yuppiez! Watching Initial D tml! i live for this day man!



JAY CHOU FAN OUT!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

ok ok..so i haven been updating this blog for some reasons...AHA! explain reasons first.
1) computer breakdown
2) nothin to write
3) when i have something to write, i am not near a com.
4) when i am near a com, the internet stops juz nicely after i have written my final full-stop
5) exams didn't get in the way, my parents did
6) CIP hours
7) busy schedule
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right, enuff for the reasons. recently, i have gain a fanatic craze for INITIAL D and for wadeva reason i dunno why...so hell! i am gonna watch it...dunno when but...just going (am i making sense? i am juz spewing out anything that comes out from my mind)
aniwaez, my skin is still peeling from the mild sun burnt i suffered in the guides camp. mum has finally given up asking me to call my friends for help to ask how to stop the skin from peeling. like can u imagine?
me: hello, may i speak to [insert friend]
friend: yes
me: how do u stop skin from peeling?
friend: ???
she has decided to stick with the lame idea that it is my time of the year to shed since i am born in the year of snake. huh???
today...no..it's past one liaoz...shud be yesterday, mum and i went to shopping for clothes coz PLAZA is having the JUNE SALES. its really cheap for some really nice stuff. trust me. managed to buy a hang ten berms and shorts, fila shirt, 2 PMK shirts, sandals. without sales, it wud cost more than $150/- but i got all for less than 75 bucks. not too bad i guess. so if u haven heard abt it...there is still time! or am i the only only who haven gone till today? -sigh- can't be blamed...busy schedule (refer to reason 7)
saw the guides leavin for the combine practise with st.gabs school. it didn't appear as bad or as scary as i tot it wud be. actually felt a lil' sad that i was goin but oh wellz, i hafta take notes for ah wong and kai ling. besides, my differentiation sux so yupz. enuff reasons for me to go.
aiight. it is 1:50 am. loggin off. hope the layout is nice.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

today is juz another routine of yesterday.
its nothin more, its nothin less.
its juz another day of yesterday

Saturday, April 30, 2005

today, i read the LIFE with my eyes rolling all over the place and my lunch practically crawling up my throat - "BO BICE OUGHT TO BE REPLACED BY CONSTANTINE" just bcoz bo has committed a few offences???
i mean, yeah yeah, committing crimes are like not socially accepted norms in the society but hey, who doesn't have past? there is only two types of people who will be constantly targeted by the media - the popular and the outkast eg. britney spears (popular) and the osbournes (outkast). and in this case, i guess it's quite obvious that an ex-criminal has gotten TOO popular for the people to handle and so using this to put them down. how typical. nothing but a bunch of sour grapes
in any other case, american idol are a representation for their country and their people. like HELLO?! practically three quarters of the citizens have a criminal record so isn't it the perfect symbol for the country?! i mean, no offence k, but i dun think one shud by too hypocritical abt some dirty linen which has been washed globally. walk along the streets of new york! crimes are everywhere!
on a biased view, why shud it be constantine? Of all people? ugh.
i don't care if this entry will cause some big major war between singapore and america or i will be sued or wadeva. it is a reminder that people ought to speak with their brains. not with their arse.
the ah bao has baoz!!!!

Thursday, March 24, 2005

*yawns...morning people...oOps..its afternoon liaoz...hmmm....dream of my hamster last night...dunno whether izit a warning that my time is up or wad..u noe wad i mean...when someone dreams of his dead soulmate...one or two days later he dies. currently my only soulmate is my hamster so i guess it says all. sighs...betta stop toking crap.
suddenly have a huge major super duper urge to have a LOTR marathon. i think will do it when i have time. i wonder when will that be.
anywaez, had breakfast today. omg...i think the luncheon meat is spoilt lar! i am rushing to the toilet like every 1/2 hr and my stomach is really painful. sucks lar. or maybe is the eggs...yesterday saw the news on the N & N eggs while i was eating fish fried with eggs. almost vomited everything out from my mouth. maid says it is either J...J - sumpthin or N & N!!!!!!! argghhhhhh! uncertainty....nvr mind. connecting the dream with the news and the luncheon meat....it seems almost certain for my destiny. :(
spent dunno how many donkey time tryin to convince priscilla that wrestling blood is NOT real. i mean who wud be so so so so (emphasis on the 'so') stupid to continue fighting when there is blood pratically everywhere and how come Triple-H (one of the stupidiest wrestlers of all time) will bleed on the forehead and no where else everytime? its juz his trademark bleeding place! and when randy orton are thumbtacks pierced into him? WHERE GOT PEOPLE ALLOW THEMSELVES TO LET MORE THAN 50 thumbtacks enter their back? not so stupid lar!
aniwaez, she insist that i muz find an article stating the blood ain't real if not she will still live that stupid denial world of hers. hmmm...muz enlighten her. will go on my mission now. attain some merits in heaven.
bye bye
ryan seacrest rawks!

Saturday, March 19, 2005

aiight people...its back to the ole routine once again. the hols are over and the bloody schooling is back oredy. actually, wad is the diff? i saw on one of my MSN contact, one person had this nick:
holidays are a paradox. they say "holidays", but its nothing but school days in disguise.
and i was thinking, hell man, she is right! i mean, whenever there is no school, there is countless of homework to complete, CCAs to attend to, projects to be done, tests to study for, which is in fact enough to cover up for all the days we are not attending school. aniwaez, not that i am angry or disillusioned or wad but just dat the quiddity of life is really something.
aniwaez, our group met up for geog proj. and managed to do quite an amout of work. the power point was covered although everyone tot the background was more capturing than the information. haha.
oh wellz, learnt some eye opener about some things going on today from TWO people. hmmm. maybe shud learn to be more alert in the future. dun juz blah everything out. walls do have ears after all. -sighz- hmmph....so much for all those talk. no wonder that room is so stinky. its full of bullshit.
i think its juz one of the few reminders our parents wud constantly remind us about. "girl ah! dun be so trusting, understand anot..." but it is only when we actaully kanna bang den we say "yes dad/mum, i will be careful."

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

tomorrow got guides. *meditate* muz remember muz remember muz remember *meditates*. finally the test i have been waiting for has arrived. sigh. oh wellz, better late than never. tomorrow got lit project. sigh. so tired. *rubs eyes *yawns *sleepy eyes
get the hint?
GOOD NIGHT!


autumn out
tomorrow got guides. *meditate* muz remember muz remember muz remember *meditates*. finally the test i have been waiting for has arrived. sigh. oh wellz, better late than never. tomorrow got lit project. sigh. so tired. *rubs eyes *yawns *sleepy eyes
get the hint?
GOOD NIGHT!

autumn out

Sunday, March 13, 2005

heya people! its the HOLS man! cheezz...actually there is really nothin for me to be happy about this holiday coz i noe through my 10 years of experience, this will all be gone in a blonk of an eye. juz u watch. today i will be writing "YAY! PEOPLE! ITS THE HOLS" and the next time round i blog i will be writing "OH DARN! ITS BACK TO SCHOOL ONCE MORE! "
aniwaez, how was the party at mavis? kinda sad i missed it but had other commitments to attend to so ...since when life is fair?
heard i missed the food :( oh wellz, tt wasn't the point aniway. wonder if mavis liked the prezzie me and my frenz got for her.
ah wong juz left my house. really tired. we spent the whole 6 hrs facing the computer cramming information on the project. in school, we are oredy having trouble keeping ourselves awake and now we are now we faced the ordeal of 6 HOURS...vanessa, ah wong, u two are heroines. darn! shud have written it for my CME essays.
oh wellz, at least it is done . i can concentrate on others. i doubt i will but i'll try.
oh yeah...finally guides is finally having the last testing which is keeping me (or so i think) from being a gold badger. haha... my wish is granted...AT LAST. THANK YOU SO MUCH! at least CCA can be put aside. high pilow. no worries. ok ok...that was lame.
sign off
ryan seacrest is so so so so cute

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

hey people...really pissed off today...for wadeva reason i will not tell.
aniwaez, wanted to blog about (actually more about complaining) my quarrel...no... shud be the silent treatment that my mother and i are giving one another. how nice. however, after thinking about some "puch factors" i decided against the idea of blogging it. so it is juz left in my blog folder with the description as "DRAFT". useless.
i think there is a reason y people say that our ancestors were once more truthful and honest then us. to think of it, though we had this silent war, (which i bet both of us are thinking we are right), during mother's day... we will all write loving loving sweet letters to our mothers and thanking them for being the best moms in the whole world. wait. if all of us declare our mom to be the greatest, who IS the greatest then? sighz. beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.
aniwaez, back on track...so we all write loving loving sweet letters to our mothers and thanking them for being the best moms in the whole world then wad happens to the quarrel? though both of us cannot deny that it has not happened, but we try to block out that memory coz that day is mother's day. huh? wads the meaning? so is mother's day a day we be fake to each other or a day to block out bad memories and try to be like saints? people! use ur brains! we can't forget every thing juz becoz its MAY 8! oh wellz, i guess one day our lifes may return back on track. i dunno. i dun care. i think it is even stupid that we quarrelled over THAT. felt like laughing when i told kai ling and ah wong that. its a joke.
aiight..since i can't post that entry. i have posted this instead. dun even noe y i so badly wanted to post something. i guess it is to not live on and regret that i have not said anything about this incident when i am fuming mad.
actually, after reading this entry, i feel i dun make sense. oh well, since when anger make sense? since when life make sense?

Sunday, February 13, 2005

oh man! chinese new year is over again!!! darn it..and we are back to square one...school. sigh. well, this is life. take it or leave it. aniwaez, told mr tan i cud sell another booklet...now not so sure after all...the yamaha people are so damn niao...

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

hey hey! i finish selling all of my 2 BOOKLETS liaoz! hahaha...in fact i still have a few people wanting to buy...muahahahaha..life is shiok shiok when the supply is lower than the demand. maybe will ask one more booklet from mr tan...hehehehe...
aniwaez, most of the tix $$ came from my relatives... juz wanna take this opputunity to thank the following rich fellas:
first aunt: $10 (plus her son = $20)
second aunt: $30 (plus her son = $40)
third aunt: $20
fourth aunt: $20
fifth aunt: $50!!!!!!!! arrrrggggghhhhh i cannot believe it toooooo!!!! my hands are still shaking man!
and my godma: $10
first god bro: $20
second godbro: >$10 (and still pending)
yupz. so if u count all up there is a short of 3 ticket plus i haven go yamaha to sell to my mom's colleage yet so...yeah man! i am gonna sleep with all my donations tonight. the smell my money rocks!



till then
autumn out

Monday, February 07, 2005

heya people...wahahahaha very very very very looong nvr blog liaoz...muahahaha...gd for me.
aniwaez, congrats chua...u finally got a blog (again!) and u BETTA WRITE OKAY!!!! heh heh...not that i write very much lar....pai seh
aniwaez, NEW YEAR HOLS are juz around the corner...heh heh thinking of all the food i will getta enjoy makes me practically drool . on second tot, all the pounds that will be needed to shed is so....sigh....depressing. nvr mind, its once in a year! hack lar. i will drink lotsa coke.... till i vanish, zi sheng zi mei(hope mrs chow is not reading this right now)
today went to ij primary to see soon lao shi. my gawd, of all thing, i hafta to bump into redwan. shucks. however *light bulb lights up, she NEVER NOTICE ME!!! muahahaha...muz be the sucky hairstyle...for once there is a positive attitude about it.
but the worse thing was that even soon lao shi didn't recognise me lar. wah lao...haiz...so she was like staring at me for the past 5 seconds....
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then she was like: (in chinese) i remember ur face but not ur name...
diaoz...so i gave her the cookies and asked her if she remembers my name now coz i always bake this cookie for her
then she went: oh! u r dat girl...
unable to restraint myself anymore, i said: WAN LING!!!!!
den she said: oh right! wan ling...my goodness...ur face changed so much i cudn't recognise u..
i: ...
my face changed but she cud remember my face more clearly than my name which never changed at all...hmmm....maybe it is the pimples...

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Spending my vacation in the summer sun,
Gettin' lots of action and a lots of fun.
Scorin' like a bandit 'til the bubble burst
-Suddenly it got to be September First.
Woe is me, all summer long
I was happy and free.
Save my soul,
the board of education took away my parole.
I gotta go back, back, back to school again.
You won't find me 'til the clock strikes three;
I'm gonna be there 'til then...
I gotta go back, back, back to school again.
Whoa, whoa, I gotta go... back to school again!
Geometry and history is just a pain,
Biology and chemistry destroys my brain.
Well don't they know that I deserve a better fate?
I'm really much too young to matriculate.
Well mama please, your child's come down with a fatal disease.
Mama said, "Come on you lazy bum now get your butt out of bed!""
You gotta go back, back, back to school again!"
It's bye-bye fun, get your homework done,
You better be in by ten,
I gotta go back, back, back to school again.
Whoa, whoa, I gotta go... back to school again!
I got my books together and
I dragged my feet,
Then I saw this angel boppin' down the street.
I said, "Hey, pretty baby, howsabout a date?"
She said, "I'm going to school, and I can't be late."
Well, I can see, that look in her eyes was sayin' "Follow me,"
And I was caught - I thought of playing hooky, but on second thought,
I gotta go back, back, back to school again.
You won't find me
'til the clock strikes three;
I'm gonna be there 'til then...
I gotta go back, back, back to school again.
Whoa, whoa, I gotta go... back to school ... again!!!

sighz...the skool starts AGAIN!!! wanted to add some pics to this stupid entry but the internet is being a bitch again. fuck.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

omg...this is so so so so so scary lah...i suppose you guys shud have heard the tidal wave disaster in thailand. the craziest thing was that it hit penang as well and normally around this year, i wud be there right now at this moment. yeah. -gulpz- thank god this year we went italy and switzerland instead.
5 min ago, i was damn worried for chua lar (mind you, i am still worried now). she said that she wudn't be going to china and heading for malaysia instead. darn! y cudn't she juz have gone another time. i know she is going kuala lumpur but i also briefly heard her mentioning abt trip to penang...sigh, shud have paid closer attention to wad she speaks....hope there was shit in my ear or sumpthing like that...dammit
tried to call her house and her hp few mins ago. no ans.
aniwaez, i called up ah wong and both of us decided to give a call to her brother. this was the HELPFUL conversation we had.
phone connected
chua's bro: hello?
me: may i speak to zhi ping please?
chua's bro: hello?
me: MAY I SPEAK TO ZHI PING PLEASE!
chua's bro: (embarrassed laughter) errr...hahahaha...i am her brother...haha
me: (thinking: i noe that.) are you wif chua now?
chua's bro: errr...no...i am in singapore now. she will be back tonight.
me: i understand that they are going to KL. did they go penang as well?
chua's bro: errr..i dun think so...
me: (sigh in relief) oh that's very good. thank you. bye.
chua's bro: (thinking: why did this idiot say that's good???) huh? oh bye.
phone disconnected
whew.
wait.
he THINK they didn't go?!
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so i called back ah wong and she too asked the same qn: he think only ar?...sigh...nvr mind...
so aniwaez, i hope chua is fine...will call her tonight. if no one picks up, will hound the brother again.
hell wif it.
i'm ah bao.

Monday, December 27, 2004

hey people...i noe i very long never update liaoz. aniwaez, taking this oppurtunity, i wud like to thank everyone who sent me those lovely christmas cards. i love you. and those who didn't, i love you too. but i love those who sent me even more...jk jk...juz being lame
aniwaez, i have decided to put up all the pictures i have taken on the net. so far i have :
1) my italy trip
2) my swimming outing wif grace, kailing, wanching
3) my pulau ubin trip wif my tution class
4) pictures taken at eileen place
5) idiotic pictures of chua and me while she came over to my place.
i promise i will put all of this up very fast. i noe all the great fans of me and my blog are very excited...ok ok, juz jk, perhaps the christmas lame-atism has finally got into this thick skull of mine. juz really need some time

autumn

Monday, December 20, 2004

heya people! AH WONG IS BACK FROM INDIA!!! yupz, absence does makes the heart grow fonder, that is, if u even like the person, and it is sure great to hear her idiotic voice once again, for the time being at least.
today i went to toa payoh central hoping to buy a vcd called "FEAR". it is starring Reese Witherspoon and Mark Wahlberg(whom i originally mistaken to be matt damon). Reese Witherspoon who plays role of Nicole is a 16 year old girl who like most teenage girls, likes to have fun. When she and her best friend, Margo, go out to a party one night, Nicole meets the handsome and mysterious David played by Mark Wahlberg, who she ends up getting together with. After a couple of weeks, Nicole realises that David is becoming really possessive and he gets very jealous when she talks to other guys and not telling him where she's going, etc. David even beats up one of Nicole's male friends because he's seen walking Nicole home. When Nicole ends up breaking up with David, he's obviously not happy about this and does everything to try and get her back, when that doesn't work, he and a bunch of his thug friends break into Nicoles home, which leads to some nasty consequences.
i actually went to the shop yesterday to find the vcd or dvd but thanks to my klutzy mind, i forgot the title of the show and of coz the shopkeeper was like "HUH?!" and today when i went there again, i found out that they do not have the vcd. shucks....wanted it so badly...really dunno where else to get since that was the shop i know that sells the most outdated vcds and dvds (the show was filmed in 1996). so ya. the end.
so much for my happy ending.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

yo wassup people...i am gonna sing the same song again... AHEM!
"God must hate me He cursed me for eternityGod must hate meMaybe you should pray for meI'm breaking down and you can't save meI'm stuck in hellAnd I wanna go home
..."
boo hoo hoo...i came down wif a FLU!!! dammit...ate 4 panadols today liaoz..might as well be a drug addict. BUT after calming myself down, i figured there muz be be a reason y i caught this stupid virus after juz recovering from it. i came up wif a few:
1) the swimming incident (went home in wet clothes)
2) i wasn't fully recovered from the previous virus attack (plus the swim)
3) someone is cursing me really badly
4) the cold weather
5) god muz hate me
6) i am simply down on my luck this month
...
so?
choose ur pick.
okiez, putting that aside, i bought the FIRST magazine today coz i saw the main feature "OCEAN"S TWELVE" arrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! COOOOLLL!!!! i am like so crazy over the show and matt damon and brad pitt are acting!!! (i mean, yeah, i knew it long time liaoz) waaa haaa haaa! bought the magazine without a single moment of hesitation..after reading the whole thing, one game on pg 128 (whole book is 135 pgs) caught my eyes. ROLLERCOASTER TYCOON 3 *widen eyes*
COOL!!!
so i went to download and the pop-up sign wrote: it will take 23hr 30 mins to download.

???

okay.

wait.

isn't that one day?

Monday, December 13, 2004

PERHAPS GOD REALLY LISTENS...
recently, there has been this grudge that is infesting inside of me and i feel it growing day by day. i think if some of you will noe who i am toking abt esp. ah wong who is away is india.
PEOPLE: for those who dunno, pls. do not start speculating among urself wondering one idiotic question "izit me?" or "iz it that person" kz? coz it is juz my shitty god-parents...
ya ya..so much for the good ole days...
so today (sunday) i decide to really pray to God and ask him wad the hell am i suppose to do wif this hatred manifesting inside of me and the usual me was toking to him like "aiyah! i totally leave it to you lar!" at that point, i really did juz leave it to him and i think his ans. came across to me during the Homily...
he told me to be patient and juz except the things as they are; be good and nice to them from the bottom of ur heart for god will reward u in the lifeafter...sighz...
actually, u may not feel the effect but at that point, i really felt convinced...hmmz...*lost for words*
and come to think of it...i am currently readin a book "many lives many masters" abt a physcologist who hypnotised a woman to conquer her fears and somehow ended up learning abt her past lives (as in even B.C.) it is a true story. and there was this particular paragraph that said...
"If they knew that acts of violence and injustices against people did not go unnoted, but had to be repaid in kind in other lifetimes, how much less anger and desire for vengeance they would harbor"
perhaps..its true...it WILL be REPAID...someday...patience

autumn

Saturday, December 11, 2004

omg...my stomach is blasted!!!! i am soooo full...lolx. just finished eating dinner. actually on second tot, perhaps i am not all that full COZ TODAY
I WENT SWIMMING!!!!
(applause!!!)

muahahahax

yupzzie... swimming always make me have a big big appetite so wad people say abt swimming will let u slim down, to me is all bullshit...
aniwaez, today i went with kai ling and grace to wan ching's house to swim..my gawd, i am starting to feel "God must hate me He cursed me for eternity God must hate me Maybe you should pray for me I'm breaking down and you can't save me I'm stuck in hell And I wanna go home" coz it simply RAIN AGAIN !!!!!!! -dots-
aniwaez, experience makes man grow wiser...the last time i prayed for the rain to stop, it rained even harder and when i sing the "rain rain go away" song, it poured. so this time, i just remained nonchalent....
muahahaha...it stopped.
actually it was more of drizzle and while my practical and down to earth brain is telling me not to go and swim coz there may be silent lightning, my other side juz wanted to hack all worries away and jump into the pool...of coz, wif kai ling the dare-devil around, my dark side won and guess wad?! i am alive!!!!!! yay!!!!!! (shit! dat was lamez)
aniwaez, grace was not very keen on swimming with the rest of us so most of the time, she was one side practising "martial arts" or so she says..but at other times, (which was most of the times) we were juz playing afool and crapping...it was fun...oh yeah i taught grace how to float while kai ling and wan ching were swimming and she enjoyed it...muahahaha...still rmb her doubtful look when i told her it wud be fun...-sighx- do i look that cunning???
aniwaez, we took alot of pictures (actually a little) but i think it will take alot of determination for me to put them up (i mean, HALLO?! its me, vanessa! patience is one stupid virtue i dun have) but i will try..perhaps ask kai ling or grace help...muahaha...
apart from that, it was all in all a gd day... in fact excellent compared to yesterday..shucksz...came up with my christmas list on who to give prezzies to liaoz... kai ling and grace are among the list...
how to give kai ling arhz?
kai ling? any ideas???
-oh wellz- taufik stupid song is on AGAIN... dammit, heard sly is at the padang...missed him coz of kai ling rationalising wif me the situation like the cab fare...the pouring rain...the distance...etc..etc..etc...

kimz is coming back next friday...i can't wait...

btw, i noe like this stupid entry is like super duper long but too bad, i am a happy happy girl today...happy happy girl...happy happy girl...
so..i wanted to show u people a nice photo...

actually...one more...

these two are like blood enemies in the final fantasy larhz but i oso dunno y i like both of them...these pictures may be like outdated for how many donkey yrs..i dunno but u noe me...i am abit slow...-sighx-...tortoise tortoise ...

replies to tags:
kailing:
i am so damn sure there is something wrong wif ur eyes larhz...i mean.. perhaps itz the chlorine or u wear contacts too much... -wells- hope u can read the part that i mean giving u a prezzie??? -smilez- and i say itz logs...
grace:
wow..thx grace..i tot all i was gonna have was like "wah lao vanessa, u suck larhz...sly?! r u outta ur mind?!" so yeah...u are DAMN NICE...got a prezzie on ur way... i think...jk jk
really had fun wif ya and kai ling and wanching today
corrine:
my gawd...is that really like corrine?! not studying arhz...jk jk...aniwaez, yeah yeah... so like me... so not like u.... i SUPPORT THE UNDERDOGS....watcha gonna do abt it huh?! (being childish) *sticks tongue out
joo hui:
heya...my gawd, everyone is complimenting my work (layout) or izit complimenting sly?! ("-) gah..who cares, both oso i happy...

i am a happy happy girl today...happy happy girl...happy happy girl...

autumn

Friday, December 10, 2004

Today was the most awful day of the week. The whole day I was feelin totally disconnected with the world and was irritated by every little thing that happened...
Wad is wrong wif me? Am I pms-ing? Hopez not
Actually morning and early afternoon wasn't all that bad cos chua came to my place n we had lotsa fun decorating the Christmas tree, watching vcds, eating pizza...hee hee...juz thinkin abt puts a smile on my face...I mean, since when doesn't it feel good when u are down and ur gd friend is with you having fun??? With the hamster too...
Then things took a bad turn at abt 4:45pm... my grandma was callin me to do some things and I was in the kitchen getting chua a drink so obviously I didn't hear her and neither did chua understand her lang. So in the end, she complained to my mom who in turn said some shitty things..thank god it wasn't one of those all hell break loose conversation
After we were done with the Christmas tree, I tot of going to orchard rd to get Christmas present for my dad(actually it was just to get out of the house)...it was ah wong who gave me the idea of buying that present but I forgot the name so I tried to describe it to the shopkeeper who gave me the "HUH" expression and I gave up... ~sighz~
I decided to call my friends for help beginning wif grace coz I told her my idea b4 but she didn't noe the name so sadly I said bye. She didn't ans back. The only thing was the disconnected line... **? How nice...
Called wanching...marianne chang...huay shan...the lines were either busy or disconnected, or they were simply not in or they didn't noe...
Deciding not to take up chua's time any further (cos it was getting pretty late), we parted.
Have you ever had those kinda of feeling like u are some kinda lonely soul and just floating around... yeah. I was feelin sumpthin sorta like it. The worst thing was that my hp suddenly vibrated out of my hands (seriously, I dunno how the hell that happened cos it was only receiving a msg) and I was crawling on the floor reaching for the phone which seems as if I am nvr gonna reach it... man! I felt like the whole mall was staring at me... complete loser lar...
Then saw huay shan's msg "I'm sorry I can't help you...if u wanna go for another shopping trip or sth and want company call me! Good luck."
Awww...how sweet... I guess when u are feeling like that for no fucking reason at all, little things like that tends to make u feel happier...like "hey! I have friends" (damn, that was a lame expression)
So I continued walking and walking and walking...until I didn't noe where I was!!! I was like some stupid shit there suffering from memory loss and didn't noe how to go home... but I wasn't scared or wad...thankfully...juz felt haggard when I see so many smartly dressed people, be it people knocking off from work or friends going shopping...the word "LOSER" juz keep coming to my head...
Of course I managed to get home...bumped into my tuition friend on the way...almost didn't see my friend... my friend nodded, waved, gave a smile... I said "hi"...it came out so fake...as if I wasn't me...may appear superficial...wadeva
Maybe I shudn"t keep caring wad others think of me for one min. and be more relax...but that's how I am...even while writing this entry, I am like "wad will others think of me after this??"... maybe that's wad make me Vanessa
Wad is wrong wif me?
Am I pms-ing?
Hopez not

Thursday, December 09, 2004

harlow everyone...i truely believed that my whole life have been utterly dedicated to the solely ONE TRUE GUIDES... haha..laugh if u want... but i am dead serious...

perhaps it was the late night sleep...perhaps i miss swimming...hell noes wads wrong wif me BUT... my cranky brain had a dream last night and i dreamt that i was carring logs...u noe those that u see us tying and untying...the tripods thingy n quadra-wadeva-pods.. yupz...i was carrying that with gwen...AND the idiotic thing was that marianne chang was carrying the logs as well... like huh?! since when is she even in the picture? shudn't it be grace...or fiona or gekshan or even kai ling??

some people say dreams are things that u keep thinkin abt unconsciously or consciously...yeah right... y wud i be thinkin abt mari.chang being in guides? am i really mad?

i think so

coz

i forgot to add something

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the whole incident took place beside a swimming pool...

Monday, December 06, 2004

A LETTER TO TEDDY BEAR:

oh god -groanz- i am totally prepared for all the abuses to be hurled at me when my friends see this template of mine...-groans- but i can't help it...it just came naturally...oh god...i think i will just stay away from my blog for a few days to avoid the bombing on the tag board...maybe i shud remove the tagboard on the whole..bet they are gettin ready to throw shit at me the next time they see me in skool...betta where paperbag everywhere i go...
but i think i did a gd job ya noe...everytime is i choose the template and ah wong wud end up clearing after my bits and pieces but this time i stayed up until 1:00am to finish up this whole template and i even added one more section to make the whole blog look somehow neater...actually i tried to combine two templates into one lar (gay kiang abit) but it turn out okay wad...it wud be SOOOO nice if someone cud recognise me for the effort i have done *hint *hint BAH! wad am i thinkin?! i bet they may even stop coming to my website...heh heh...den i maybe dun need to update...blessing in disguise...but soo sad... aiyah hack lar..we'll see how it goes...
kz kz...very tired liaoz...do this bloody thing for dunno more than 3 hrs (inexperience mah!!!) and some internal part is till left unfinished..-sighz-

sign off
vanne

PS: PEOPLE WHO HAPPEN TO HAVE READ THIS ENTRY!!! CAN U PLS LEAVE UR BIRTH DATE ON MY TAGBOARD YAZ? CHANKEWPS :p

autumn

Monday, November 29, 2004

Where is Mrs Dog? and Other Babysitting Stories



My aunt went over to Indonesia to visit her hubby, and left two cousins for us to babysit. I have babysat several cousins before, but none are as trying as these two pesks-from-inquisitive-kids-hell.

Both of them, Rachel and Esther, do not speak like normal human beings because instead of speaking, they actually communicate by asking questions. So, their every statement starts with "Is it.....?" or "Why....?".

Scenario #1 - Watching Survivor on Friday night. Cousins squabbled over which sofa to sit in before finally deciding to squash with me in a single-seated sofa.

Esther: Jie jie, what are they doing?
Me: They are having a competition.
Esther: Why are they eating leaves?
Me: Because they have nothing to eat. They are trapped on the island.
Esther: Why don't they bring some seeds to plant?
Me: Because they are not allowed to.
Esther: Why are they not allowed to?
Me: Because it is part of the game lor. (Losing patience)
Esther: Why is it part of the game?
Me: I don't know lah! Ask your mother!!!

Okie, see. After much experience, I have learnt that there are several ways to end such irritating conversations, and I found the generosity within me to share it with an audience to spare them from future such torture . The above - ASK YOUR MOTHER! - is one way.

Solution #1 - The "Because" Solution
This occured when I was telling them bedtime stories. The farm described in the story has a Mrs Cow, Mrs Goose and a Mrs Pig.

Rachel: Where is Mrs Dog?
Me: There is no Mrs Dog.
Rachel: Why is there no Mrs Dog?
Me: Because the story has no Mrs Dog what.
Rachel: Why the story didn't include Mrs Dog leh?
Me: Because because. Because because because.... (*Repeats infinity times, leaving them with no opportunity to interrupt*)

Solution #2 - A Taste of Your Own Medicine

Esther: Why did you say food that human eat is not good for hamsters, but you still give Cawa cornflake?
Me: I said some food that human eat are not suitable for hamsters, not all.
Esther: Then why cannot eat chocolate har?
Me: Because the hamsters cannot digest the chocolate, and they will die lor.
Esther: Why cannot digest leh?
Me: Why are you called Esther leh?
Esther: Huh! (Laughs) No, why cannot digest?
Me: Why? Why are you called Esther? Shouldn't you be called Cockroach?
Esther: NO!!!!!!!!! I am not cockroach. *Forgets previous questions*


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Ha, I digressed from my previous scenario to offer solutions. Here is another incident that almost caused my arteries to burst. Esther and Rachel are both at their most hyper-question-asking-mood during lunch.

Esther: Why is the hamster......?
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.
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.
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Esther: Why is the ...? (1001st question)

I lost it and raised my voice.
Me: *BOOMS* OKIE THAT IS ENOUGH. WHO EVER ASKS ANOTHER QUESTION SLEEPS WITH BIG UNCLE (who is by the way how they address my dad) TONIGHT AND NOT WITH ME!

Both of them obediently became silent because none of them wanted to sleep with my mother or my father. Therefore, peace prevailed and they quietly pecked on their lunch.

After 5 peaceful minutes:

Me: Esther, do you want some more egg?
Rachel: Jie jie, I thought you said no more questions? How come you are asking my sister questions?

I choked on a rice grain for a full minute.


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Besides waking me up countless times during the night to tell me they are afriad of thunder, they are thirsty, they need the loo.. they are also effective alarm clocks. Except, I didn't set the alarms at all. My mum woke me up in the morning to move to another bed, since my dad and mum have awokened. I was grateful because I slept late previously at 3 am and needed a better bed, rather than being squashed up by the 2 cousins.

Alas, my blissful slumber was shaken awake by two eager beavers.

Esther: Jie jie. It is 825! Do you want to wake up?
Me: No no. I am very tired. I want to sleep some more.
Both: Ok!

Soon..

Esther: Jie jie! It is 845! Do you want to wake up?
Me: No no no no. I want to SLEEP SOME MORE!!!
Both: Ok!

ZZz..

Esther: Jie jie! It is 900! Do you want to wake up?!?!
Me: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Covers myself beneath blanket*
Esther: HUH!!!!!!! Then what time you want to wake up?
Me: 12 NOON!!!!!!

Zzzzz...

Esther: Jie jie! It is 915!!! Time to wake up.
Me: NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then I realized I couldn't sleep already. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Who needs a perfectly good snooze alarm clock?! I can happily rent my cousins out.

I am so NOT READY for babysitting kids!! In fact, I think for couples who wish not to give birth, my two cousins must be the best birth-control pills man.

Thursday, November 25, 2004

greenhair
Your anime hair color is green.

Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"

Hanging
Your own gallows call. Your method of suicide is Hanging.

muahahaha...juz found a perfect quiz...METHODS OF SUICIDE...four qns to ans only...strongly encouraged to try... IF U DARE...

The types of people I hate.
1) Liars
2) Smartass

And today there was this smartass who was REALLY pissing me off the whole day. Oh ho ho. That, after weeks of being rude and critical even when I tried to close one eye. I tried to close two eyes one last time just now, but still....ok that does it. No more patience. no wonder there is a saying that goes: EMPTY VESSELS MAKE THE MOST NOISE. oh ho ho... yes siree!
gah! dun tok abt it. anywaez, i am gonna babysit my two pesky cousins for the next two days or so..i'm sure they will give me SOMETHING to update in the next entry.

till next time...
ja!


Wednesday, November 24, 2004

waaa..suddenly have a strong desire to hear dis song again and again... sighz... its sooo beautiful....sighzz....

Woo-hoo-hoo
Woo-hoo-hoo
Debbie just hit the wall
She never had it all
One Prozac a day
Husbands a CPA
Her dreams went out the door
When she turned twenty four
Only been with one man
What happen to her plan?

She was gonna be an actress
She was gonna be a star
She was gonna shake her ass
On the hood of White Snake's car
Her yellow SUV, is now the enemy
Looks at her average life
And nothing, has been, alright

Since Bruce Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985

Woo-hoo-hoo

1985

Woo-hoo-hoo

She's seen all the classics
She knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
Even Saint Elmo's Fire
She rocked out to wham
Not a big Limp Biscuit fan
Thought she'd get a hand
On a member of Duran Duran

Where's the mini-skirt made of snake skin
And who's the other guy singing in Van Halen
When did reality, become T.V.
What ever happen to sitcoms, game shows
On the radio was

Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she's still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985

Woo-hoo-hoo

She hates time, make it stop
When did Motley Crue become classic rock?
And when did Ozzy become an actor?
Please make this stop!Stop!Stop!
And bring back
Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she's still preoccupied
With 1985Bruce Springstein, Madonna
Way before Nirvana
There was U2, and Blondie
And music still on MTV
Her two kids, in high school
They tell her that she's uncool
But she's still preoccupied
With 19, 19, 1985



How to make a vanessa
Ingredients:

1 part pride

1 part brilliance

5 parts joy
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge!


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Friday, November 19, 2004

waves happily
heya everyone... i am back from my trip oredy... suffering from a little of jet lag (iz that how u spell it) hackz....
aniwaez, i will most probably be updating the pictures i took when i went overseas. waaaa! i tell u ar! i was SOOOOO MAD okay... u noe this is like the first time i am using my new digi. cam so gay kiang wanted to explore abit more while i was on the tour... damn u noe i went to format my whole bloody memory card and the pictures i took in switzerland were ALL deleted!!!!!!!!!! AAAAARRRGGGGHHH?! wad was the saying again? ya. curiousity kills the cat or sumpthing like that....darn!
btw, ever since i got my broadband, my stupid com. juz can't seem the adapt to the fact that i am using MSN messenger... the duration time i get to go online before getting kicked off wud be 5 mins and while i am toking to my frenz, i wud be cut off from everything and hafta restart again...irritating u noe...and my father thinks that MSN is some kinda virus and that i have been visiting porno sites thats y i get kicked out...grrr
sighz, oso dunno wad to do with this com of mine..disown it i guess...
someone said: with technology advancing at such great speed, the world wud soon be dominated and controlled by computers. *bitter laugh... not if u got a com like mine...
btw, i went to watch THE INCREDIBLES with ah wong and huay shan. last minute notice... juz got down from the plane and then WHAM! back to singapore life and the guides and so on... i soooo miss the yong dao fu and cha gui tiao here while i was there... i was practically eating flour there... seriously, i nvr knew spagetti was an appetizer...i considered it as a main course...
apart from that, i brought back lotsa choco. for everyone. sighz, having a little cough so perhaps i will give away my share as well... HEY YOU! stop drooling... but really, i bought ALOT of chocolates so everyone can have
kz...thats all i hafta to say for the time being b4 i set up my website for the pictures coz i am darn sure this useless blog can't contain that many pictures... and b4 going,
here is a tribute to chua's dead hamster, subaru:
Weep not for me though I am gone into that gentle night.
Grieve if you will, but not for long upon my soul's sweet flight.
I am at peace, my souls at rest.
There is no need for tears.
For with your love I was so blessed.
For all those many years.
There is no pain, I suffer not,
The fear now all is gone.
Put now these things out of your thoughts,
In your memory I live on.
Remember not my fight for breath
Remember not the strife.
Please do not dwell upon my death,
But celebrate my life.

PS (to chua): hope u like it.

signing out...
autumn

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

heya peeps! wOA! i think i just broke a record (for my own lar!) two entries in a row!!! i mean one yesterday and one today lar! D-O-H!!!
feelin a little hellish... siao siao eh, my father thinks i am possessed my some sylvester-demon-spirit cause he caught me surfing the net for Singapore IdOL... so does that mean that when i go to grace blog i am infatuated wif grace?? NUTS!
aniwaez, i think my com. really this time kena hack my virus oredy... jus realised that those msgs popping out weren't for farn... sigh... wad ter do?? gey kiang lar.
sigh, aniwaez, may not be blogging for awhile since i feel that the com. is gonna crash (under my hands) so ya.. bye peeps... dun worrry..
I'LL BE BACK

~autumn out~

Monday, October 18, 2004

allo everyone vanne the ah bao is baaaaaacccccccccckkkkkkkk!!!! (and i noe kai ling is more than happy ter see this entry regardless how boring it is)

sigh... aiyoh! so long nvr come to this bloggin thingy oredy... the website turning rusty...but it can't be coz rust is copper and oxygen... computers have no oxygen right??? shit, wad m i toking abt??? the exams are OVER!!!

wad exams

although the exams are officially over, i still dun really feel the hols. fever and spirit in me... is it only applyin to me or everyone... grrr, muz be cherlyn... do u noe that stupid gal sms-ed me on Saturday morning at 8:00 (at 8:00!!!, mind you) ter ask did i go home to plot the graph of the a-maths qn again to find out if my ans or her ans was wrong... siao siao eh this gal...i bet the twins went home and dig all the exam papers out again to do all over again to check if their ans are correct... HAVE FUN, U TWO!!! damn...my beauty sleep...i bet chua and grace wud have agreed with me on the fact that the time was way to EARLY!!! siao lang

aniwaez, i hope that all of you are enjoying yourselves during the 4 days break... dun go worrying abt the results like the twins (i noe it is hard but at least try lar) and most impt, HAVE FUN!!!! LOTSA FUN!!!

sign off,
sylvester-fan (no! not the cat!)
autumn aka vanessa

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

i seriously think some farnie thing is going on within the electrical wires somewhere in the brain cell of my computer. first it was the blog being the terrorist... now it is the internet being the virus....shoot them lar... :
the bitch wrote:
Is your computer suffering from any of the following symptoms: 1. Has your browser's START PAGE changed?or 2. Are you seeing a recent increase in annoying POP UPS?or 3. Have PORN ads appeared in your browser or email?or 4. Has your computer been acting wierd lately?or 5. Is your Internet slower or even crashing?or 6. Do you think your computer may have a virus?or 7. Have new programs or toolbars been added without your permission?If your computer is experiencing any of these symptoms...It is almost certain that "spyware" has taken over your computer,and the problems will only get worse quickly. Plus your sensitiveinformation like credit cards and all of your passwords can beretrieved by criminals all around the world. This is a very scaryproblem that needs immediate attention! You NEED to get this fixed now!Click on THIS LINK FOR IMMEDIATE HELP and your computer will beback to normal and secure again in just a few minutes.

HARLOW! my com has nothin wrong can u all stop this stupid nonsense...it NEED not get fixed now or eva so stay off!!!

sigh... tml going to make ic... my father got a shock when he saw the immigration bureau thing send to me...he tot something wrong wif me... hurriedly tore open the envelop. turn outta be asking me to make ic....he so happy... siao siao wan
had a lecturing during dinner abt how u miz act more maturedly becoz with the ic, you are considered an adult oredy... ass lar... dun see anyone changing in particular after getting their ic...
grace is juz as ignorant nice sweet fren who love F.I.R.,
chua is juz as blur blur cute cute figure,
ah wong got more busy with all other thingy
kailing is still the silent predator
and geks still juz as clumsy and genki and but less ducky.... huh ...
dunno why shud i change...
SCREW THE GROWING UP RULEZ...

den going out wif my godbro. dunno wad stupid show he bringing me to watch... the last time he brought me to watch wishing stairs wen i watched wif chua oredy... he got sooo scared... dunno y he has a gf...
wednesday thursday friday going out with parents... getting the winter clothings for switzerland, dunno y need soo many days...
sat and sun still no plan yet...i think i will be sleeping over at my god ma house on sat ya... think so then sunday come back...aiyah see first lar... hate this skool holiday... everything is oredy planned out fer ya... sucks

BYE!

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

May the day go pass and the pain will fade



HI PEEPS! TODAY IS MOI BIRTHDAE! Yupz, jux wanna say a big thankie to all that have gave me sumpthin in one way or another. I mean, it does not necessarily hafta be prezzies but it can be as simple as wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY to as priceless as giving me ur friendship so therefore, I wud like to thank all you people out there who have given me soo much. Thank you.
PEOPLE I WANNA THANK:
Elaine: you were the first to give me the birthday gift...I'm sorry it's broken. Thank you for 4-giving me for my irresponsibility to take care of it. I love it a lot but I love our friendship more.
Ah wong daddy: thanks for giving me my birthday ride to skool... ya ya I noe its crap but I appreciated it.
Ah wong: you were the first to wish me happy birthday. Thanks a lot. I like the two prezzie you gave me. I bought a cage for Cawa oredy. yeah and thanks for comforting me *winks
Geks: you were the second to wish me an unofficial "happy birthday" coz you said you think it is abit cheapo to juz wish without giving. To me, it is more than enuff yeah and thanks for comforting me *winks
Chua and angie: you were the third to give me a prezzie that is Cawa. Thank you soo much. I luved it. yeah and thanks for comforting me *winks
Kai ling: thanks for drawing on the board for me. You drew four in the end. Ya I noticed. Thanks A lot for telling me I am getting older... yeah and thanks for comforting me *winks: "the CL is talking to you" does this ego statement rings a bell??? *innocent look
Zelina: OMG! You were like totally unexpected. I loved your card but I loved your effort spent into making it even more. Thank you soooo sooo much. Who cares if ya lame? Ya sweet. Awww... I MEAN IT
Charmaine: thanks for the brownie you gave me. I think you did it beautifully, that was y chua was CONSTANTLY stealing from me together wif Bernie kor! Grrrrrr...aniwaez, thanks a lot
Kim: thanks for the cookie you gave me early in the morning. It must have been good for I do not normally eat much in the morning. I noe you didn’t mean to break the glass... I was juz sad, not angry. Thanks for your prezzie. SAY THANKS TO ur the other fren for me...
A maths tuition frenz: thanx for the b'dae song. For people who dunno, grace is in the same class as me that's y I didn’t name her personally in the above. Special thanks to Christopher who thought I was grace and sang her name...ahem
1st aunt: silver bracelet
2nd aunt: hong bao - $28
3rd aunt: hong bao - $24
4th aunt and 5th aunt: whole collection of JAY CHOU cds...whooohoo... win liaoz
ah ma, po po, daddy, mummy: hong bao
linus kor kor: thanks for the sms
god bro: bracelet, earring, necklace...I think I wud onli wear the bracelet... haha but I like them all the same... I guess

Saleena, elsie, yu fang, yvonne, Bernie tan, Bernie kor, clara, angie lim, Nicole ds, drum major, Amanda ong, agapera, ASEAN SCHOLARS from 3/1, etc: thank you all soo soo much for ur birthday wishes. It does not necessary takes $$ to make a girl happy

Of coz, everyday, there will be ups and downs. But we must learn to let go of the downs and hold on to the ups then our b’dae and everyday will be meaningful and happy. Therefore, thanks guys for making me understand that. You obviously learn sumpthin new everyday.

Autumn out (all night long)

Do not hold on to the pain but the gain

Monday, August 30, 2004

Dear diary,
Today, I received a call from my long time fwen, Charla. She sounded awfully sad so I asked her why. She told me that her fwen, Germaine made use of her. She was supposed to meet Charla for the show “Anaconda” on Thursday afternoon. However, before that, Germaine had already scheduled to meet her mother at J8. So she used Charla’s phone to call back her mom saying Charla refuses to let her go and insisted her on going to see the show today. This left Germaine’s mom with an ultra-bad impression on Charla. However, Germaine nvr told Charla abt the talk she had with her mom. It was only when Charla happen to bump into Germaine’s mom on Friday after school did she notice something was amiss when she felt Germaine’s mom staring at her and treated her extremely coldly, which was not usual, coz she knew Germaine’s mom is indeed quite fond of Charla.
I feel extremely bad for my fwen and I wished I had been there to console her instead of her picking up the phone to call me. I suppose if she nvr made an effort to strike a conversation with Germaine’s mother, she wud nvr had known how horrigible her fucking fren is. If someone had backstabbed me in the back, I wud have been furious. I suppose you noe that. I am intolerable of such decadents and decaying moral values of human. Gosh I sound like my lit teacher. (betta start new para.)
However, I think I have quite a number of frenz who are quite TRUSTING so I do not feel there is a need for me to start being paranoid and suspicious of all my frenz… I mean can u imagine if I were to catch gek shan, chua, ah wong, kailing, charmaine, etc everyday by the collar and shout
“DID U BETRAY ME???!!!”
I think I wun have any fwenz by the end of the day…no…by the end of assembly…
Alright, I betta sign out now. I hope Charla is feelin betta now.
Love
Autumn

Hey! I noe… Charla if u r reading this now, I got something to tell ya that will make ya happy: MY B’DAE IS COMING (^^’) *cold sweat

autumn
out

Thursday, August 26, 2004

ah bao says: yesterday was wednesday, today is thurday, tomorrow will be friday
dun even noe y i wrote that... perhaps to kill space...
PLS DO NOT ATTEMPT TO ARTICULATE ANY THOUGHTS FROM THE STUPID LINE
sigh, life slightly betta now... i haf a maid now.
MAID INFO:
name: reani
materialise in: indonesia
materialise on: dunno yet... scared muz give prezzie...i noe i gian beng lah
height: 154cm
weight: i tink more than 60kg...oOPs!@
no. of boyfren currently: 2 - one is malaysia, one is indonesia... r u thinking wad i am thinkin people???

aniwaez, i finally convinced my com. into thinkin that my blog is not suspicious, errr, actually, i reprogrammed it lar (**,). aniwaez, haf nothin much to write... this is such a boring entry... i will be surprise if anione wants to read this... SSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAANNNN ar!
u noe, now with the stupid new format shit of blogging, i m unable to upload ani pics???!!! feel like bao-ing now... grrrrrr...chill....grrrrrrr...chill..GGGGRRRRRRRRR
nvr mind... will still try...i have the spirit of an unrelenting hero...

ah bao says: yesterday was wednesday, today is thurday, tomorrow will be friday
OH NOW I NOE Y I SAID IT: TOMORROW THERE'S GUIDES!!!

till then..
autumn out

people, bear with me kz, perhaps i will write to the blog people to ask them for their help on how ter upload the blardie pics

Saturday, August 21, 2004

god i swear i m gonna kill someone right now at this moment...
when i tried entering into my blog juz now, my stupid com kept on coming up wif a stupid pop-up article saying that my blog is SUSPICIOUS!!! what! suspicious?? r u kidding me or wad? does my blog look like some J.I. blog that Osama created to promote terroism??? does is look like a walking time bomb that is about to explode anytime??? well let me tell ya sumpthin mr computer-machine-noe-it-all-shit:
the only thing that is about to explode is AH BAO AKA ME!!! U HEAR
ME?!!!

damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn


aniwaez, apart from the computer shit, i am sooooo happpy i am going to the z-pop concert on the 28th aug with grace, chua and her bro. at first it was only chua and her bro going so when chua invited me, i was abit heisitant coz u noe, it is a sis-bro affair and i dun wanna be somethin edison created (a light bulb u stupid) but wen grace wanted to go, i followed her... so yaaaaa! i am going!!! wheeeppooeeeee!
sincere apologies to gek shan: i tink it was u who signed me up for the gangshow thingy right? i m sorry i cannot make it ya??? dun be angry ok?? i drew 2 pictures of u there but i can't seem to upload it... nvr mind.. i'll show ya. one is when u r bao-ing and one is when u are genki muahahaha, trust me, u look very cute... i m not being sacarstic

aniwaez, today i moped the house (my face was moping too), swept the house, washed the dishes, made the bed and bought lunch for the family... sigh soon the house will e calling me "mariah" and they will forget they even wanted a maid... darn... who said life sux onli with the rich and famous, life sux juz the same with the poor and wulu

today geks called me and told me that rachel, natasha (iz that how u spell her name???agaration)and ayunni said i was migrating to malaysia!!! malaysia??!!! R U NUTS?! malaysia is so near, i might as well stay here..it is like moving from toapayoh to sengkang... ( i noe chua will contact me EVERYDAY IF I WERE TO GO TO JOHOR!!! vcd vcd vcd, thats all she ever tinks abt!!! hmmmpphh!!!)
so juz to make things clear:

i m not going aniwhere!!! u hear me!!! i am staying in singapore!!! u hear
me?!!! i m not migrating!!! i m not GOING!!!

happy art thou who is thee fwen and anger art thou who are the enemy. understand anot?? it is not qim, i made it up
till then
autumn rox...i mean autumn out
ani one noes when is o'level chinese? my mom wanna noe n i dunno??? hehe pai sei


Saturday, July 31, 2004

hey...

woke up at ten today...so tired... i tink i am becoming like chua...

the newspaper reported tt if ur shortsightedness the degreee more than erm 800 u are vulnerable to sudden lost of eyesight...really arhz...i hope my astigmatism contributes 300 degrees or smthg so my shortsightedness only 600 iddat...or else i m vulnerable -.- ...very freaky lehz...later during O level *poof* gdbye world....gdbye teachers(FOREVER)...gdbye frenz


oh wellz -.-

aniwaez, last night, natalie msg me asking me to find some replacement for the campfire as well as grace... muz meh?? kailing, r u finding replacement? muz u? kailing can u pls pls pls pls tell me? y aren't u toking kailing??? AAAARRRRRR!! going bonkus, nvr mind, i will wait patiently for grace to come back and for kailing to tag the board..( hopefully she will) ^it will be nice of her to tag something else apart from asking me to update my blog...

btw, yesterday guides was so so lar... i missed the games and everyting that went along with it coz i left early (as usual) but i DIDN"T miss the marching part...^so sad^... yeah... muz admit kai ling the voice was steady pom peep peep ya? dey make us run and run and run and ruuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnn around the whole court... maybe i caught charmaine's cheeky face and gek shan's expression whenever she is gonna do something fishy, dats y i made it to the fall in everytime... sigh, or maybe it is juz pure luck cos i totally didn't expect the zelina's one coming *dun gloat zelina, that is not farnie (at all!)dunno lar... aniwaez, kai ling didn't let me fall in after i went to put some paper thingy she gave me into the bag and i was like so embarrassed down there... standing apart from the coy and watching them march when i am NOT EVEN A PL!!!! i was sooo not cool sia.. but luckily i didn't kanna tortured for long cos i hafta fill in the place for fiona when she left. btw, y am i toking abt guides??? sigh...told u i was going mad...in any case, wish u were dere grace...



till next time,
autumn out

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

i am FINALLY updating
hihi, ah bao is back online...gosh, dunno when was the last blardie time i actually updated...nvr mind when there is a will, there's a way...CHEESY....
aniwaez, i offically declare that exams does take my mood away from the internet... i notice that even when i try surfing the net, equations after equations will keep goin thru my airhead sigh! lucky not electrons if not sure will "chao da" wan (remember: electrons conduct electricity???) btw, i tink i have developed chem-phobia thx to the recent one i juz got back...ya ya i failed...i noe i very stupid...shit feelin sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angsty...

in any case, today is my god bro BIRTHDAY!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAYYYYY! (why m i so happy? i hafta spend money!!!) aniwaez, i bought him a pen (NOT THE 25 cents wan lar) so ya. i tell you ar my god bro is wrose than gek shan..he hangs a picture of himself smirking on the wall and he signed his name on it... sigh... sad case ar... my father says with brothers like that, no wonder his daughter turned out dis way...HEY WAD IS DAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN??? hmmm.... aniwaez, a picture for my dear gor gor... telling him :
PLEASE GROW UP!!!!!!!! YOU R OREDY TWENTY SEVEN!!!





i am FINALLY updating